of the fire could consume my flesh, I died of a broken heart... knowing I would be separated from you, my beloved, and fearing it would be for all eternity."
Selena's head was spinning with all she was trying to take in, the memories of a previous life she had only seen images of in her dreams, as well as Kaliah admitting he had damned his soul so he might have her back once again in his arms. What love he must possess for her... to make such a sacrifice; she was humbled when he told her of his pact with the devil. "Kaliah, what does this mean?" she asked him softly as she watched the hot tears pour from his forest-green eyes like rain. "You will have eternal life as a warlock... but I will grow old and eventually perish. We will have to be separated again? What kind of happiness will that be... when I am once again lost to you?"
Selena cried bitterly, thinking that Kaliah damned his soul for a love he could never keep. She did not want this for him... did not want him to suffer or be condemned on her account... nor did she relish the thought of the day she would undoubtedly die and have to leave his embrace again. When he uttered the words she held his heart in her hands, she couldn't hold back any longer. She took his hands into hers, pressing her face into them and scalding them with her tears. "Ohhh Kaliah... I missed you so very much. I need you. I never want to be parted from you again," she sobbed in a strangled voice, trembling with the force of her deep inner pain. Kaliah WAS her soul...her one true love, and Selena knew she was his; His destiny.
Kaliah was torn between what he was told by Lucifer and what Selena was saying. Lucifer had told him when he sent her back to him she would be with him forever, yet Selena was telling him she would grow old and die leaving him alone again. He looked at her as she cried, not truly knowing what he was to do. He stared at her in confusion. He wondered exactly who had sent her to him. Was it Lucifer? Had he finally sent her to be with him to live eternally by his side? The way she was talking left him with doubt in his mind. Was it God? Did God want him to repent his great sins and bring his true love back so they would both die old together and be together with him for all eternity? No matter who sent her, she was as damned as he.
"I'm truly sorry for your pain, My Dear Selena. If I could undo what I have done I would. I never want you to leave my side ever again. You are a part of my being, Selena, and I truly need that part of me to survive. I have spent the past 12 centuries in an almost insane state of mind. I have become something to be feared, not to be loved. Yet the moment I saw you I knew you for who you were. I know if there is a way to undo this, you would know how. My love for you has never faltered. Somehow we will live forever together, with unconditional love. I have been waiting for so long for you, I need you so much. Maybe we can start off where we left off, or close to it. If you will let me, that is?"
His deep green eyes were bloodshot from crying, but he never broke eye contact with her beautiful amber eyes. He gently wiped the tears from her cheeks with his fingers. He wanted to make the pain in her heart stop. He wanted her to be filled with hope and joy.
"My Love, I WILL do whatever it takes to be with you forever and more. Please help me figure out what I need to do. I CAN'T LOSE YOU AGAIN! I...won't."
He leaned in close and gently kissed her on the lips.
Selena felt Kaliah tenderly wipe her tears from the smooth skin of her cheeks as he gazed into her eyes. Maybe there would be a chance for them. Maybe there was an answer to all these perplexing questions... but Selena could not think of it now. She had Kaliah back now. He was here with her; in the flesh and blood. She couldn't wait to be in his arms, to feel his muscular body atop hers as they became one. As his lips met hers in a sweet, tender kiss, Selena forgot to breathe. Her hands fluttered up to his shoulders, gently caressing his flesh with sensuous fingertips. His kiss totally turned her upside down. Eventually she broke away from the kiss, once again meeting his eyes.
"We will find a way," she whispered. "I will not leave you again, Kaliah. You are stuck with me for forever." With those words she laughed softly, knowing he wouldn't mind that at all.
"And I want to become yours again.... in every possible way," she told him, knowing her body was throbbing with unconsummated desire for him. "Tomorrow we will do some research... there has to be a way, but for tonight, I will be yours.........."
Kaliah had felt sheer power float between them when he kissed her. He knew that it wasn't magic power that coursed through them, it was cosmic power; the power that only the Gods could possess. This was true love. When Selena slowly pulled away he saw that she had felt it, too. When she whispered that they would find a way so she wouldn't leave him again, he smiled. Then what she said next had him laughing so hard, it hurt. She looked at him and said, you are stuck with me for forever.
"Selena, this has been my only wish for 12 centuries. I truly hope we can make it a reality. I don't ever want to lose you again."
Then he flinched, as if she said something painful. He had waited for so long for her to be his, and now she was doing the asking. He forgot that they weren't in the past, and woman often did the asking in this century. After 12 centuries, he thought she would be the same woman she was when they were together. Somehow it dropped him for a loop when she said she wanted to become his in every way. After a few minutes, he smiled.
"I have waited for so long to make you mine. I would be daft if I didn't accept your offer. I love you, so deeply. I would do anything to have you in my bed, forever. We shall consummate our love and be together as we should have been long ago. You shall be mine, and I will eternally be yours."
Kaliah gently ran his fingers softly along Selena's face trailing over her shoulders. His fingers trailed slowly and softly along her side and he softly traced his fingers around her soft breasts through the blue fabric. He watched as her nipples hardened under his gentle touch. He sighed as he watched them, longing for her skin more and more as he softly caressed them.
Selena could feel her nipples harden as Kaliah caressed her full breasts thru the delicate fabric of her light-blue gown. "Mmmmm... I crave your touch," she murmured to him, her eyes becoming stormy and dark with desire.
Kaliah's breathing began to speed up as Selena began enjoying his touch. He wanted her so badly, but he wasn't going to ruin this by just taking her. As he touched her, he wished she would touch him for he longed for her, even if it was just touching. What she said next floored him. He looked into her eyes and saw the lust-filled look as she said those words.
"Have you a bedroom where you might carry me and make sweet passionate love to me all night long?" she heard herself asking, wanting Kaliah as she had never before wanted a man. Selena had barely dated for her dreams had been so full of the man whom she had known deep in her heart she truly belonged to, her Kaliah. She was going to give him her virginity again... just as she had did all those many centuries ago when she had been Tatiana. She did not think Kaliah would mind claiming her again... in fact, he would find it very pleasing that no other man had been a part of her as only he would be. She knew she would never again love another as she loved Kaliah.
Selena shivered as she felt Kaliah's fingertips brush over her sensitive swollen nipples. "Ohhh Kaliah... I have longed for your touch so very long...." she said as her teeth caught on her lower lip when the passion increased with feverish intensity. "I want us both to be naked... so we can touch and love each other as we have been dreaming of......."
He smiled slyly at her, and his eyes filled with lust at the thought of being with the woman he has waited for, for 12 centuries, making passionate love to her. He grabbed her and picked her up in arms and started walking down a hall. When he reached the bedroom door he walked in and placed her on the bed.
As Kaliah lifted Selena up in his arms and made off with her towards his bedroom, she sighed against his broad chest, inhaling his unique scent as a great sense of belonging overtook her. This is where she belonged, in Kaliah's arms. Selena was so eager to become his this night in every sense of the word. As he placed her carefully upon the bed, she lounged against his pillows, again overcome with his masculine scent. She felt very at home here, with Kaliah, and never wanted to leave his warm embrace.
He stood at the edge of the bed and began undressing, hoping she would take the hint. He looked at her as he threw the shirt he was wearing into a clothes basket by the door. As Selena lay back against the pillows, she watched with passion-filled eyes as he began to disrobe. Her breath caught in her throat as he was taking off his clothes, dropping his shirt into the wicker clothes basket beside the door. "Kaliah," she slowly breathed, her eyes staring at his muscular chest. She longed to kiss his skin and touch him everywhere.