Elizabeth sat silently in the small kitchen, hands in her lap and head bowed as she listened to the man softly talking upstairs. A simple prayer drifted down the stairs, catching Elizabeth’s ear as she softly prayed along with the voice. Outside, the snow had started to fall again, heavily this time over the fields. The drifts were getting bigger than Elizabeth had ever seen, something odd considering that it never snowed much around the area.
Her father had taken a turn for the worse over the past few days, coughing continuously, soaking cloth after cloth in red blood. Elizabeth had watched helplessly, not knowing what to do for him and yet knowing that she should be helping him. She tried her best to nurse him, but it was when the first of her coughs started that she got scared and had to force herself to tend to his needs.
It made her feel awful, a failure as a daughter because she couldn’t stand to be around him, so scared that she would get the sickness and die before Richard came back. She remembered leaning against the wall outside his small bedroom as he cried out her name, silent tears running down her cheeks at the helpless situation. She had finally run to town in the driving snow and begged the priest to come straightaway after the coughing had subsided and her father no longer responded to her.
The sound of boots on the stairs made her look over at the small staircase, her thoughts suddenly interrupted. The priest had his head bowed, eyes lowered to the ground as he made his way into the kitchen. He looked up at her, his blue eyes stony, betraying no emotions. Clearing his throat, he absently pulled at the collar of his shirt, as if it were too hot in the tiny kitchen.
“I’ll send someone to tend to the body.” He stated gently, reaching out to place a hand on her shoulder. “Is there anything that I can do for you, my child?”
Elizabeth sat still, numbed at the news that her father was gone. Her face paled as she tugged at the fabric of her favorite blue dress, wringing it tightly in her hands as she tried to keep her emotions at bay. She sniffled slightly, suppressing a small cough from deep in her chest as she took a deep breath. “Unless you can convince the Duke to let me stay…” She trailed off as she looked at his face, his eyes suddenly filled with sorrow. “No. There’s nothing you can do for me.”
The next few days were filled with people coming and going from the house. Ladies helping her to clean the body and the men toiling with the frozen ground so that he could be buried next to her mother and brother. A short funeral service and Elizabeth suddenly found herself alone. So alone that it made her chest hurt with pain of a new kind: abandonment. The sky was dark as the last person left, heading home for the night. Elizabeth sat at the kitchen table, sobbing into her arms. They were cries of despair, sounding throughout the house and echoing through the windows out into the dark night.
“Richard, where are you?” She asked the empty space, sobs shaking her whole body. “Please come back to me.” She whispered, trying to remember what he looked like, but she was frightened to admit that his image had faded in her mind.
Out of nowhere, a wracking cough shook her frail body, the pain in her chest growing so great she thought it was her end. She coughed for minutes on end, tears streaming down her face as she tried to calm down. A few deep breaths had her back to normal, the sight of blood in her hand making it tremble slightly with fear. It was only a speck, but that was all it took to seal her fate. Closing her hands tightly into fists, she pounded them on the wooden table, her forehead falling down on the rough wooden planks as she sobbed her heart out.
Slowly, she wore herself out, falling asleep at the table, the snow continuing to fall outside. She dreamed of Richard, of dancing with him at the May Day festival in town. That was where he had told her he loved her and he wanted to live the rest of his life with her. He would build her a huge house and they would fill it with children. Even King Richard himself would be envious of the two as they started their lives with all those riches.
Elizabeth smiled in her sleep, feeling someone brush her hair away from her face and caress her cheek. Their touch was ice cold, as if they had just walked in from outside.
“Richard?” She whispered, opening her eyes in the darkness, a small cough shaking her body, her chest tightening in pain as she gasp for air.
“And who is this Richard?”
Elizabeth gasped and sat upright, staring at the man whom she had talked to on the road. The light from the hearth cast an eerie glow about him, his skin seeming even paler. For some reason, his dark eyes cast fear into her heart and Elizabeth suddenly felt the urge to run. Before she could get up, a fit of coughing doubled her over, her grip painfully tight on the table as she tried to stop the pain.
“Well? Who is Richard?” The man asked again, taking a seat next to Elizabeth, a smile on his face as he reached out a hand and smoothed back her hair. His touch was soothing and cool as she sat back up, her breath ragged and her cheeks flushed with heat.
“My betrothed.”
“Ah. The man who will be lucky enough to wake up each morning and see this princess next to him.” He said, cupping her chin and examining her face in the light.
“I don’t even know your name.” Elizabeth murmured, losing herself in his dark gaze, everything fading away as she felt adrift in a sea of black.
“Lothie.” He answered simply, running his hand down to grip her throat, feeling her gulp slightly in her nervousness.
Lothie looked at her, his eyes questioning as the smile fell from his face. He could sense her fear and her sadness. It was so overpowering that he had never felt this way before. The spot of blood on her lip made him freeze, his gaze locked on the ruby speck. He knew exactly what it meant and it explained the way she was wheezing slightly and the paleness of her skin with the slight yellow tint that his sharp vision could detect.
“That’s an unusual name.” Elizabeth whispered.
“Yes, it is. So, tell me, princess, where is this betrothed of yours?”
“He went off to battle. He sent a letter at Christmas last year and then nothing.” Elizabeth was confused to why she was sharing this information with this man. Something about his eyes made Elizabeth want to tell him everything.
“Watching that horizon, eh?” Lothie said with a smile. The statement made Elizabeth’s blood run cold. She was sent into a fury, backing away from him until she hit the wall opposite the kitchen, her mind racing.
“I want you out of my house!” She shouted, trying to keep her wits about her.