Let me tell you about a little dream I had.
I am working at a nightclub, covering for a friend so she won’t lose her job while she is out of town. They have uniforms, that are, as always in these kind of places, trashy. Short, black skirt, and a tight white blouse, I have chosen tall black boots to wear, in place of the usual high heels.
I love leather, I love the smell of leather the feel of leather and the look of leather, and he comes in wearing... You guessed it, leather. Dark brown leather pants, and a white, medieval, long sleeved shirt, with a matching brown, leather vest. He is very tall, and has at least four days of hair growth on his face. He has on heavy black boots, (definitely steel-toed) and you get the sense of the motorcycle ticking, as it cools in the parking lot. He has long wavy black hair just above his shoulders, and intense green eyes. I don't see him come in, but I FEEL him come in. I keep looking around, and do not see him, I don't know him, but I know someone is there looking for me.
He steels along the edge of the room, and just sits at a table with his back to the wall. Watching.
The wave of leather hits my nose, and I stop, I turn towards the scent, and there he is, his face is in a shadow, the only part of it you can see is his jaw, and he is smiling. Bright white in the blue light of the bar, his teeth gleam at me, as if he knew I would find him.
His arms are relaxed, but you can see the power in them, the muscle tone is clear in the billows of his shirt. His vest is stretching to contain the massive chest; it is less strained at his waist, just before it ends. I just stand there for a minute, a full minute, and drink him in. He is beautiful. I realize I must look like an idiot, and I glance at the table in front of him, he has no drink, I walk towards him, praying my knees will not fail me. I ask him what he would like; he stops smiling and says, "I came for you." It is my turn to smile, and I rephrase, asking him if he would like a drink. As the bar is a place with many come-ons, and this must be another.
Isn't it?
He says, "No, thank you, I just came to watch." I smile again, and walk away, I glance back at him, and that is exactly what he is doing, watching… me. All night, all of the waitresses found their way to him, and he turned them all away, telling them he was waiting for me. He knew my name. As the night went on, I stopped back by him to see is he 'needed' anything, I was all he needed he told me.
I was tortured all night by him, and I finally decided that I must KNOW him, from somewhere, and he just looked so radically different now, that my brain was not making the connection.
Every time I passed him, I was more and more certain that I DIDN'T know him, and the possible reasons for him being there to see me, were flying through my head, like a boomerang through the bush.
I came up with zero.
The bar closed, and I glanced at the place he had made his den for the evening, and he was gone. I took a deep breath .........
Was I relieved?
No, it was disappointment.
Oh well, at least I got to visually feast on him for a while, and he would be the source of much unaccompanied, fantasy later.
One of the bouncers offers to walk me out, I thank him, and we start the trek to the end of the parking lot. I hear it, and then I smell the engine of the motorcycle as it revs a few times. We glance over, and there he is, waiting, as he has done all night. I tell the big guy that I am ok, and he leaves me with the large man in the dark glasses.