I had been taking the same route home for years. Every night walking the same six blocks to the subway station to board the same train, to get off at the same stop 4 blocks from my tiny basement apartment in the building my landlord kept just above a slum. Rent was cheap enough that a part time job at a small tea house in the art district covered it and most of my incidentals. The rest I supplemented selling little paintings out of the tea house and modeling for a few artist friends of mine. All in all my life was mostly normal, well as normal as a quasi-transient artist's life might be, almost boring even. But that all changed one particularly brisk fall evening.
He was on the platform across the tracks, having just gotten off the inbound train. I saw him as the train pulled out of the station, noted nothing remarkable as I scanned the surprisingly large midnight crowd. There must have been a game of some kind downtown, fight songs were being sang out by the revelers. Despite all the distraction, I got the feeling I was being watched as my own train pulled up blocking my view of the other platform. That being nothing new I boarded and took a seat near a window, eyes drifting aimlessly to the opposite platform. He was alone this time and unlike the first time my eyes set on him, there was something definitely remarkable about him. I found myself staring, taking in details of his features that I should not have noticed at such distance. The sardonic lay of his full lips, the stark contrast of his coffee brown skin and light gray eyes. He winked at me and I looked away, inexplicably embarrassed, and by the time I looked back he was gone.
All that night I couldn't get him out of my head, barely slept with the feeling of his piercing gaze on me. It was not long before visions of him consumed me. I began to see my mystery man all over the city in my travels. In the line next to me at the bank, hailing a cab on the opposite corner. Once he began showing up in my art and in my dreams I started to get a little freaked out, not enough to tell anyone but I admit it gave me pause. Especially with the nature of the dreams, very gothic and dark, but not nightmares for there seemed to be nothing evil about them. In fact I often woke from them with an overwhelming urge to touch myself, or with my fingers already busy between my thighs. I was consumed and from but one glance, I wondered what would have happened if I truly looked at him.
Eventually I got my wish. He was standing across the street from the teahouse one night in the shadows of a street lamp, though he was not hiding. It seemed he looked right at me though I could not see his eyes under his deep hood. The street was surprisingly quiet that night, no sirens or stereos, just the click of my boots and the jingle of my bracelets. Eerie, yes, but I didn't think much of it. That happened in the city sometimes, the unexplained quiet, and I was not one to complain about it. As I turned to go down to the subway station I took a glance behind me and there he was again. The thought of him following me came and went as my train departed and he wasn't on it. By the time I got to my stop I had forgotten all about it, detrained without a second glance and made my way home. Not before a quick stop at my local dive bar for a nightcap. I had a few shots and a beer or two before I headed home. Again the streets were quiet and I was feeling too good to take notice.
Though I did notice him on the opposite side of the street but the lowered inhibitions brought on by my inebriation made me do something that in hindsight seems rather foolish. I waved and even he seemed taken aback by the gesture, standing up straight off the utility pole he had been leaning on, though he didn't venture further.
I hope you will come inside tonight.
It occurred to me as I riffled through my satchel for my keys that that was a rather strange thought to have but shrugged it off to henny and red stripe. Once in hand the ever elusive key chain tumbled out of my slack grip and I cursed as they hit the ground in the darkness.
"
Tsk tsk tsk tsk
such language," came from behind me in a gravelly accented voice. "A mouth as beautiful as yours should know no such words." I was frozen, even as I felt him approach, however deliberate his steps I could do nothing. A step behind me I felt him bend to retrieve my keys and as he rose I began to feel how much I had underestimated his stature. Well over a head taller than me at 6'2" in my 4 inch biker boots and twice as broad, he could have easily overpowered me, but he didn't. Instead he held out my keys to me. I felt myself turning to accept them, from a will not really my own.
I looked at him then, unremarkable he was not. Dressed all in black and in the shadow of my alcove all I could see was the gleam of his teeth, so white, and the metallic shimmer of the small medallion around his neck. An ankh on a gold chain and my eyes were drawn to it.
"A gift from my mother ages ago," he said his voice so quiet it seemed I heard it from inside my own head. "I often wish that she might have been as ageless a gold, if she were, perhaps she might remain among us." As he spoke my eyes were drawn to his mouth. His words so eloquently spoken from one who looked like nothing more than a well dressed street thug. And his accent was like nothing I'd ever heard, I began to wonder if it was even English he spoke, and if not, how it could be that I understood him. And why wasn't I afraid as he edged closer to me, his perfectly manicured fingers laced together at his chest. "It is cold to you is it not," he said and, maybe it was the alcohol but, I was confused as to how he put it. So much so that I repeated it which brought a chuckle to the dark stranger. "Well?" he asked with a glance behind as a small group of drunkards stumbled by. "Perhaps you might rather be indoors?" With that, he slowly put his hands on me. One he placed gently on my hand, the other on the small of my back, guiding me around. "When you are ready I will be here...I will always be here."
I must have blacked out then because I woke up the next morning with the craziest hang over I'd ever had. So bad I called out of my shift and slept the rest of the day. I woke up later that evening and only then did I start to remember the night before. I lay there thinking of the strange encounter and it unnerved me, but not in the way I thought it should. Every time I closed my eyes I saw his, and the longer I held the blink, the more I saw of him. Much more than I actually saw but the vision of his chiseled chest and muscled abdomen had somehow made its way into my mind's eye. Soon I lay there with my eyes closed, my own imagination allowing him to ravage me. So vivid I came as if he actually touched me. Not the typical train of thought of one who thinks they may be being stalked. Moreover I wasn't afraid, in fact I couldn't wait to open my door.
As the sun set I drew a bath and lit my cozy apartment by candlelight. Setting ambience for what I wasn't sure but I cleaned up a little as well. No matter it was well past 10 I fired up my vacuum cleaner and made myself a huge dinner of steak, baked potato and roasted asparagus. After I ate I loaded up the dishwasher and put on my robe. Every time I passed the door my eyes were drawn to it, but not until I was ready to get in the bath did I go to it. As I turned the knob I heard the jingle of my keys and cursed, I'd left them in the lock outside.
"One with lips as supple as yours makes such words seem almost pleasing to the ears," came from the shadows and again I wasn't startled as he came into the light. That same almost smirk on his lips. "Be not alarmed, no harm will..."
"Aight enough of the bullshit, who the hell are you," I said, only a little annoyed. Not slamming the door shut and calling 911.
"I have been called many things but these days it is Nezrah..."
"So Nezrah what do you mean by no harm will come of me?" Still just minor annoyance as he came to stand at the door, his hand rested high on the jamb. His light eyes boring down into me but I could not look away.
"Let us say that someone of influence has taken an interest..."
"So you're someone of interest," I cut him off again and he laughed.
"Ah, well you care nothing of influence then," he said with smirk and I rolled my eyes.
"If you're so interested why haven't you tried to get inside yet," I said almost taunting and again he laughed.