I landed myself in a tight corner in this version, but i can somewhat limp it through. If it winds up being okay to readers, i will attempt to pull together the "My Master's Brother" at some point in 2024 when i work on the second book with Noah, though the early draft of that got really messy as well.
What I thought would work failed, and not just a little, I ached inside from how badly my guys were injured. I hadn't even gotten to see them fight. Des had three vampires holding him down since he'd somehow freed his hands. He may have been injured, but he was still a force to fear.
Now Sin stood over me, spitting the orders to have my guys bound and tortured.
"No." I pleaded. This was my failed plan, not theirs. It was my stupidity. I had to watch as they were shackled in chains that ran high from the ceiling. They had to stand on their toes,
Now Sin had me bound to the pillow in the shape of a star. He leered at me, contempt evident. His transfer of blood would have to start all over again, and he'd hoped not to have to do that before. He would have wanted me as his matriarch and his vampire-creature. This had almost endangered his plan.
He was down on vampires, at least. Everyone was down on something, but we were weak and contained.
"You can save them, you know. " Sin said, sinister. "They will be cared for if you become a matriarch."
That further broke me. I already felt the pain Des suffered as his chains were pulled tighter. He held strong, though. To his death, he'd hold strong for me. But maybe I could stop this.
If there was one wild card in the room, it was Macy. She still had males. One of which had attempted to help me and currently lay in a heap. Alive, though. He'd moderately come to my aid. I could sense him. He would become mine if I allowed the transformation.
"Oh. I should have him tortured as well." Sin continued his violation of my thoughts.
I needed this to finish, and quick. And I didn't need to think and plan. That would only have me blocked. Of course, I couldn't help but think about Macy and how I could use the rest of her guys if I chose to become a matriarch.
"I'll become a matriarch." I said, casting a hateful glance Macy's way. "But she has to go. And I get to be the one you hold most dear instead of her." I would either give my guys power or save them by delaying torture. Or Macy would react, and that held its own problems for everyone. "And I want the betraying prick Zane as my personal slave."
Sin frowned. Maybe because I blurted the demands so quickly. This would end one way or another, and I wouldn't let my guys suffer a minute longer.
The vampire contemplated possibilities. All the while, I tried to remain thoughtless. This didn't need a plan, then the plan would be smashed. This needed reaction to opportunity. The words were loud, everyone friend or foe could interpret the meaning. They could react chaotically to what may come, and Sin already had hostility within his ranks.
"And I want to be the one to torment Macy. And she takes this pillow and chain while I have a spot in your bed."
He held an evil grin of delight. "Your Fae lover is so very disappointed after all he's done for you."
I didn't want to look at Des right now. This decision was what he absolutely did not want, but it was the only option for all my guys. I could feel it within me. And that bitch Macy was going to pay before everything was said and done. She'd lose for good. Anyone loyal to her would meet their end.
"That's my good little Matriarch. We'll make all of our enemies suffer." Sin's delight in my thoughts seemed strange, but he wanted me for whatever odd and sinister reason. More than Macy.
"Why is she still on your bed while I am here?"
I could already feel something in me changing as I chose to stop fighting the Fae power wanting to claw out of me. I'd prevented it long enough, but my care for my guys wouldn't let me stop this any longer. My struggle against the restraints made my demand to be released obvious.
"I've agreed to be a Matriarch in exchange for Macy on a leash like the dog she is," I said, demanding my part of the agreement as I accepted the shift in ability I needed to take. Our last chance.