Chapter One: Swirls
I hummed some random lullaby to myself as I stared out my window into the courtyard that was buried under layers of auburn leaves. They coated the grass in abundance, but the warm colors only made the area look more charming.
They never made
my
yard look like that,
I thought glumly.
The slam of the door opening startled me out of my sullen reverie. I pasted a smile on, mostly genuine, and turned to the intruder.
"Hey, Clo," I greeted my roommate. The normally bubbly, outgoing, cheerful Chloe Melendez dragged her feet in and landed on her bed with a thud.
"Ut-oh," I said and jumped onto her bed next to her. I petted her shoulder-length blonde hair gently. "What's wrong?" I continued. She groaned, and her actual response was muffled by her yellow comforter. I muffled my own laughter. "What was that, Clo?"
"I said," she started after she'd come up for air, "that my family is so
bloody
annoying. I swear I may just have to kill my sister." I looked down at my friend, we'd become so close since I'd moved across the pond; her light hazel eyes were weary and tinged with annoyance.
I placed my hand on her thin arm. "Clo, I doubt they're as bad as mine," I said jokingly, but I was really only half-kidding.
"Maybe," she agreed, sitting up cross-legged, "but mine only live and hour away. Yours are on a different
continent
!"
I sighed and scooted closer. "You have a point, but I do miss them . . . on occasion. It's nice that you have people that love you that aren't hours away by plane."
When I received my acceptance letter from my number one university, I knew that my parents really didn't want me to go. They didn't understand, they thought England was too far away from New York, and maybe it was. Hey, I needed the space, and it ended up being a great decision. So far, at least.
"You have me!" She giggled, then mimicked my sigh and leaned into me. "I know," she said. "But she's just so ridiculously annoying!"
I laughed. "What did she do now, hmm?"
"I don't even know!" She exclaimed, but I knew where she was coming from. Sometimes they don't just do one thing; it ends up being a bunch of little things that eventually makes you want to tear your hair out while simultaneously shoving bamboo splinters under their nails.
"It's okay, I understand."
"I know — that's why we're such great friends!" She lifted her head up to mine and smiled. I smiled back at her and she leaned in to kiss my lips quickly. Yeah . . . we were
that
kind of close. But it was okay, we talked and we knew we were just friends in the end. It was just nice to have someone there for you when you need them.
"What are we doing tonight?" She asked and padded to her closet.
"Mmm, I don't know." I flopped back onto her bed and rolled onto my back to stare up at the glow-in-the-dark stars Chloe super-glued onto the ceiling.
"I was thinking we could maybe go out with Vincent and the guys tonight?" She turned to me with a hopeful look and held up a small black dress in front of her.
"You're such a slut," I said jokingly (Vincent was her on-again, off-again guy — I never understood the structure of their relationship), and nodded my approval at the black number.
She always asked my opinion. Being a fashion major sort of makes people gravitate to you for that kind of advice. I've basically become the floor's style guru.
Going out tonight? Have Mia pick out your outfit. You'll get laid — 100% satisfaction guarantee. Guys: You, too! Step right up. . .
She rolled her eyes and me and laughed. "Shut up and get dressed. It's almost seven."
I scoffed. "And. . ." Normally we don't even leave before ten.
"I'm fucking hungry, okay? We need to go to John's before."
"I knew it! You just really like it there because all the waiters are totally hot."
"So?" She found nothing wrong with this.
I rolled off her bed and padded to my own closet.
The dorms here are awesome,
I thought as I looked through my trendy clothes. Even though it was only seven, it took us forever to get ready.
"We look fabulous!" She jumped in her heels as we posed seductively in the tall mirror and giggled.
"Wow, you're not conceited or anything." She did look amazing, though.
"Shut up," she swatted my arm with her navy blue clutch.
"Did you make that one?" I asked her, looking for a signature Chloe mark . . .
"Naw," she replied, but then beamed at me. "I almost forgot! I made you something!"
"Aw, babe, you didn't have to do that." I was almost serious, too. No one ever knew what sort of surprise Chloe would have waiting for you. Like the grey plaid shirt-contraption she made me for my birthday last year . . . and made me wear it to a party that night . . . she never told me it was totally see-through . . .
"You'll like it," she chided, giving me a knowing look as she bent into her bag to retrieve something.
"All right, lemme see." I added a please for good measure.
"Ta-da!" She pulled a clutch out from behind her back.
"Oh — wow! Clo, it's beautiful!" It really was. It was a chartreuse satin with emerald beading on the front. It matched my dress perfectly. "Babe, I love it!" I gave her tiny smooch, careful not to ruin our makeup.
Her smile grew. "I'm glad! You look positively fabulous!"
I held it in front of me, posing with my new object. She slid next to me, her poses more dramatic. We had no shame. I knew I shouldn't, but I looked at her in the mirror and instantly felt less fabulous than she told me I was. It was hard not to feel that way when you're standing next to Chloe. Her blond hair was pulled back, but her bangs were straightened and left down to the side. Her black dress was short, barely reaching mid-thigh, but somehow she pulled it off — with black stockings — without looking like a tramp. It was a soft material, almost velvety, and the front consisted of lace that started at her neck and fanned out to her breasts only to stop and dip between them almost to her naval. She made it herself, of course, and it looked absolutely stunning on her. She reached for my shoulder for balance as she placed her delicate feet into two inch, navy blue stiletto pumps — like she needed the extra height. She was already a nice, slim 5' 9". This and her dramatic yet classy makeup made her seem older than her nineteen years.
I looked down at my own feet in the mirror, I was wearing three inch black suede pumps similar to hers, yet I still managed to come out short. My dress was an off-emerald, and — according to Clo — clung in all the right places. I know I'm the guru and all, but I have some serious problems when it comes to dressing me.
I look like a pear,
I thought. I shouldn't have chosen green. God was a little too generous to me in the hips department, but my bust — again with the generosity — evened it out . . . sort of. I scrunched my natural golden-brown curls (absent of the normal streak of bright color) in my hand, and then let them fall back down, almost reaching my shoulders. I don't normally leave my hair down, but Chloe suggested that it made me look more sophisticated since it covered my piercings. Whatever.
"Don't," she said, knowing that I was comparing myself to her.
"Don't what?" I said, turning to leave, but she grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
"Look at yourself, Mimi." She used my nickname, it always sounded so cute coming from her. "You look smashing. You're really tan, and you're eyes look really green,"
I laughed meekly.
Oh, the product of an interracial marriage,
I thought, but I said nothing.
"C'mon, don't be like this. In a week, it'll be
your
nineteenth birthday, and maybe you can catch some lucky guy . . . say, is your family coming?" Her train of thought took a sharp turn.
That got me to laugh louder. For some bizarre reason, Chloe found my older brother 'insanely hot.' She, like me, swung both ways.
"I don't know," I said, and slipped my arm through hers while pulling her though the door. She was gazing longingly at the picture I kept of my family on my desk. I tugged at her again, sighing when I was finally able to close and lock the door behind us.
"Mmm," she purred, "I sure hope so. Then maybe I can sink my teeth into that hunk of man —"
"Oh,
please
don't go there." I grimaced.
"You may not like it but, babe; I've got my eye on the prize." She grinned at me devilishly as we stepped of the elevator and out into the cool, October night.
"You know that his birthday was a couple of days ago?" I questioned casually.
She squealed at my withheld information. "What?!"
I actually thought she was going to attack me. "No point in fussing now, dear, come on, we're here."
We stepped into John's and I smiled at the sight that greeted us. The restaurant-slash-pub was really called Oakley's or something like that . . . but we called it John's because we loved the owner so much.