Here it is! What I am sure you have been waiting on. Short, but it does what I want it to.
Enjoy,
silently silly
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Victoria stepped into the cool night. In the last three days she had learned so much, had so many of her questions answered, but she had been left with so many more. More than she had ever started with. As she walked into the woods towards the clearing where she had her trials, she couldn't shake the thoughts in her head. She couldn't shake the feeling that it was all a dream. She looked up at the sky and let the moon bathe her. Though her body already pulsed with magic, the lines bright and glowing on her skin, the moon made her brighter. The light fell through the tree tops like glitter and she felt as she had when she was a little girl. Everything was simpler then. She could understand it all better.
Here in the brilliant light of the moon, she gathered the courage to keep going. The outfit she wore felt like second skin. One piece of golden fabric intricately wrapped around her body. Flexible enough that she could still move, but looked feminine at the same time. She looked down at the four faint puncture marks on her thigh; they peaked out of the fabric as she walked. She knew that the lands had been protected, she knew on this solitary walk to her destiny, she couldn't be harmed, but the mark still sent shivers down her spine. She wasn't afraid, she refused to be afraid, but it was disturbing that some great magical being was putting such large stakes on her.
She was halfway up the hill, she could hear the sounds of the pack, their laughter and excitement was rolling down over the hill and she had to stop. She'd needed to spend the last couple of figuring out what were her ideas and thoughts and what were the perverted ideas of the dark magic. Was her hatred of mating was valid, it made sense that she would be adverse to it after seeing what it did to her mother, but was the reason she was adamant about it, because of the magic's influence. Antony was an arrogant, caring, strong Alpha. He had taken care of her, acted as a mate should, but that was how it started with her mother as well.
As she stood in front of the tree lined path that would lead her to the circle, she thought of the things he had done for her. The way he held her, the stories he had told her. Antony had let her in to his life with no hesitation. He hadn't quit every time she rejected him or fought off his advances. He never complained about all the bad she had brought into his life.
Because it was always outweighed by the good...
As usual Antony had slipped into her mind quietly and unnoticed. He flooded her with images of them together: the moments where she had let her guard down and let him in, moments where she had aroused him to know end, and moments where she challenged him. He pulled them up with no trouble, one right after the other. When they stopped, she felt him resting there not intrusive or rushing, just patient giving her time to think.
Besides I have a bad side you're bound to see, once I stop being on my best behavior because I want to get you to the top of this hill. I can be pushy, overbearing, obnoxious and....
Victoria smirked as he stopped at the word arrogant.
Well, you have a real problem if you can't admit that to yourself.
His smile was a warm brush against her mind.
Well I have you here to keep me in check now. All you have to do is get your sexy ass to the top of this hill and you can tell me when I am being arrogant any time you want.
Is that a promise?
I'm waiting for you, come up and find out for yourself.
With that he slipped out of her mind and left her to make her decision. She...loved...him. It was so hard to say, because with those words, she felt as if she gave away a part of herself. It was a serious commitment and she wasn't going into it without trepidation, but she was going to do it. She refused to allow her life to be taken out of her hands, again. She would make the choices from now on. Not her memories, not any lingering of dark magic, not her possessed father. She would chose to let go, as she had the night of her blessing she looked down at her feet and willed them forward.