Tessa woke to the sound of frantic, heavy pounding. It sounded like someone was trying to break down her front door, and she immediately leapt out of bed while her magic reached for her switchblades. They began swirling around her head, ready to strike at whoever, or whatever, would dare to try to invade her home.
As she raced to the front of her apartment, she heard two feminine voices arguing out in the hallway.
"--you didn't even give her time to respond! It's been, what, half an hour?"
"We can't risk waiting any longer, she needs our help!"
Rolling her eyes, she opened the front door with a scowl. "For fuck's sake, Amara, this had better be important," Tessa snapped.
"Tessa, we need to--" Amara froze mid-sentence when Tessa pointed a knife at her throat, just as she was doing to Vee.
"Wait. What's for dinner?" Tessa asked.
"Hand-seared chicken. Fuck, what's your problem?" Amara asked, batting the knife away and walking into the apartment. Tessa looked over to Vee, whose answer was considerably more apologetic.
"Spaghetti carbonara," Vee said softly.
"Okay, now we can talk." Tessa closed the door with her magic, then set her switchblades down on the kitchen counter before turning to face Amara again. "What's so important you had to nearly break down my front door at six in the morning?"
"It's Chloé! I think she survived!" Amara was now pacing back and forth, sparks of hellfire occasionally drifting off her hair.
"Wait, wait?!" Tessa looked to Vee, hoping for a better explanation.
Vee sighed. "Amara was exploring the Dreamscape last night, and when she returned to her body, she thinks she saw Chloé briefly appear in front of her. She was screaming and clutching her head, like she was in some kind of pain."
Tessa balled her fists as she glared at Amara. "That's what this is about?! You had a bad fucking dream and decide to spin some fantasy about Chloé still being alive?"
"It wasn't a dream!!" Amara shouted back. She spun to face Tessa, hellfire framing her eyes.
"How can you know that?" Tessa asked. "The last few times you fucked around with dreams, you were always stuck inside Derek's nightmares! What proof do you have that this wasn't one of your own?"
"I'm sorry, who's the succubus here?" Amara hissed, jabbing a finger into Tessa's chest. At its tip, a small trail of smoke appeared. "I don't tell you how to do magic, Tessa, so stay in your lane and let me worry about the dreamwalking, okay? I know what I saw!"
Vee walked closer, gently placing a hand on Amara's shoulder to try and calm her down. Their natures briefly collided, and a flurry of angelic sparks leapt into the air as Amara jumped in surprise. "Amara, please. Let's take a deep breath and let Tessa explain her side of things. She's not saying she knows your abilities better than you do, it's just... we were all there. We know what we saw."
Strangely, despite the hostile spark from Vee's magic, Amara didn't get the least bit upset. Instead, she did exactly what Vee asked; she took a deep breath and stepped back from Tessa. She even reached up and briefly grabbed Vee's hand, which Tessa found strange.
Looking down, Tessa sighed in relief. Despite the earlier smoke, Amara hadn't actually burned a hole in her shirt. "Okay, look. Let's say I believe you, alright? Let's say that Chloé didn't die when the portal closed on her. Maybe she's trapped between planes, or her consciousness got scattered, something along those lines. Even then, I still wouldn't be able to do anything."
"How can you say that?" Amara asked. "How can you say it's not even worth trying?"
"This is different than when you two were stuck in Purgatory. It's not like Chloé's trapped in another plane and we need to get her back; she's gone, Amara. We all saw what happened, and there's no coming back from that." Tessa paused, briefly wondering if she should bite her tongue, when she decided that Amara didn't deserve to be coddled. "And don't you dare insinuate that I'm not desperate to see her again. She was my friend too."
Amara went quiet, her eyes glued to the floor. Tessa looked back to Vee, whose tender eyes still seemed to be apologizing for everything.
"How about we let Tessa get back to bed, Amara," Vee said softly. She grabbed Amara's arm and started leading her towards the door. After a half-hearted attempt to stay put, Amara nodded slowly and let Vee lead her away.
"...Sorry for waking you, Tess," Amara whispered.
Tessa didn't bother responding. She vaguely waved towards Amara and Vee as they left, then sighed in relief as the door shut behind them. Now alone again, Tessa collapsed onto her couch with an angry huff. She closed her eyes, hoping she might be able to claw back a few more minutes of sleep, but it wasn't to be.
Stupid Amara. Stupid dreamwalking demon, getting my hopes up. She doesn't care about anyone but her fucking self and her stupid pity party.
Too angry to keep pretending she was trying to sleep, Tessa reluctantly crawled off the couch and walked to her room. She grabbed a change of clothes, reshaved the side of her head, and bundled up in her winter gear so she could walk to the nearest coffee joint.
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With the campus coffee place closed for the Winter Break, Tessa had to walk much farther than usual to get her morning fix. If nothing else, it wasn't snowing anymore, and the clouds even parted occasionally to let through bits of sunlight. While her initial goal had only been the coffee, it was hard to argue that getting away from campus for a bit was a welcome change of pace.
Pushing into the coffee shop, Tessa was greeted by a small chime and a burst of warm air. The smell of freshly brewed coffee and succulent breakfast confections washed over her, spurring her to pause before approaching the counter. She closed her eyes, losing herself in the aroma as she took a deep breath, then sighed once she managed to find the moment of peace she was looking for. The sound of a coffee grinder echoed out from the kitchen, forcing Tessa back to the present, and she opened her eyes before approaching the barista.
Several minutes later, with a piping hot cup nestled between her hands, Tessa took a seat by the front window. She was a few blocks away from campus, which meant the streets were bustling with people rushing to work. She watched them race back and forth, chuckling to herself as she thought about how different their lives were.
This whole place was almost enveloped by Purgatory, and none of them know a thing. Would more reapers have shown up if we hadn't stopped Brandon? Did he even have the power to continue expanding his portal?