Chapter 9: Symbiosis
Jessica
My alarm woke me up from a deep and peaceful sleep. Interrupting my dream about swimming through clouds that were water. I turned off my alarm and saw that my husband was not in bed. He must have woken up early and couldn't fall back asleep. On days like that he would just get into work early.
I get out of bed and stretch my back and arms by reaching to the sky and curving my back. Since Thomas was already gone I turned on the bedroom lights to a dim setting and headed to the bathroom. I checked my phone while taking care of my business. I turned on the water to the shower to let it warm up for me as I walked over to the scale and weighed myself.
I was staying within the weight I wanted to so I was happy. I rubbed my eyes while looking at the bathroom mirror. I felt really rested and wasn't exactly sure why. I just had that feeling that I was going to have a good day and no one was going to change that.
Without any warning my mirror seemed to bend and shift, startling me. Then a white nub appeared at the center of the bending. It wasn't so much bending, more like the mirror had become water. The white nub grew larger and longer as it began to start coming through the mirror.
I screamed in response and tried to back up but ended up just tripping over my own feet. I fell on my ass-backward, my eyes never leaving the thing in front of me. My lizard brain must have kicked in because I quickly began crawling/scooting backward away from whatever was happening to my mirror.
I managed to crawl out of the bathroom back to my bedroom in the most clumsy and uncoordinated way I think humanly possible. I slammed the door shut and pressed my back against the door.
Would my body be able to hold it off? What even was it? How was it doing that to my mirror? Was I having some kind of stroke or seizure? Should I call an ambulance?
So many thoughts were racing through my head and none provided any answers but only unanswerable questions. I could possibly be hallucinating, that would explain why I was seeing stuff that obviously couldn't be real. What causes hallucinations though, can they just randomly happen?
"Hello."
My body went rigid as a voice spoke out but it hadn't come from the bathroom. My eyes began darting around the bedroom trying to see if someone was in the house. The person had to be close as the voice was loud and very clear.
As I sat there naked pressing myself against the bathroom door I realized that I was defenseless. There was someone in the house, that much I knew from the voice. Maybe they had drugged me or something. Some kind of sick assault or something much worse.
I remember that Thomas has a bag of golf clubs in our closet that I have complained about so many times. If that is what saves my life today I won't ever complain again. I push myself up from the floor and door and quickly run in a crouched position to the closet. I grab what looks like the biggest club in the bag and pull it out.
"Hello. Can you hear me?"
It was so clear, they had to be right outside the closet. This was some kind of sick fuck who was toying with me. Probably getting off on terrifying me and who knows what they planned to do next. I had to get out of the house and call for help. I took several deep breaths and readied my nerves.
With explosive force, I ran out of the closet wielding the golf club like a sword ready to strike whoever was in my house. I quickly looked around the room but no one was there, it was completely empty. They had to have been here though, their voice was in this room.
"Hello, you should be able to hear me."
A tsunami of realization hit me, the voice was so clear not because it was close but because it was in my head. I was hearing voices in my head. This had to be a dream I thought as I pinched my arm as hard as I could. I felt the pain and didn't wake up.
I am losing it, actually going crazy. Is there a scale for how bad voices in your head are? Does schizophrenia appear at a certain age? That has to be it.
"Hello..."
Before the voice in my head could finish speaking I screamed.
"What do you want? Why are you in my head?"
None of this was sensical, but I am not sure how else I could have responded at that moment. I believed that I was going crazy.
"You are not going crazy."
How did it know what I was thinking? I'm an idiot, of course, it knows what I am thinking the voice is my own head. Does being crazy mean that my head can have its own conversations with itself?
"This is not your head or your voice. This is my voice as I speak to you."
This caused me to stop my panic for a minute. What did that mean? I've never been particularly religious but at that moment the thought crossed my mind that perhaps God was speaking to me. Was this better than crazy or just the crazy itself?
"I am not the God you are thinking of. I must speak with you though."
The voice was in my head, almost feeling like a speaker had been set up in the middle of my brain. The voice was soft and slightly feminine. It sounded almost human but something was off just enough that I could tell it was wrong.
"Where are you? How can I hear you in my head?" I asked aloud.
Could whatever was speaking hear me from here? Could I speak to it in my mind?
"You left me in what I believe you call a bathroom."
I quickly turned towards the bathroom door that was still closed. My hands instinctively tightened on the golf club. Whatever this was, it was in my bathroom. I softly crept towards the door making as little noise as possible.
I rested my hand on the handle, trying to will myself to open it and see what was going on inside. I took a deep breath and forcefully pulled down the handle and entered the bathroom. Before I could fully take in the scene I saw something in the middle of the bathroom. I bring the golf club behind my back preparing to swing it.
In one fluid motion, I swing the golf club up, over my shoulder. The club hits part of the ceiling causing a huge hole but I don't care right now. The gold club comes down with all the force I can muster on the thing in my bathroom. As soon as the club hit the white object it bent around the object as if it had been made of a wet noodle.