Chapter 10 : Night
The fading light of the waning evening found Anton sitting up against the headboard of his bed with his arms wrapped reassuringly around a sobbing Kianna's slender frame. After curling herself up in his lap, the devastated dark elf had hidden her face as she cried softly into Anton's chest.
Having recounted her life's story to her daughters, Olivia had taken her leave earlier in the afternoon.
And having been left alone at the table, Fiona and Kianna had sat silent and motionless for some time as they both seemed to be digesting everything that they had just been told.
Unsure of exactly how he should approach them, Anton had came into the kitchen after seeing Olivia off, and quietly sat down across from the unresponsive dark elves.
"...Girls, I'm so sorry." he had said softly "Truly, I am..."
Saying nothing, the two dark elves remained still as they left their unfocused eyes to stare at the table in front of them.
After nearly another hour of silence Fiona finally looked up at Anton.
"Yeah... I'm tired." she muttered in an emotionless tone "I'm gonna go lay down, I'll see you guys later..."
"...Alright." nodded Anton "...Just let us know if you need anything."
Nodding absently, Fiona rose from her chair and left the room.
Watching her go, Anton turned back to Kianna and found her gazing at her sister as well.
"...Kianna?" he said softly "...Are you alright?"
Slowly shifting her eyes to him, Kianna stared silently for a moment before finally speaking.
"...No." she whispered.
Her face twisting in anguish, Kianna dropped her head into her hands as she tried to hide the tears that were quickly forming in her eyes. Despite her efforts to keep her emotions in check, a garbled cry soon escaped from her as her body was rocked by a heavy sob.
With her eyes hidden, Kianna never actually saw Anton rise from his seat and approach her side. But as she felt his arms wrap around her in a familiar, comforting embrace she immediately leaned into him, let loose a grateful whimper and began to cry in earnest.
Lost in her sorrows, the dark elf had barely even registered that anything was happening when Anton had lifted her up from her seat and carried her to their room, where they remained for the rest of the afternoon and into the evening.
As the night began to grow later, both Anton and Kianna were surprised when the double doors of the master bedroom were suddenly thrown open wide.
"I am not a piece of shit!" declared Fiona as she burst into the room.
Shocked into silence by her sister's appearance, Kianna whipped her head around and blinked at her.
"It doesn't matter if both my parents were garbage!" continued Fiona as she began to pace back and forth "It doesn't matter if they were rapists! And if they wanted to kill me! It doesn't matter if they never loved me! Or ever, even wanted me at all... It doesn't matter if they were shit! It doesn't matter!"
Working herself up into a frenzy, Fiona would turn and point at Anton and Kianna as she made each of her points.
"It doesn't matter where I came from! Or why I was born! It doesn't matter if I was just a tool!" she exclaimed as she kept pacing and pointing "It doesn't matter which one he was! They were all shit! But I'm not! Just cause they were shit doesn't mean that I was born shit! I'm not shit! I'm not! They're shit! But I'm not!"
Stopping just in front of Anton and her sister, Fiona turned to fully faced them both.
"It doesn't matter. None of it matters. I am not shit." she declared in a soft tone as she clearly worked to convince herself of the truth of these statements, as well as her audience.
As the three of them stared at each other in silence, a heavy fatigue could clearly be seen forming in Fiona's eyes.
"...I, I got to go!" exclaimed the dark elf as her voice began to crack.
Twirling around in hast, Fiona's foot got caught on her other ankle and thus her attempt to leave the room as quickly as she could resulted in her tripping over her own feet and toppling to the ground.
Finding herself on the floor now, Fiona laid still for a moment before her pride fully broke and she curled herself up into the fetal position and began to softly cry.
Everything seemed to go still as her quiet whimpers filled the room.
"...No! Quit it!" whined Fiona as she felt a pair of arms begin to wrap themselves around her "Don't touch me!"
Ignoring her protests, Anton lifted her quivering form up as gently as he could.
"...I'm not a piece of shit!" waled Fiona as she kept her eyes closed while being carried across the room.
"No, you're not." said Anton softly "You're a strong, beautiful and very special woman. And you need to always remember that. No matter what..."
"...Shut up!" sobbed Fiona as she pressed the side of her head against his shoulder "...I hate you!"
"Yes, I know you do..." said Anton as he carefully set her down on the bed.
Fiona sobbed loudly as she was immediately embraced by her sister the moment she was laid on the bed.
Clinging to each other, the two sobbing dark elves pressed their foreheads together and began to gibber incomprehensibly.
They each whimpered gratefully as from behind Kianna, Anton's arms wrapped themselves around them both and flooded them with a warm and comforting essence.
It was late into the night that the dark elves quietly cried, as all the while Anton worked to gently rock them to sleep.
Waking up that next morning, Anton had risen up to one elbow and found both of the dark elves looking up at him with their ears laid back submissively and their large eyes bloodshot with fatigue. Still in each others arms, they stared at him with a heartfelt but silent and aimless expectancy.
Smiling softly back at them, Anton had gently and wordlessly prompted both of the dark elves out of the bed and into the bathroom.