It had been a full week, give or take a couple of hours, since Ellie had woken up on the wet tile floor of her bathroom. When the tub had overflowed, the water flooded the apartment and caused damage to her secondary studio just beneath it; but that wasn't the cause of her stress. Ellie was alive. And for whatever reason, she hadn't since heard from her old Master. She was battered inside, and it hurt to walk. She was pretty sure she had bronchitis, too. But what plagued her most was a constant feeling of being watched.
Injury, illness and the constant state of alarm left her fatigued and she found herself reacting violently to every little sound. But her reactions were getting progressively more sluggish despite her best efforts to stay sharp. Tremors crept up her wrists, and she jerked with shot nerves as she knocked the edge of her cereal bowl against the counter in front of the sink. It had gotten to the point that she no longer trusted her hands for work - the hot-wire cutter she'd just moved to her primary studio on the ground floor was definitely off limits.
Ellie tipped her bowl of soggy flakes into the sink without really paying attention to them, and just let the cereal puddle into the drain sieve. Reluctantly she turned around and glanced around at her apartment; she groaned. It looked like an interior lighting store had spewed its entire stock into her home, which wasn't far from the truth. She'd gone on a frenzy in the closest hardware store, which turned out to be two towns away, and bought indiscriminately. When she got home, her placement of the lights had been just as liberal. There hadn't really been any planning out where each lamp would go. It was just a case of what was closest and where was darkest. The effect was... Ellie made a sour face and groaned again.
Limping slightly, she made her way to the bathroom and stopped at the doorway. The bathroom was as neat as it had ever been. Only the ripple and stain in the carpet along the edge of the doorway belied the calm of the little sanctuary. Where bathing had been a place to escape and dissolve into comfortable bliss, it now appeared to her as a place where she could nearly die. Or.. did? Had she died, she wondered. Standing in the doorway of the bathroom wouldn't answer any of her questions, so she pulled them back in and hid them away for a time when they could be resolved. Ellie caught a whiff of herself and grimaced. Everything in her apartment was cleaner than her. She took a step into the bathroom to face her memories and bathe for the first time in a week.