I have a confession to make, readers. I've given up all control of this story; there's no outline that I'm following, no three-act structure, I just sit down with my laptop every night and let the story do as it pleases. This chapter begins and ends in very different places emotionally, and I think chapter 5 might be a bit of a melancholy one; but I offer up a quote from Guillermo Del Toro: "Accepting that you are a monster gives you the leeway to not behave like one." I also leave you with the promise that however long the winter, spring returns.
CW: Monsterfucking (human male/Japanese Oni female), femdom, size difference, BBWs, dommy mommy play, the word "cunt" used to refer to vulva and vagina, some food play/feederism, emotional vulnerability, monster accidentally injures her lover but is remorseful.
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It was mid-morning by the time I woke up, sunlight filtering in through the blinds. I felt so refreshed, so relaxed...so soggy. Hoshoka's face was buried in my hair, and she was giving me the snore and drool combo like a supersized bulldog. She also had me pinned, her arms wrapped tightly around my waist and legs entangled with mine. For how "diminished" she viewed her physique as being currently, she was phenomenally strong; even in a deep sleep, there was no wriggling free of her powerful embrace. When I tried, she hugged me tighter and growled against my scalp without waking up. I also realized just how much heat she was putting out; my back felt like it had an electric blanket pressing into it, instead of Hoshoka's breasts and belly.
After about fifteen minutes of ineffectual wriggling, I stroked the back of her hand softly and said, "Mama, I need to get up."
She stirred briefly at that, and mumbled the word "no" into my hair before resettling.
"C'mon, Mama, let me up." I tried squirming free again. I felt her exhale sharply through her nose and her hands flexed against my stomach.
"Teddy bear stays here with me," she murmured, a tone of finality in her half-awake voice. "Teddy bear has a very important job snuggling Mama."
I had one more card to play.
"C'mon, I gotta pee."
She shifted, and finally said, "I want to say that that's not my problem, but I don't want my bed warmed in that way. Answer nature's call and hurry back here." Her arms unclasped, letting me slip out of bed. The sweat on my bare back chilled instantly in the cool morning air once I was free of Hoshoka's furnace-hold on me.
I stumbled to the bathroom and relieved myself, washing my hands and hurrying back to the bedroom as instructed. There, I found that in my absence Hoshoka had pulled the pillows in close to her body and coccooned herself in the comforter, with just her smirking face and horns peeking out at me.
"What are you prepared to do to gain entrance to my stronghold, sweet boy?" she teased.
"I could introduce you to doughnuts," I countered. She arched an eyebrow.
"Tell me about these doughnuts," she purred.
"A variety of pastries made by frying dough in hot oil. Some of coated with powdered sugar or cinnamon, others are iced like cakes, some are filled with jam or cream." I felt confident that this would win her over.
"And you eat these for breakfast?" she asked, visibly intrigued.
"Oh yeah. Sometimes two or three of them at a time. Usually with coffee."
She looked thoughtful. "I've seen references to 'coffee' in shows. It's a bitter black drink, isn't it? Like a cup filled with squid ink?"
I laughed. "No, not like squid ink, exactly," I said. "It's made from a kind of bean, like chocolate is. It's ground fine and boiling water is poured through it. You can add sugar, cream, other flavors to make it more palatable. It's got caffeine in it, which helps wake you up and makes you more alert."
She unfurled, spreading the comforter open like wings to reveal her nude, slightly-sweaty form. "You've won me over with your offer of fried cakes and castle sentry drinks, sweet boy. Mama and her bed are all yours again...after you feed me."
"About that. I don't have a ton of money to my name, and you have a...healthy appetite," I said awkwardly. "Did the guy you eat have a wallet, do you remember? If you're ordering ChowDash on his account, maybe he's got a debit card or something we can use to buy breakfast."
She made a sympathetic noise, and rolled over, fumbling for the nightstand and rattling open a drawer. She came up with a slightly-gnawed leather wallet on a chain.
"Is this what you're looking for?" she asked, "I'd pulled it off him before eating him, but it didn't have anything I recognized as money inside. And the outside tasted like ass-sweat."
"I don't want to imagine what that tastes like," I said, "but yes, let's take a look."
Inside the wallet was $40 cash, a student ID and driver's license - the guy looked pretty much exactly like what Hoshoka had described, and he was wearing a fedora in his student ID photo - and a debit card.
"Bingo," I told her. "Breakfast is on this guy today. I'll take a quick shower and go get us something to eat."
"Be quick about it, sweet boy," she smiled as she curled back into the covers.
I washed the tangy perfume of Oni pussy off my junk and shampooed the saliva out of my hair, then hurriedly dressed and got in my car. There was a Tammy's Doughnuts franchise around the block - just like there was one around every block - and I was famished despite how much pizza I'd eaten the night before.
I ordered three sausage, egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches, four hash browns and a dozen assorted doughnuts. I also bought a regular coffee for myself and, knowing Hoshoka's sweet tooth, a large frozen coffee with whipped cream and caramel syrup. The heavyset older woman behind the counter smiled as she took my order.
"Rough night at the frat?" she guessed, looking at my still-damp hair and scruffy beard. I looked at her uncomprehending for a moment, and then said, "Uh, yeah, something like that." I hoped I didn't still smell like sex; Hoshoka had a very rich, powerful body odor that I guessed was laden with pheromones because it didn't smell gross to me at all, but it was a scent that permeated the bed and couch and lingered around the house. If any of her scent was still clinging to me after my shower, I couldn't detect it, but I was a little paranoid that I'd just gotten used to it enough to not notice.
I paid and collected my order when it was ready, and returned to the house. Hoshoka had fallen back asleep, the comforter wrapped around her waist, one pillow under her head and the other tucked in her armpit.
"Breakfast is here," I told her softly, and she snorted herself awake, blinking in the light.
"You're serving Mama breakfast in bed?" she murmured as she levered herself halfway into a seated position. "How thoughtful of my sweet boy." She stretched her arms out over her head, rotating one shoulder and craned her neck in a couple of directions as she managed to fully sit up.
"The raised bed is still strange to me," she commented idly as I unpacked her sandwiches and hash browns. "It's mostly comfortable, though obviously not meant for a woman of my, err, dimensions. It's certainly an improvement from sleeping on the ground or propped up against a tree."
"If I can figure out how much money this guy has - had - maybe we can start planning on getting you a bigger bed at some point," I said.
"That would be lovely," she commented with a smile as she took out half of a hash brown in a single bite. Chewing thoughtfully, she mumbled around it, "this is a doughnut? It's more savory than I thought it would be."
"No, no," I corrected, "that's actually something called a hash brown. It's potato - a starchy vegetable - shredded, repacked into a patty, and fried in oil. Sorry, I didn't get a chance to tell you all of what I've got here. So hash browns, and then these are breakfast sandwiches - eggs, pork sausage and cheese on a toasted bread roll. I also got you a cold coffee drink with some flavored syrups and whipped cream, so it's like a dessert with caffeine in it. And then we have a dozen assorted doughnuts for you to explore."
"My
man
," she breathed after she'd swallowed the remainder of her hash brown. "Do you have any idea how phenomenally sexy you are to me right now? This is an admirable meal you picked out for me, thank you."
I blushed. "I mean, you've been very generous, uh, with your body towards me, I feel like this is the least I could do." I mumbled awkwardly. I've never been great at accepting praise.
She nudged me with her foot. "Take my compliments or I'll fuck them into you," she said seriously. "Nobody has ever, EVER, treated me with the kindness and thoughtfulness you're consistently showing me through every one of your actions. I mean, fuck, the last man to bring me a drink was that fucking shit-prick priest, you know?"
She fumbled with the plastic straw, and then, annoyed, pulled it out and took the lid off her drink. She daintily licked the swirl of whipped cream and caramel syrup off the top, smacked her lips a few times, and took a sip.
"This is fucking amazing," she said, licking her lips. "This is a level of sweetness and decadence that the Emperor would have gotten a few times a year. You really do make me feel like an Imperial concubine when you bring me things like this, Dave."
She punctuated her statement by taking an enormous bite of her first breakfast sandwich, inhaling half the sandwich. Her cheeks bulged as she chewed, giving me sexy eyes as she did so. She swallowed, and hiccuped.