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~~Natasha~~
Nothing was as satisfying as the sensation of keyboard keys giving way to just the right movement of the fingers for flawless typing.
Did that make her a geek? She was too old to be a geek. Fifty-years embraced, and another twenty-five kine years on that meant she was older than commercial computers. By a lot. But she picked them up quick. Perhaps it was her lifetime of piano play that drew her to typing. Even as a kine, she found typewriters fascinating.
"Yo, Natasha." Snap snap. The Gangrel was snapping her fingers in front of Natasha's face, and she hadn't even realized. "The info?"
"Right, right." The two were in Natasha's apartment, in her living room, and she had her laptop on the kitchen counter. Jessy must have got up from the couch to pester her.
"It says here," she said, and raised a finger to point at the screen, "that Lucas came to Dolareido after the Prince, Viktor, and Jacob did. Hmm, about one-hundred and fifty years ago. Only Jacob knew him, but he quickly became friends with Viktor and Maria." Natasha gritted her teeth. No wonder her master was so intrigued by the news.
"No connection with my sire then?" Jessy said.
"No. Mister McD-D-Donald's relationship with Lucas was distant at best." Natasha's eyes scanned through the records. Thank god someone in the Invictus was smart enough to digitize their old journals Nothing was written that was incriminating or destructive, but enough that she could read between the lines. A company merged here or acquired there, a piece of real estate changing hands, funds and donations, etc.
Natasha pointed at the screen again. This time there was a picture of Lucas, as much as anyone could take a picture of a Kindred. It was, at best, a hazy glimpse of his side in a blurry picture from a time when commercial cameras were only just becoming popular. "It-t says here... Lucas was embraced sometime in the sixteenth century." They both whistled. He was very old. "And... he's from Africa."
Jessy looked down at her, but Natasha was dumbstruck until her friend poked her a few times in the head. "So?"
"Here." She pointed at the hazy picture again, and a quick summary someone wrote of Lucas. "Lucas is the name he chose after he escaped Africa. He was... a slave, and was about to be transported when someone turned him."
"Fuck. So he's... that is some old school dark ages shit."
"And he escaped a continent after being embraced, not before." She turned on her stool and looked up at Jessy. "Whoever Lucas was, or is, he has been through some ancient hell. How c-could a Kindred survive a boat trip across the ocean hundreds of years ago? How could you...."
"I guess that's why he's a member of the Sanctified then." Jessy gave a shrug, hoped back onto Natasha's couch, and turned the TV back on. "Worst possible life you can imagine, then someone turns him into a vampire. Can't blame him for looking for something to believe in."
"Maybe, except the Lancea et Sanctum don't believe they are God's children. They believe they are God's monsters." She reached across the counter and lifted the Testament of Longinus. The full version, not the abridged the typical neonates read. It was a beast of a bible. "Longinus was the Roman soldier who stabbed the crucified Christ with a spear. A moment of compassion, or fear, if you read the book, from the overwhelming gaze of Jesus. The wound splashed blood, and some of it went into Longinus's mouth, or eyes, or something." Natasha grumbled with the infuriatingly vague and confusing text. "But thus was born Longinus, ancient Kindred. Potentially the first."
"So... what, Kindred are just damned things?"
Natasha shrugged and rubbed her arms. "They think so. They have to serve as God's monsters, terrorizing and torturing the kine, like wolves to sheep, to scare the herd back into the Shepard's warm embrace." She found the imagery disturbing, but powerful. It was no wonder such a message affected her childe. "If they serve, then maybe, some day, they will no longer be damned. Very maybe. The text isn't specific about redemption at all."
"Brainwashing." Jessy scoffed, dismissed it all with a wave of her hand, and turned on a streaming service on the TV. "Let's watch a movie. I'm thinking—"
It all faded to background noise, for Natasha. She had a hand on the Testament of Longinus, and her eyes kept switching between it and the picture of Lucas on her laptop. This man, and his Bishop Damien, had converted several Invictus, including her childe Vivienne. It couldn't be just mindless brainwashing idiocy, if Vivienne could be turned.
She hated herself. She should have seen this coming. Information about the Lancea et Sanctum was not hidden, and even information about Lucas was not hidden. But by the time she'd risen up the ranks and had access to such information, it had ceased to be an issue. The Sanctified were long gone.
She turned off her laptop, made some quiet grumbling sounds, and reached for her coat.
"Hey where you going?"
"Just... out."
"Fuck that. You're going out to look for Vivienne." Jessy was up in a flash and getting in Natasha's way, herself between Natasha and the door. "And you know that's a bad idea. We're already on bad ground after having killed some of them."
"You killed—"
"You shot the Bishop in the face!" Jessy reached out and put a hand on her shoulder. She knew she didn't like to be touched, but again Jessy insisted on touching her arm. Stop touching. "I had your back when shit hit the fan, right?"
"Yeah b-b-but—"
"But nothing. You owe me, so promise me you won't go looking for Vivienne, ok?"
"I still—"
"Ok!?" And then Jessy shook her like a child.
Natasha lowered her head and did her best to hide her destroyed feelings. If she were alive, she'd have tears in her eyes. "You d-d-don't know! You don't have a childe. It... it gnaws at you. She's mine. Mine and... I lost her."
"You didn't lose shit you dumbass. Either things will calm down and you can hang with your childe again, just on different sides of a business fence, or someone will put the Sanctified back into the ground and we'll make sure Vivi isn't involved in that. Ok?"
Natasha did her best to get a stiff upper lip, or some such. It was hollow. But she tried anyway, and managed to put on a stern face and a nod for Jessy. "Ok. I... I just want to go hunt."
"Hungry? I could get the boys over." Jessy let go of her and hoped back up onto the counter. Her super short blonde hair and her tall, boxer build really made every motion she made seem so... ferocious, like everything she did was in preparation for a fight. Maybe she was.
Sometimes Natasha wondered why they were friends. She wanted quiet, peace, and all those other things that made her and her Gangrel friend fire and water. The classic introvert and extrovert pairing.
"You know you... k-k-killed some of those K-kindred. Are you... okay with that?"
Jessy just shrugged. "It was a fight. We could have died too, we had no way of knowing. I ain't gonna bust myself up about shit hitting the fan. But seriously though, can I invite the boys over? Come on, I know you want em." The Gangrel reached out, grabbed a glass, and tossed it from one hand to the other. "How many years now since you had some fun with your meal? You gotta open up a bit, have some fun." She put her hands up then, and gave a big, playful grin. "Hey, I'll be there! No funny business, and hot damn it'll be a glorious mess of legs."
Natasha shuddered. Touching. Contact. So much... close quarters proximity with others, kine at that. They were warm, they breathed and bled, they salivated, they ejaculated. Part of her was so very repulsed by the idea of others being in her personal space like that.
But she wasn't oblivious to her own desires. She spent plenty of time online, like any introverted Mehket did. An idle mind lead to a vary diverse browser history of pornography. She took care of her sexual needs in peace, alone, with a belly full of blood and some toys in hand. She didn't need others to take care of that need.
But it could be pleasant. Jessy would be there after all, for better or worse, and it'd be nice to have a quartet of men lined up to drink.
"Maybe... later."
"Bah, you always say later. Been saying that for years."
"And I mean it! Ok! Just... g-g-gotta... I'll be back later." She didn't wait for Jessy to interrupt her again this time.
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Out the door and down into the lobby, she took a deep breath to relax herself. Of course it did nothing. She hadn't needed to breathe in decades.
She fidgeted with her long coat around her, avoided eye contact with the humans on the way through the lobby, and got out onto the street. There. In the crowd of kine just moving past and around each other like chaotic water, it was so much easier to blend in. She could forget all the bullshit, and just let her hunter instincts guide her.
A wolf among sheep. Just like the Testament of Longinus said. Surrounded by anonymity and blood, she had the freedom to just let her beast lead her. Someone would eventually take a break in an alley, or expose their back in a secluded convenience store, or drift further down into the city underbelly where it was a free-for-all.
But she didn't get very far. Without even looking up she could feel a wall, a barrier of power that spread kine apart around it without anyone even realizing. It stopped her in her tracks, and shook her to the core until the beast inside her was kneeling and whimpering in fear.
After a few hard seconds, she looked up, and five feet in front of her was the sheriff, Daniel.
The sheriff was an average looking man, just a little tall with a lanky figure, and a boring, dull trench coat hanging off of him. Short brown hair, some simple glasses, and brown leather gloves. He was the epitome of simple. There was a sword hidden underneath the coat along his back, but it was not visible. She knew it was there, though.
She took a look around, and used her Mehket sight to scan for nearby threats. But there was no Kindred within earshot of the two of them. "... sire."
Daniel reached up, pushed his glasses back onto the bridge of his nose, and stepped in closer to her. He stopped once he was a couple feet away, looked down at her, and gave a small nod. "Madame Vola."
"You know you can c-call me Natasha."
"You never call me Daniel."
"... never feels right. N-not since then." She shook her head and tightened her coat around her. She wasn't cold, she couldn't get cold, but that barrier between her and her sire was like ice.
"... I know you infiltrated the Lancea et Sanctum."
A small nod. He always knew. "... yeah."
"You attacked Damien."
"How... how d-d-did...." She was looking down. She didn't know when she started to look down, but before she knew it she was hugging herself protectively and keeping her gaze on her sire's shoes. He really did always know everything.