**Author's note: So sorry this is later than usual. I've been dealing with some health issues that I haven't had much time to write.
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There was a shapeless darkness. Ebony was floating in an endless cold sea, unaware of where she was or what had happened before. Fear knotted in her stomach trapped in this unfeeling space. Her thoughts were glazed and fuzzy from the drug induced coma. But soon she found herself lifting. A warmth was calling to her and she latched onto that only life line until the black sea dissolved to the waking world.
She relied on her senses slowly setting free from the grip of the drugs. She smelled coffee and honeyed mint tea. Vanilla and wool. Domestic and homey. She felt cool cotton sheets stroking her skin. Mostly bare skin.
"Ebbie..."
Her eyes crept open, slowly adjusting. Her head pounded. Ebony's senses absorbed the world around her desperately until it all became a spike in her still cotton brain.
"Easy, baby...," a hand gently caressed her forehead, coarse fingers moving her hair from her face and soothing her feverish skin. She turned her head to chase that loving hand until her body got used to feeling again. Saber...?
Sudden realization made her body start, trying to sit up. Huge mistake. Spots flashed before her eyes, the world wouldn't stop spinning making her sink back. She sighed in relief at the downy cool sheets and comforter that caught her fall.
"Slow down, Sugar."
That endearment in that gravelly voice made her stomach flutter. Ebony felt like smiling but her lips felt cracked and mouth was full of dry cotton.
"Water...," she rasped helplessly. Gently, Saber cradled her in his arm and allowed her some water. But he wouldn't let her drink all of it even though Ebony's throat cracked like a barren desert.
"Didn't I say to slow down, Sugar?" Saber soothed. Despite her feeling physically awful her mouth twitched into a smile. She loved the comfort and safeness that always came with that voice.
But... When did Saber get to her house? Was this still during her vacation; making what she last saw a terrible dream? Don't worry... This was all a dream... Ebony opened her eyes. The pounding in her head increased. How much did she drink at that party? All too soon Saber's loving touch left her as he mumbled something about getting her some tea.
Ebony regained some equilibrium by the time he came back. "Saber?" She turned over to see the male stripper's hulking form hunched over her, blocking the brutal morning sun. His mouth, usually curled in a sensual smirk was soft now, somber. There were shadows under his chocolate malt eyes. His bronzed skin was pale copper as he gave her the steaming cup of tea. Honey and mint. Ebony sat up slowly and took the cup giving him a grateful look. The mask of the cool, confident male seemed to have fallen away.
Instead of meeting her eyes he turned away then moved to sit in the chair beside the bed. Putting distance between them when Ebony needed him close. He looked so tired and run down. Ebony wanted to comfort him. Wrap him in a quilt and kiss his forehead telling him it was all going to be alright. "What time is it?"
"10:20 am," he rasped.
Realization hit her like a bucket of ice water. She was supposed to be at the bakery today. She tried to get out of bed again (despite the last time knocking her down) but again her body protested with a burst of aches in her muscles and her stomach lurched in rebellion. The room tilted forcing Ebony to lie back in bed. Saber watched her, his whole body tense and ready to hold her down but he was afraid that if he touched her more than necessary his resolve would crumble and he'd try to make love to her despite her post-drugged state.
"You never learn do you, Sugar," Saber said, his deep gravelly voice still made her pussy clench exquisitely. "This tranquilizer is a nasty bastard. The nausea's the worst part. Just drink your tea." Ebony choked, cold sweat forming on her brow at the effort not to puke anywhere near the sexy man. She took a big yet slow sip, allowing the sharp mint and velvety honey to sooth her parched throat and churning stomach. "Good girl."
They lapsed into an awkward silence. Both discomfited by the tension thick in the air between them. So many things unsaid that needed to breathe. "I'm supposed to be at the bakery today...," she said attempting at conversation. "There's a wedding cake I need to bake and several other..."
"I called out sick for you," he explained then smiled with light amusement. "Your friends told me you had enough unused sick days to last 3 years." They went quiet again.
Saber muttered, "I'll get you some toast. Afraid it's all I'm capable of doing."
Ebony caught at his wrist. He was surprised because he had put as much distance as he could between them and yet she still managed to catch him without barley leaving the bed. Yet his skin erupted in a wave of calm. Her touch was so reassuring it was a balm as much as her smiles and laughter. He would miss those.
"Wait... did you say tranquilizer?"
Her question made his body tighten again. Ebony watched him carefully trying to understand what was going through his mind. Saber looked so serious. No boyish charm to soften his hard features. His mouth, so quick to disarm with sensual charm, compressed into a taut line. Her nerves were set on edge as she swallowed hard expecting the worst.
"Saber... tell me what's wrong?" she gave the gentlest of tugs and the big man gave in, sitting next to her on the bed, the springs groaning at his weight. "What happened last night?"
Saber's eyes were clouded with nightmares she wanted to kiss away. There was something so vulnerable about him right now that made her think such things. She was naturally a person who wanted to comfort someone. Perhaps it was because her family was so cold and she inherited what little human warmth they had into her.
He didn't look at her but he didn't pull his wrist from her soft grip. He looked like a man waiting for the executioner. "Ebbie... we need to talk."
Ebony's stomach tightened again. Last night was break up sex. That was it. It was all coming back. They fought. Then Saber pushed her down and with erotic skill brought her to orgasm more than once. But then all the things he said came back too...
"I've missed you. Your smile. Your laughter. The way your lips pout and nose crinkles when you're deep in thought. The way you look at me with those warm gray eyes of yours. I want to kiss, touch, and taste every bit of you until you forget everyone who came before me. And I want to bury myself so deep inside you that I forget every nightmare that keeps me from a full night's sleep."
"What about...?" Ebony mumbled.
"What happened last night... what you saw... There are things about me you don't know. Things...," the words thickened on his tongue, like cement hardening his throat. Saber pressed his forehead to Ebony's, taking comfort in her flower and white chocolate scent. He wanted to put it off a little longer. But there was no help for it. Damia no doubt knew and would be asking him questions. His muscles coiled, readying himself to deal out the death blow. "It was all real. It wasn't a dream."
"What?"
Saber propelled himself off the bed and began to undress. This was the only way she would believe him. He was prepared to lose her. If this scared her off then she'd be safe. He could feel the intent of Ebony's gaze on him. She loved his body and there was a small flicker of masculine pride that his woman desired him. His woman? Why did he think that? His tattoos seemed to come alive at each ripple of movement.