The coffin Persephone had been placed in began to rattle, softly at first mostly just light scratches could be heard from within but within moments the scratches turned to thuds making it clear the occupant inside was trying to escape. Isabella turned to her Sire with a concerned look in her eye, her memory of her own turning was hazy at best and hearing the futile sounds of her love trying to escape confinement only served to worry her more.
"She has another day to go before we should remove her, she'll fall back into rest shortly and then I'll feed her more blood, tomorrow at sunset we can remove her safely." Alexander's tone offered no negotiation, he had successfully sired two powerful Childer, he would not allow his third to be made weak so that the process can seem "kinder".
"Sire, she's been awake in there for nearly half an hour, all I can feel is panic through the bond, I, should we not at least check on her?" Isabella was unable to hide the worry from her voice, she understood she needed to defer to Alexander in this moment but all she could feel was pure panic along the bond she shared with Persephone, that fear only serving to fray Isabelle's already short nerves in the situation. Her sire approached and took a seat next to her on the floor, with a delicate hand he turned her from the coffin shaking on its plinth to look directly at him.
"Isa, I understand you are nervous, your care for each other is a beautiful thing and something I do hope you continue to cherish over the centuries, however right now your love is not in that box."
"But I can feel her fear, Sire I."
"Isabella, what you are feeling is the instinctual drive of the predator I have created within her, at this moment she is little more than a corpse working on instinct. Instinct to escape, if we allow that we run the risk of her mind being lost and her becoming little more than a beast. Should she escape or damage herself we may lose her altogether. I know you are scared, I'll be honest, I was terrified when I turned Palladius, I had only the word of others to go on and feeling everything he was going through almost drove me mad having to leave him buried. When I experienced it with you, I thought I was better prepared. I wasn't. I worried, you had chosen a new life with us and I had reduced you to little more than some undead horror. To use a crude analogy we can not risk undercooking her." As if responding to his words the coffin grew quieter until quickly falling still, no noise from within. The bond sputtered out and nothing could be felt from within once again.
"Well, right on time, I'll feed her then would you help me clean her? I don't want her to awake covered in blood and filth." Carmilla nodded rising from the floor with her Sire, without hesitation Alexander slid the locks from the coffin sliding the lid from the box, looking inside she saw the crumpled grey body of her love. It was a terrifying sight and one she was quickly and shamefully grateful not to have had to see in motion. Her skin was still sunken and grey, her body curled up and stiff, almost like a dead spider, lying on a nest of shed skin, teeth and nails. Turning away from the coffin, Isabella quickly moved to the stairs leading from their chamber, the urge to leave was near overwhelming, the image of Persephone like that burned into her memory and left her feeling hollow for pushing for this. Almost since they had met she had been pushing Persephone to accept the change and the stubborn woman always resisted and found an excuse for why she needed to keep living just a little longer and now.
"Isa, I'll deal with her, go find Palladius and go feed together, we will be fine and I'll get her ready for her rise tomorrow."
"No I'll he.."
"It's okay, go feed, you do not need to see her like this. She will be safe my Childe." The kind smile of her Sire was enough, she ascended from the chamber to find Palladius and try to distract herself from the growing fear and shame festering within.
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The mortal's pulse started to wane, pulling away from his neck. Isabella quickly wiped the blood dripping down from her lips. Looking to Palladius who was cleaning the woman he had been feeding from Isabella took the moment to try and collect a new perspective.
"When I turned, what was I like?" Palladius paused from his task looking over a broad shoulder, confusion etched onto his face.
"When you were turned?"
"When I had died, the days before I awoke, what was I like?" His brow only furrowed further, quickly turning back to the woman who was starting to come to, on the sofa.
"Forget this evening, you will find the money I left in your bag, go straight home, never remember our faces." The woman quickly got up and headed to the front door leaving. Isabella took the cue to quickly wipe the blood from the man she had fed from, he was some rancher that had come into the city to try his hand at the poker tables and decided to try his luck elsewhere, his ginger hair splayed out on the the back of the sofa, the pale skin almost reminding Isabella of. Pushing the thought away and quickly tapping the man's cheek, waking him slightly she made eye contact pulling him under. "Forget our faces and names, you stumbled around the city and then went to your hotel after sobering up. Go straight home from here and rest. As the man got up to leave the house stumbling appropriately, she saw Palladius was reclined back into his seat watching her, His arms crossed over his wide chest and shirt unbuttoned slightly exposing the slight tan, the faded reminder of his birth on the Mediterranean and the empire he came from.
"After you were turned you were dead, Isa, there's not much else to it, you awoke after three days and left the coffin, it took about a week and half for you to regain your senses and become you again. Is her turning bothering you?"
"Ever the astute one, of course it's bothering me, I can hear her trying to claw her way free, I can feel her fear. I never realised it was so, so" Taking the moment to interrupt, Palladius crossed the room sitting beside her and quickly took Isabella into his embrace. She quickly collapsed into him resting her head on his shoulder.
"She died, it's not pleasant Isa. When you turned it was a lot of the same, I, I didn't know you at the time, we had met maybe twice? Before you turned and neither were particularly pleasant encounters."
"What a shock then that you have been the same unrepentant bastard with her as well." A laugh rumbled through his chest, shaking Isabella slightly.
"I don't get on with humans, besides you both have the same overbearing ego, it's not a good look on someone so fragile, so, mortal. Regardless I never actually saw you before you were awake, I left that entirely to Alexander. How is she?"
"Horrific, she looks dead, and not like us. I just expected she would just be pale, you know? But she just seems so deflated and dead." She realised Palladius had begun rubbing the small of her back, soothing her, it was appreciated.
"It's only one more day, she will rise tomorrow and when she does she will look how she is meant to look, well minus the eyes.
" The eyes? What the hell is going to happen to her eyes?" The anger at the thought of anything else happening to her was enough to almost send Isabella over the edge.
"Nothing major, her eyes will act and look like ours, changing crimson when she wants to feed, which will be most of the time. It's just, when you turned or the few newborns I've seen..There's nothing behind the eyes? It's hard for me to explain, have you ever seen a vampire who's been desiccated or staked?"
" No none, why?"
"The best way I can explain it is that there is no one home, it's like their eyes are open, they can focus on things, mostly blood or their sire, but there's nothing cognitive there, it's just pure instincts driving them. I'll admit, it's slightly unnerving. But otherwise she will look as she should, her skin will correct itself once she's had some blood. A wash and a feed and she'll look better than ever." Isabella just huffed at the response.