She can't help but be attracted to you...and she knows that. She'll come around eventually, man. Don't worry.
My hand grabs those soft, black curls and I yank back. The force of which feels like I'm six years old again, popping off the cheap heads of my five sisters' cheap, Dollar Store dolls for fun.
Jesus. I think to myself. Calm the fuck down. You don't want to kill her.
Much like when my sisters would find me and beat me up as punishment for destroying their toys, I don't want her growling or snapping at me just because I got a little too excited. I don't want her to change her mind and tell me to stop.
It's an animal attraction. Instinct. She can't fight it anymore than the others can.
All the guys had assured me that eventually it would happen. Eventually I would be in the moment I was in now. But for fucks' sake I didn't think it would be inside of a tiny ass trailer. And it's not even the one I live in, but one of the ones we use for work. In Stephanie's part of the tiny shelter of all places.
Stephanie was more like an assistant than part of the crew. But still. She isn't going to be too happy when she comes in tomorrow and finds her papers she left stacked are misorganized because someone knocked them over and they fell on the floor.
I won't say shit. I won't admit to shit.
This thought keeps replaying in my brain as I hear another thought say calmly that I'll just pick the papers up and restack them again. Everyone will still get yelled at by Steph come the morning meeting. But Steph's a tough bitch who yells at everyone regardless. It's one of the reasons we all like her.
Now, the bitch I have bent over Steph's desk?
Well, she's different.
This bitch is a tough one, too. But not in the good way like Steph. No, this bitch that's moaning as I bite her neck is more stubborn than tough. She's one where you tell her not to touch the stove, but she'll do it anyway just to spite you.
That's the kind of bitch I'm dealing with right now.
Tara.
But she is also one that my only thoughts are about driving into her balls deep in dick with.
Great for me.
I thought I liked tough women once upon a time. I suppose it couldn't be helped. My mom, grandmas, aunts, female cousins, and all of my sisters are tough. But then I got Tara. And I realized that maybe it'd have been better for me if I was able to be attracted to more docile bitches.
For one, getting the sex would probably be easier. For two, sweet, quiet, submissive bitches probably wouldn't have me questioning if I should do it to her like I am tonight.
Because tough bitches come with a whole lot of crazy. And if I'd been any other man, free with choice, I would go for the reserved girl. Or just another Normie like I'd had in the past. But because of who I am, well, my kind only end up with the tough, hard to please bitches. The ones that make men spend their whole lives doing whatever it is to make her happy.
Again. Great.
But...
No one will know. No one will know. Because...
I won't say shit.
I won't admit to shit.
In a way it's actually perfect for me that Tara is so stubborn. Because no one will know. She'll make sure of that. You can get rid of a scent. As long as she covers her tracks...we'll be fine.
Especially since she's not supposed to be here in the first place.
Let alone by herself with me.
Her back is arched. Waiting for me to beat my cock inside of her.
But for some reason... I stall.
You're getting cold feet now? Now after you've taken all of her clothes off, sucked her nipples, smacked her ass, and pulled her hair? Now?!
I can't help but laugh at my gall.
I can't do this. I can't do this. I shouldn't do this.
It's wrong.
She's your bitch. You have every right to take her.
When the other guys had said that I don't think they meant literally. I don't think they thought I'd actually just skip straight to fucking her as my way of making her mine.
I know Jayson's your best friend, but...
No.
The other guys are wrong.
There are no buts.
Jayson is my best friend.
It's good that I've balked here. All I've done is kiss her and lick her.
Oh, yeah...and bite her.
I can't help but notice the gigantic mark that is forming on her skin. I was so worried about pulling her hair too hard I should have been focused on not leaving any bruises. How is she going to explain a fucking bite?
I can't do this. I think this to myself. But even as I do, I'm inching the tip of my dick inside of her. She lets out a moan of approval.
See? She wants this.
I am appalled that I'm even thinking that to myself.
She belongs to me. Of course she wants this.
Tara belongs to Jossiah.
I remember the shock on everyone's faces when the Packmaster confirmed to us what we already knew.
But Jayson's face was the one that really stays with me.
It was odd. Growing up with someone like Jayson, I would only ever see him smile. But because of that, a lot of the Pack kids took this to mean he was weak. He was also skinnier than the rest of the guys our age. But what really made him an outcast was that he had more of everything, being the son of our new, rich Packmaster.
It isn't a given that the Packmaster's kid will come out with Alpha traits. And I guess when we all saw Jay, we were hesitant to think he had any in him.
He was kind. Too kind. Which, like I mentioned, backfired on him when he first moved here.
The other kids would go in on him. How could they not? Being that his dad not only got to run the Pack, but also got to run our fathers because he now owned the construction company most of our parents worked for. So, here comes this kid who's not only Pack royalty...but also rich. It just didn't seem fair.
While we went to school in hand me downs or wholesale...Jayson came to class in Polo and Ralph Lauren. Usually the kids who were Pack quietly stuck together at school. But when Jayson first moved here and his dad took over after our oldest Packmaster died, it was a hard time for him due to all the jealousy.
I called myself protecting him when we first started hanging out. My dad was well liked by Jayson's father before he became Packmaster. And I remember my dad telling me to watch out for the boss' kid when he found out we were in the same grade.
It started out as me just doing what my dad wanted as I was the only son. So, I had to be a good one. But when I met Jayson, what started out as an instruction from my father, became me gaining Jayson as a brother for life.
The fights we'd get into at school were crazy. Because we were not just fighting off the Pack kids, but also the Normie kids who wanted to test him. Our fights were legendary. Because although Jayson seemed small, it wasn't long before we all learned that there was in fact Alpha in Jay's genes. Behind the kindness of a kid that just wanted to fit in at his new home, there was an equal rage when he was pushed enough.
He would turn vicious.