I may have her name and birth date but the driver's licence is otherwise useless. British Columbia is on the other side of the continent. Olivia King. Why don't you write it on a notebook already Jax? The drawings aren't any help either; kind of a shitty artist really, I hope she isn't considering making a career out of this.
Gods, it's been three days since I saw her and I've been scouring the online papers for a whisper of an animal attack. Googling her name turns up a random handful of blogs, and accounts on social media sites. It takes a whole day to sift through them and still nothing. I need another tactic. The only other clue her wallet gives is a student card.
This house is too small and with the pack on lock down I know I won't be able to wander far. I want to be out there physically tracking her down but the next supply run isn't for two weeks. I can't wait that long. She could convince herself it was all some trip or something, try to put the incident behind her. I need to act now while the memory's still fresh. Following her trail is out of the question. I traced it back as close as I dared to the Cavars' place then lost it on the road where she got in a car.
I settle on staking out the campus library in the weak chance we'll cross paths. Day one of the stakeout yields no results. Dammit, there's got to be a better way to do this. I was asked to sign up for a dozen stupid clubs and student societies, and pressed for cigarettes so much I think the entire college population has taken up the habit. I sit until my ass aches from the hard chairs and I've pushed my time limit for making curfew.
For days I do this, eating overpriced bagels and listening to the cacophony of conversations with my eyes glued on the entrance. The more time passes the more time I have to think and worry. My family's probably getting suspicious, I've never spent so much time off "hiking" before.
Every time I do this I feel like I'm about to be busted. Betraying my pack, doing all this to see a human, exposing us, it's a long list of laws I'm breaking. I just want to find her, it's like the longer I'm away from her the more I want her and I'm afraid little details are going to slip away. I need to see her and soon. Once you've met your mate you'll be miserable if you're separated, all you'll think about, dream about will be her. There'll be no sleeping, eating, watching TV, or playing X-box in my underwear to get rid of her.
At first I was uneasy around humans, they're creepy you know? It's almost like I'm afraid they'll smell that we're different, that something in our eyes will give us away and they'll haul us off to some lab to run tests or shit. At least that's what I picture. You can't trust humans, that's what everyone says. They've got fragile minds and need everything to fit neatly into their scientific rationale. Us well we can't be explained, we just are. Being on the supply run team has helped. The first time we went I didn't say a word to the cashier at the market. One of them bumped me on the shoulder and I nearly jumped a foot. How can I want her so much but find the others as similar to me as alternate life forms.
On a rainy Thursday fate steps in and gives me a bit of luck. I don't see her but I smell her. The half eaten sub drops and I look around the entrance. I can't see her, everyone's in coats and hoods. But the scent isn't that strong, almost like she brushed against someone. Tossing the rest of my lunch in the garbage I follow it into the computer lab. The door shuts behind me and the only sound is everyone clacking away at their machines.
I inhale deep, it's not exactly like I remember it. Scanning the lab for her I see a brunette with her back to me. That's it, that's her. The closer I get the stronger her scent gets even though it's a little off.
"Excuse me," I say touching her shoulder.
The girl swivels to face me on her chair a surprised look on her face.
"What?" she asks pulling out an ear bud.
"Sorry," I stutter. She can't have the exact same smell as her. "Do you -- are you Olivia King?"
"No, she's my roommate."
"Oh, do you know where I can find her?" I ask lowering my voice after getting a few dirty looks.
"Why don't you just text her," she says starting to put the ear bud back in.
"I don't have her number, but it's important I get in touch with her."
The eyebrows go up and she folds her arms. "How come?"
"I have something of her's that she'll want back."