For the rest of the night she slipped in and out of consciousness. Her dreams were filled with her and Farkas having surreal and disjointed conversations where her worst fears were realised when he admitted he did not really love her.
She awoke feeling awful. She was tired and irritable, and very conscious that she had to get ready to join Delphine and Esbern tomorrow. She washed her face in a bowl of rose-scented water Tilma had brought her, and forced herself to go upstairs for some food.
She wearily climbed the stairs from the living area up into the mead hall. Suddenly, her heart thumped in her chest when she heard a familiar deep voice. As her head rose above the stairs, and the hall came in to view, she saw Farkas talking to Ria. A flash of jealousy surged through for a brief second, but it soon passed. She was not really the jealous type, and in a tight group like the Companions, one could not afford to be.
When Farkas spotted her, his face broke into a huge smile. It was like the sun coming up, and its warmth burnt away her doubts and fears. He nodded a thank you and good bye to Ria, then walked towards her, his face still beaming.
"Hello love," he said with a kiss on her cheek." It's nice to see you dear."
He looked around him as he stepped closer, looking a little bashful, but the room was empty other than the two of them as Ria was already heading out of the back door. He bent his head down and kissed her softly on the lips. When their kiss broke, he put his arms around her waist and crushed her too him, lifting her feet off the ground and smothering her mouth with his once again. This kiss was not gentle. It was firm, hot and passionate and spoke of great longing. The last of her doubts were washed away by that kiss, and the softness of his eyes as he gazed at her.
"I've missed you," she said.
"Good," he laughed. "I've missed you too."
"Put me down, I have something to show you." She grabbed his hand and led him out of the front door of Jorrvaskr. They wove through the Gildergreen, past the market and the Bannered Mare, until she stopped outside a small house, opposite the Drunken Huntsman, near the city gate.
Farkas was unsure at first why they had stopped, then realised she had faced him towards the house.
"Is that yours?"
"No, ours," she answered.
She pulled a key out of her pocket, and unlocked the front door. Fortunately, the place had been cleaned and the furniture delivered as promised. The main room had a small fire pit, over which a pot hung on a cast iron hook. There was a weapons rack, and a few bookshelves. Further back in the room was a dining table, laid out with a few plates, bowls and goblets.
Under the stairs that led up to the bedrooms, was the door to another smaller room which contained a large copper bath tub. They headed up the stairs, Farkas first, and he was delighted to see a large comfortable bed. It had furs already on, and there was storage in the room for their clothes and armour.
He immediately started to strip off. In a flash he was down to his breechcloth, and he started pulling at Lyara's clothes while nuzzling into her neck.
"Stop!" She giggled. "Wait a moment, you big oaf."
"What is it?" he said, confused, but his ardour was not dampened going by the protrusion at the front of his breechcloth.
"Why don't we take a bath first?"
"What is it with you and baths?" he asked, rolling his eyes. He himself was not much of a fan of baths, preferring to dunk himself occasionally in any convenient river or lake.
"It is one of the few times I ever feel warm in this bloody province."
"Together?" he suggested, hopefully.
Lyara laughed softly, realising it was probably the only way she would get him in the water.
"Yes. Together."
They headed back down stairs to heat some water over the fire. While the water warmed, Lyara sat on her husband's lap, and they exchanged soft kisses and quiet words of affection.
Once the water was ready, Farkas removed his underwear and got into the tub. He sat upright against one end, and had just enough room to stretch out his long legs. Lyara fetched her soap and then shimmied out of her dress.
Farkas was mesmerised once more, as his eyes travelled up and down her naked form. It had only been one night they were apart, but it was as if he was seeing her for the first time. She stepped into the water, then sat on his lap facing him, a knee either side of his legs. She wet a small piece of cloth and rubbed it onto the soap. Farkas grabbed her hand, and sniffed it.
"Snowberries!" he exclaimed, the biggest grin on his face, as if some deep mystery had just been solved.
Lyara just smiled, and proceeded to wash the dirt and grime from his face and neck. She then rinsed the cloth in the water, and squeezed it over his face to rinse off the suds. She reapplied some soap, and repeated the process on his arms and chest. As she washed his firm belly, she could see the tip of his erection bobbing under the surface of the water. She ran her hands along its length, and watched Farkas's face as he sighed with pleasure. Raising herself up slightly, she guided his cock into her. She then sat back down, his length completely buried deep inside her, as she continued to wash him.
Farkas instinctively put his arms around her to rest on her rump. Lyara removed his hands, and firmly placed them on the edge of the tub. Okay, he thought, I get the message. No touching. He closed his eyes again, and let the sweet smell of snowberries waft up his nose as Lyara continued to wash him. He was so relaxed in the warm water, with her fingers running through his hair, that if it hadn't been for his raging hard-on buried deep in her core, he would have probably fallen asleep. He found instead, he was able to concentrate on enjoying the tiniest of pleasurable sensations caused by her fingers on his body, and the small contractions of her inner walls as she moved in front of him. It was exquisite and sensual, and he never wanted it to end.
Lyara wondered if Farkas knew how beautiful he was under all that dirt. She looked at the serene expression on his face. His eyes were closed, and his long black lashes rested on his cheeks. He had a large masculine nose, and wide cheekbones. His strong square jaw was covered in its usual stubble that surrounded his soft full lips. She dropped the cloth into the water and placed her hands on his shoulders to steady herself, then slowly started to move up and down his shaft.
Eyes the colour of a cloudless winter sky opened to look back at her. They were pale and icy, yet held a promise of warmth. She moved only slightly as her arousal had been building for some time, and needed very little stimulus. Going by the expression on her lover's face, the same applied.
Farkas could feel his balls starting to ache, desperate for release. He looked down into the water to see the piece of soap floating by her leg, and snatched at it. He rubbed his hands together, until they were slick with the soap. He dropped it back into the water, before cupping his hands over her breasts. His hands glided over her erect nipples, and then back around for another pass. Her skin was smooth and slick as his soap-covered hands slipped under her breasts, pushing them and squeezing them. Eventually, enough of the soap rubbed off for the palms to gain purchase, and pushing the mounds together, he rubbed the sensitive nubs of her nipples with his thumbs.