I stifled a yawn as I shifted my pack on my back. It wasn't quite evening yet, for the sun was still shining above the treeline along the ridge above me, but I considered finding a place to camp soon. One never knew when the wind would blow in a bout of rain or cold weather, and being safely tucked into camp by the early afternoon wasn't the worst idea, even on a clear day like today.
For now, though, I kept hiking; I wanted to hit my goal of twelve miles before I chose a campsite. Some days I covered ten miles, some days I blazed through twenty. It really depended on the day, the trail, and the weather.
I was six days into my fifteen-day solo hiking trip, and so far, all had been delightfully successful, except for the rainstorm that forced by to take a layover on day four. Even that had been fine by me: it had given me an extra day to shake down my supplies, review my food usage so far, and let my feet rest out of my boots for an additional set of hours -- something I always exploited, no matter what!
My spirits high, I continued to walk, allowing my ears to passively absorb the gentle scrape of my hiking poles against the protruding stones in the trail, the warbling songs of the birds above and around me in the deep aspen copses that stood afore the pines farther from the trail, the babbling of the creeks and streams I crisscrossed along this hillside. The ridges and ravines here weren't quite tall enough to be considered mountains, per se, though the locals certainly called them that, but I challenge anyone to scramble up one side of one in the early afternoon heat, stand at the peak, look out over the vast swaths of early-autumn-coloring trees and lakes before them, and call it a hill. It feels like a mountain, and these are certainly bigger than molehills.
After another hour or so, my watch beeped, gently congratulating me on striking my twelve-mile goal. Though I tried not to rely on my watch for timekeeping on my hikes, sometimes I have to admit that it's a useful tool, and one that any explorer worth her salt wouldn't abandon for sake of pride. More people than I've cared to read about have gotten lost and died under the assumption that they knew the land they'd be relying on and trusting, and I've long overgrown my pride in such matters. I am a small explorer up against the whims of nature, and nature will have her way whether I like it or not.
Twelve miles -- and so it was finally time for me to choose where I'd sleep for the evening. I paused on the trail, shifting around so that I could extract my map from my pack's side pocket. Unsheathing it from its protective plastic cover, I flipped the map around so that I could locate my approximate position. There was that oxbow I'd passed and there was the overlook where I had lunch... so then there I was, at the heart of this valley, where the elevation lines grew further and further apart, as if making way for me to nestle between them tonight. Awfully accommodating of the geography to welcome me so. I chuckled at the thought.
There was a turnoff ahead, less than a half-mile from where I stood. There wasn't a marked campsite, but a lot of the campsites along this trail had been revamped by the volunteers who kept up the trail, and many had been moved, closed, opened elsewhere, or otherwise altered.
I folded the map and slipped it back into its pocket inside its protector. I'd check out the turnoff where it was marked, see if it was suitable, and make a decision then. I had plenty of daylight and energy left.
Once I reached the turnoff, though, I was pleasantly surprised to find that I'd descended into what could only be described as the Green-Light Zone: soft ferns lined the path, and aspens dangled their spade-shaped leaves down, while blue-green lichen spread over tree trunks and fallen logs alike.
If I couldn't find a nice campsite in there somewhere, I'd be sorely disappointed.
I brushed past those silk-soft young ferns, letting them caress my fingertips as I did so; I knew they were still quite young because their fanning leaves hadn't taken on that stiff, deep green yet, and remaining paler and so flexible under my hands. I know the primary rule is Leave No Trace, followed closely by Look Don't Touch, but the ferns curled their fronds up towards me, inviting me closer, and by the look of this trail, no one had been this way in quite some time. Choosing to temporarily ignore the outdoorsmanship rules that had been drilled into my head over the course of my lifetime, I reached down as I walked, letting the ferns engulf my arms completely. I smiled, for it was such a pleasant feeling that I shared with no one. Just me and these sprouting ferns, with the humid quiet of the forest around me.
Ahead, I saw the light that indicated a clearing, and my hopes for a secluded, private campsite lifted; if this was truly to be where I laid my head tonight, I might never leave.
I slipped out of the rasping ferns to the slightest twinge of disappointment: there neither cleared tent pad nor metal fire ring in the ground here, only a large bed of supple moss covering the uneven ground of the clearing. I sighed, a little put out by the lack of a place for me to sleep. I recalled from the map that there was another marked campsite another mile ahead to the south, and the one I'd passed a mile and a half behind me to the north, but I had been so fervently hoping for this private lush amenity...
I had just reluctantly made the decision to turn back when I felt a wave of weariness pass over me. I'd been hiking all day, having awoken before the sun to hit the trail, and my body chose this moment to assertively alert me to this fact. My legs felt soft and unsteady, and my pack, normally expertly arranged and fit to my back so that it felt like an extension of myself, now felt as if I was carrying a boulder strapped to my shoulders, driving me down to the earth.
I shook my head, and with it, I attempted to shake off the tiredness. I only had a mile or two in either direction, north or south, to go; I'd hiked much further with much less energy.
But again, I'd barely decided that I would in fact turn and travel further when I yawned, blinking my eyes sleepily, like a child roused from sleep before she is ready. Oh... what was the harm in resting here for a moment? Up through the trees above me I could see that I still had at least a few hours of daylight. And I couldn't lie -- that moss in the clearing looked tantilizing.
I knew I wasn't supposed to do it, but I slipped my pack off my back and rested it against one of the sturdy aspens that ringed the clearing. I untied my boots and peeled my socks off too, breathing a sigh of relief and pleasure as my feet hit the cool air. I stuffed the socks into my boots, nestling them underneath my pack as I stripped off my long-sleeved sunshirt and tossed it overtop of my pack as well, leaving me only in my sports bra and hiking shorts now.
Cool, relieved, and with aching joints, I crawled onto the mossy pad that invited me ever closer.
My fingers dug into its spongy, damp scrub as I shifted myself from my hands and knees to my back, rolling over to stare at the sky above me. I nearly cried out as I felt the ache of the day begin to spring into the air like the flames of a fire coaxed into life. The moss seemed to respond, leeching the fire from my knees and hips and back and shoulders and neck as I lay there, alternatively closing and opening my eyes in relief and an attempt not to enjoy the rapture too much. I still needed to find a campsite, I reminded myself, though the urgency felt faraway now, fading into the darkening sky...
I startled awake, looking around for the noise that had awoken me, but it was night now, the darkness pressing in on all sides. I cursed under my breath -- how stupid could I be? To lay down in the middle of the woods on a barely-marked trail -- a beginner's mistake, honestly! Reprimanding myself, I sat up.
Or... tried to sit up, at least. I frowned, finding myself pinned against the moss. Not hard, as if by iron shackles or metal cuffs, but gently, as if by hands reluctant to let me go. I glanced down at myself to find that some of the moss had seemed to bunch around me, tendrils beginning to grow up onto my skin ever so slightly, just as if I'd sunk a little further than I intended into the mossy overgrowth.
Looking a little more closely as my eyes adjusted to the light of the dark clearing, I saw that around my shoulders, the sides of my hips, and my ankles, longer plants had begun to snake their way around those joints, curling tiny vines over my skin.
I noticed with some apathy that I was no longer clothed, though I realized that some of those young ferns had fanned over me in a parody of modesty, for I found it amusing that they covered me from any watchful eyes from above while leaving me completely exposed to the moss and plants beneath me. The fern fronds rippled a little as a cool gust of air breathed through the clearing, and it wafted over my whole body from my feet to my head; it cooled my skin, though I did not shiver, and I wondered if I'd ever felt a breeze like this in my nethers. When would I have felt such a thing? I resolved to experience it again.