NB: Credit goes to
wildheartedangel
, my editor for helping me weed the kinks out. It must be tiring to edit two chapters straight but she did it so I hope it will be a pleasant read for all.
This series is coming to an end soon so most of the things have been resolved here and the rest will be dealt with in the next chapter or two. =) Happy reading!
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"Take her upstairs," said Aramis; in a tone that was firm yet gentle enough to let Draven know that he cared.
The moment Draven left, Aramis turned to Alaron and spoke in a serious tone, "I'm leaving the hosting of the event in your hands for awhile. Don't let me down."
When he moved, his stride was purposeful and his eyes focused, as though hunting- which was precisely what he was doing of course. He had caught the brief whiff of her scent brushing pass during the announcement and knew that she was up to something.
Josephine was more trouble than anything and he had to get to her before she got to Draven...
He had no idea why she had come tonight and more importantly, how she came to know about the event. He had explicitly avoided sending the invitation to her whole family and was sure that none of the other families told them. Everyone was aware that the Culzeans and the Draefends had fallen out of each other's favour the night Josephine left the castle.
"That woman tests my patience," he cursed as he found himself trailing after her scent. Even though he was annoyed, he couldn't deny the tiny flickers of heat gnawing at him, at the memory of her scent. He never loved her --or so he told himself --but she was his first... and no one forgets their first.
He followed her scent along the secret corridors that only the family members knew of and knew that he needed to move faster...
A flash of chestnut hair caught his eye.
"Josephine!" he called out and was relieved when she stopped.
The second her eyes turned to face him, all he saw were two silver orbs staring at him. Aramis felt his body stilling. He recognized that look.
"What are you seeing?" he asked, suddenly concerned. The only time he had seen her eyes that way was when... she left him.
"They're coming..." she whispered; her voice breathless. "The wolves..."
***
Draven laid Amber gently on his bed since he had no idea where his father kept her previously. If it was the dungeon, there was no way he's letting her sleep there. Truthfully, he was still in shock that his father had conceded so readily. It made him slightly wary about his father's true intention. It must have been something he missed because Aramis Culzean never made any uncalculated move.
He wanted to turn back and question his father for a satisfactory answer but the woman beside him was his first priority. Her eyes were closed and he could tell that she was exhausted physically and mentally. When he tried to enter her mind, it was nearly impossible to penetrate for she had put up some sort of shield against him.
That knowledge alarmed him. Weres' minds were generally impenetrable and the only reason why he could read Amber's mind was because of the special bond conferred between mates. But if she was putting up barriers against him, does that mean that their bond had weakened? Or worse... broken?
Dread and panic washed over him as he desperately stroked her hand, hoping to rekindle some memory of them being together.
"Little wolf... I know you can hear me... please, please don't leave me," he pleaded, resting his head on her abdomen. "I finally have you... I can't lose you now. Please... don't cut me off like this."
Nothing.
Shaking off his suit jacket, he undid his bowtie and the top three buttons of his shirt, before slipping under the covers, fully clothed.
Amber was still dressed and he could smell the perfume on her skin, the make up on her face and the wax in her hair but he didn't care. He curled behind her, spooning her body and pressed his face to the top of her head.
I love you Amber... my little wolf. Don't leave me...
A small tear slid out of his eye as he held her close, hoping that his mental plea would reach his beloved's subconscious.
***
Amber...
Amber? That's her name... right? Then someone was calling out to her but whoever it was seemed so far away...
Amber found herself walking towards the source but she wasn't really sure where she was. It was really dark and beneath her feet was more darkness- as if she was floating instead of walking.
You are too valuable to the pack for me to let you go rogue.
"Who said that?" she asked suddenly, looking around her in panic. The voice sounded so familiar and she felt such a strong connection to that voice but who was he?
Amber... this pack needs you. Please don't think of death so readily
Again that voice.
"Pack? Wait... am I dying?" she called out to the darkness but there was no answer. Amber was confused and scared; desperate to get out of all this darkness.
She continued walking, thinking about that last voice. Who needed her? And what is this pack? Like... wolves? Yes, isn't that what Draven had said?
At the far plane of the darkness, she saw something... or was it someone watching her?
"Are you here to help me?" she whispered but somehow the sound seemed magnified, almost echoing within the darkness. Moving closer, she managed to make out her companion's features...
"A wolf..." she whispered. "Like a pack..."
Kneeling down, she beckoned the golden brown wolf closer to her. She had no fear for the animal, somehow knowing that it was a friend...
The feel of the animal's fur felt so real against her skin that looked so pale in the eternal darkness. It was as if, the two of them were the only ones present in the void, glowing in an attempt to shine light upon themselves.
"Am I... here to die little wolf?" she dared herself to ask although she instinctively knew the answer. The wolf nodded.
"I see... are you dying too?" It nodded solemnly.
Can you live with the pain of loving your mate from afar?
The wolf wasn't talking... but that voice sounded familiar. Where had she heard it before? Unlike the previous two, this was spoken by a female...
"Our mate?" she asked the wolf and saw it nod once more. She wasn't sure she understood what it meant but she could tell something was wrong. "Is he dying too?" The wolf shook its head. "Oh..."
Amber tried to think who this mate was and why she was dying... was it from the pain of loving him from afar? She didn't think that was possible... was it?
Ruffling the wolf's fur, she whispered, "I don't want to die little wolf... who is this mate? Did he hurt us?"
She thought she heard the wolf whimper in her arms and the next thing she knew, she was thrust into one vision after another:
White walls, white sheets. Antiseptic scents. Sterile and cold.
Wild heat. Hard muscle against soft skin...
"I will never be your mate... because you won't even remember meeting me..."
She could feel his hand around her neck, so warm... and yet as brutal as the sound of his fangs at her neck...
His fangs?
If after you've mated with me and you still believe you're not my mate, then I'll let you kill me.
She recognized her own words and this time, realization and comprehension finally kicked in...
"I'm dying... because you do not want to be my mate..." she whispered to herself. "I am nobody's mistress... Draven."
Being unwanted by a mate was like dying a slow and painful death; every strand of their bonds breaking off one at a time. When two minds and hearts accepted the mating bond, it was as though they become one and to separate that, well, it's like severing your own limbs without anesthesia.
In the real world, a tear managed to escape from her eyes even as her fragments of her memories fueled her towards her own agonizing end.
"Help me... please..." she whispered in her sleep.
***
Many miles away, Eian jerked up from his bed.
"What's wrong Eian?" asked Fiona sleepily, pressing a hand over her husband's chest.
"Amber just called out to me. She's in distress," he replied. "She should have no awareness of being a Were... so she must be in dire straits for her to subconsciously call on her Alpha."
"Where is she?" asked Fiona, sitting up fully alert.
"I... I can't tell. The signal's weak... it's like she's already dying. I have to go Sweetheart."
"I'm coming with you," she said stubbornly, getting up on her feet. Instantaneously, his hand came around her waist and he pinned her down gently.
"No. You must stay at home," his voice came out almost in a snarl. He couldn't help it for his wolf had become exceedingly possessive and paranoid ever since he found out about her pregnancy.
"I'm fine Eian. I am a pack member too. I want to help," she said defiantly.
"Sweetheart, I know you do... but you're pregnant and I get irrational and protective when it comes to you so could you just humour me, please?" Eian tried to smile, hoping to charm his wife.