Thanks to Ladylana for editing my chapters. Also just to let you know, if you are confused during the part of this chapter, all will be explained next chapter ;) Thanks to everyone and keep rating and commenting.
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Chapter 5
"My dad was the alpha of our pack. So that makes me sort of an alpha princess. My mom died in childbirth, and I'm an only child. My dad would barely look at me for years until I turn nineteen. He felt I killed his precious mate, and in a way I did."
I could tell Fareon was about to interrupt, so I shushed him "Let me finish.
Anyway, all the men started noticing my body and saying how I had gone from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan. My father decided it was time for me to get mated. He never wanted me to take over the pack, but rather my mate. Of course one of his choosing.
Usually you feel something with the person, you become soul mates. Well my father's second, Charles, had a mate, but she was killed.
Charles was a nasty guy. He was forty nine in human age, but looked older. When my father presented this to the pack, there were shocks and rumours. I then heard Charles had raped the omegas, and always had a woman in his bed. Willingly or not.
Charles kept getting closer to me. When I would pass by, he would either slap or squeeze my ass. One time when I was talking to him, he reached out and grabbed my breast. After that, I tried to avoid him.
Finally, it was the night before the ceremony. Charles came into my room and started talking about how it was time for me to become a woman. I tried to lay there like a good mate while he talked to me. But honestly, it repulsed me. I thought that I was maybe gay.
He started to undress himself. When he was completely naked, he came under the covers. He ripped off all my clothing and then I got mad. Who did he think he was? I pushed and bit him. That shocked him and he fell over the side of the bed. Then he stood up and stormed out, without a backward glance.
The next morning, he told everyone the mating was off because he caught me sleeping with someone else. He didn't mention how that night I had went to talk to him and found a screaming woman in his bed. Who was very willing.
After that, everyone ignored me. Even my own father stopped acknowledging to me. That's when I left. And now I'm here." I leaned back against the chair and sighed.
I'm sorry my baby, about what happened to you.
Fareon said in my mind.
As much as I hated pity, Fareon's brought tears to my eyes. I brushed my hair back and tried to keep the tears from coming out.
I stood up and made my way out the door and outside. Outside, I ran into the forest and sat down beside a big oak tree. I didn't tell him how my father used to beat me. Or how Charles used to hit me when I wouldn't pleasure him with my mouth or body. Back then, I was a scared little bitch, and I used to take it. Now they better watch out. Bringing these memories just made me cry harder and my whole body shock with sobs. This was the first time I cried in a century. Ever since I left the pack.
Usually packs are very protective of their females. Well, my father never cared and would use me as an example, hitting me in front of people for the stupidest things.
Later the pack caught on and followed my father's example. Females were abused, raped and just thrown around. The only way it would ever stop was if a wolf challenged my father to the death. If they won, then they would become alpha, and can set things back to normal.
I remembered how my female friends used to wait for that wolf. But he never came.
I finally stopped crying, and just listened to the birds chirp or animals jump around. Somehow I needed to tell him my story because I just didn't want to be some girl that he slept with, then throws away.
Slowly it became dark, until it was pitch black. I counted the stars, wondering why no one came out to get me. Maybe Fareon didn't care anymore, maybe this was a subtle sign to leave. I decided that it was. I needed to get out of there. Maybe if I went far enough, he wouldn't remember me anymore and our link would eventually break. I stood up and started walking towards the fence surrounding the estate. I had a feeling they probably would never let me go unless Fareon agreed to it.
I sighed. What would I do now? Maybe I'd get a job somewhere. I know I was a little messed up with my emotions. I wanted to tell him my story so he would get the point that I am a little insecure, and don't like sharing my men.
I guess he will not come after me like a true mate would do. With that thought, I decided for one hundred percent I was leaving. With my head down low I made my way to the fence, when I bumped into something.
"What? Did he finally leave you for dead? I knew it wouldn't last,"
That tall blond bitch from before was glaring at me. I felt like shit, and I was honestly thinking of tearing out her throat.
"Move," I commanded.
"Hey bitch, that's no way to talk to your future alpha bitch. Show some respect."
"Hmmm...Bitch. It's funny because it suits you in both terms. Now move out of my fucking way or you will be sorry."
When I usually get mad, I stay quiet and calm down. But when I get pissed, I get really... let's just say she didn't want to see me pissed. Except this bitch was pushing my nerves. I stared at her and I felt my eyes change to their amber colour.
I think she could feel I was about to explode because she smirked and left. Thank God. I was really going to hurt her if she made another comment.
