First attempt. I need to find someone to edit for me as this one has not. Let me know what can be fixed and what is good. I'm trying to discover my style of writing, which I'm finding to be very difficult. Thank you for reading and hope you like it :)
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There was finally no darkness just the colors of light. They floated around me, whispering secrets of life. I smiled feeling the calm of the ocean on a summer's day. I felt as if I had washed ashore born of new life. I felt happy. And unafraid of what this new land had in store for me. I was here. I was here.
I woke to the smell of coffee floating through the crisp air of the AC. I smiled. Coffee. He was making me coffee.
I willed myself to stay in bed. Even though I wanted to roll over to take in his room, I also wanted to pretend I was asleep for a while longer; this moment was mine to keep.
Then I felt his hand running along the side of my body and move forward to cup my breast. He was warm, a lot warmer then I remember. I heard his breathing become louder as it signaled his arousal. He moved closer, pushing his manhood against my back. His lips found my neck, kissing it gently.
And I wondered how I got here, to this place of otter happiness. I wondered how I became his and he became mine.
I smiled as I pushed against him, whispering "fuck me" and he did.
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I remember the first day I meet him. I was 18 and my hormones were on hyper drive. They were hunting for prey, my prey to satisfy my hungry sex, which was aching for the meal of a lifetime.
I was dancing in the middle of a club. The sweaty bodies of those around me, feeding my senses and making my body move along with theirs. My friends were tangled with the bodies of men they just met. Rubbing their asses against the hard ons of those they willed to make theirs. We were all hungry.
I moved my hips and closed my eyes, telling myself this is who I was. I let the alcohol run through my veins stealing away my sober self.
I felt him before I saw him. He wasn't watching me. I just knew someone of great importance was near. I turned just in time to see him through the crowd he looked at me and smiled then turned away. My sex called out to him, but she would have to be satisfied with another.
I ventured toward the bathroom, checking out the body guard standing at the end of the hallway. He would have been considered good looking if it wasn't from the look of hate he wore upon his face. My mind lingered on his looks as I slipped into the washroom taking a sit in the first available toilet. I sat down feeling the music pulse through my body. I enjoyed the rhythm of the mix the DJ was making. It made me feel good, feel alive.