Warning: this chapter contains a scene featuring non-consensual sex. Please be advised.
Chapter 4:
Raven smiled, rubbing the large cat's broad head as he watched her stop moving. She did not look like she was sleeping she looked well and truly dead. It would have been alarming, but he knew what she was. So he undressed, folding his things and sitting them next to the bed on the small, ornate table. Looking the huge cat over one last time, he moved under the sheet. His hand rubbed along her belly, feeling her skin cooling down.
He felt fairly content at that moment, and he also felt a deeper connection to her, as she had said, he was bound to her, he could feel her in his head. As he laid down next to her he smiled, this was not what he had in mind but it was working well. Shutting his eyes, he slipped quickly into the deep sleep of exhaustion. Opening his eyes back in time once more, he found himself one month after the bite, still with no idea why he did not die from it. He should have died. The wound had festered and he was feverish. The village healer had been there and bled him to get the evil spirits out. It didn't help.
He was restless, pacing like a caged animal. He had to move, to get out of his house and into the woods. He stumbled into the trees, his body felt like it was on fire, like something was trying to claw its way out of him.
Then, the blackness started to take him and in the back of his mind he could hear words, a woman's voice, "I made you and I will have you, I am coming back."
Raven woke and leapt from the bed in panic, pulling the sheet with him, earning himself a face full of snarling jaguar.
Sweat slowly rolled down his arms and his face, but he nodded to the cat and slowly held out his hand
"Easy there Shaman. I am not going to hurt her."
Be damned if that huge beast didn't rub his head against Raven's hand. He paced the room, going to the window and looking through the curtains. The sun was setting. She should be awake soon.
Bianca's eyes snapped open, someone was in the room, and Shaman was not alarmed. What was going on? Suddenly, she remembered, and relaxed back into her pillow.
Raven was standing at the French doors looking out, "I see you are awake. I would ask if you slept well, but I know you did not, I felt your panic."
She slipped out of bed and into her dressing gown, crossing the room to open the doors onto the veranda. Shaman trotted past them, pausing to brush first against her hand, then his, before leaping over the railing and onto the ground.
"He has taken a liking to you it seems. Who would have thought? A cat and a canine."
She quirked an eyebrow at him. "I suggest some clothing before Emilie brings me my evening tea."
He looked down at himself, "Yeah, I guess so."
He picked up his jeans and slipped into them. Bianca admired the view as he bent over in front of her, as he turned and pulled the waist up and fastened it, her eyes traveled to the flat, hard planes of his stomach. Her gaze took in his sculpted chest and rose to his face, eyes locking with his.
"You look like you are staring at a four course meal," he grinned. Pulling his hair back into a tail and exposing his silver studded ears.
She walked over to him, reaching out a hand to touch the silver rings, "Surely that hurts."
He gave her a seductive smile, "I like the pain." He moved toward her as there was suddenly a knock at the door.
"Come in," she called. The maid came in with a tray laden with a teapot, two cups and a covered dish accompanied by a huge glass of orange juice.
Setting it down on the table on the veranda, she whisked the top off of the plate to reveal a huge, bloody, rare steak, a pile of eggs, and a stack of pancakes.
His mouth watered. Bianca turned to the girl, "Thank you Emilie. I am fine for the night now, don't worry about laying out anything for me, I will get it. I am as yet undecided as to what to wear."
The maid curtsied, "Yes, ma'am."
As the door closed behind her, Bianca gestured at the table, "By all means, eat, while it is hot."
Raven winked at her, "But, my dear if I eat this whatever will you eat?"
He was smiling but in the back of his head something was wrong, that damn dream. He remembered that night well, right up till the blackout but there was no voice before. He knew the voice but could not put a face with, it was just something or someone that he knew. It was bugging him now as he walked over to sit down and eat. The food was delicious.
He tried not to wolf it down, but he was so hungry. He had been on his own for almost a year before he figured out what he was. He thought the whole time that it was some evil spirt that had taken over his body.
"I do enjoy human food still, but I think you could use it more. I know something was haunting your dreams last night, would you like to tell me about it?"
She walked over behind him and began massaging his neck and shoulders.
He could feel just how strong she was through her hands and he gave her a little moan before he cut a piece off the steak.
"Just a nightmare from my past, nothing new ...my mind is just starting to add things I don't remember being there when it actually happened."
"Hmmm, that is strange, perhaps you are beginning to tap into memories that you had blocked. It happens to us all if we live long enough. What was happening?"