As he read his novel by the flickering warmth of the dying firelight, I gazed at him longingly. A most likely candidate for my attentions was he, aged from a multitude of unique experiences into the reclusive hulk of what once was. Beset by memories, and beyond the ability to procreate, he would soon cross over into my world of timeless freedom that he had barely glimpsed in dreams but dismissed as childlike fantasy. Yet deep within his loins, the seeds of life still churned with unfulfilled release beneath the lifeless organ of their deliverance. As my hunger grew, I wondered if he was one of the now numerous males that had their life delivering cords surgically mutilated in a barbaric attempt to prevent reproduction. Good seed was becoming more difficult to find and harder still to feed on.
My first memories were of the life that was brutally torn from me within a few short months of its creation along with the womb in which it rested. It was deemed my life should be committed to pleasuring the Inn's clientele rather than breeding to repay my Father's gambling indebtedness. The remainder of my short life was spent mostly on my back hosting a multitude of various unwashed genitals in my now mangled recesses. They would pound me, flood me, and collapse atop me with spent passions and empty wallets. Somehow, despite the revulsion, I found pleasure in giving pleasure, and learned to focus on my client's deepest unmet desires to quickly fulfill their needs and encourage their return. On one particular August evening, I was introduced and seduced by a most charming traveler whose real nature became apparent once I disrobed and exposed my charms to his lustful eyes. Years of anger and frustration, undoubtedly tainted by ale, emerged and I was pummeled into oblivion with nary a chance to defend myself.
Hence I entered the twilight realm in which I dwell. At first the misty and formless environment was frightening. A Sister from untold eons suddenly appeared through the whispering mists, gently consoling and comforting me, enlightening me to the wonders of my new found home before disappearing from whence she came. Now unhindered, I travel at whim and will, roaming through this lonely yet passionate world while taking the priceless seed from unsuspecting hosts to fill my hunger. A parasite, I move through the amazing world of men's erotic fantasies, enchanting them while drawing the life giving seed only from the most prolific; watching their life slip away as my own is renewed. Time fosters wisdom, and I've learned the more mature seed, though less plentiful, is far more fulfilling. And too, I've seen the ravages of stress, disease, and contraception reduce this once abundant fertile field into a weed infested wasteland of tainted seed and lost dreams – humanity on the verge of inhumanity saved only by the virtuous and hopeful few.