This is my first submission. I am satisfied with everything except the title. I hate naming things.
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I pull myself out of my dark thoughts as I hear the key in the door. I smile. The door opens and she steps in.
She looks tired; it must have been a long day at work. I dissolve entirely into the wall as she passes, losing sight of her, but I can feel her walking to her room.
I peek out of the mirror above her dresser, watch her change out of her sweaty work uniform—a black and red corset top and a knee-length black skirt are apparently more comfortable to her.
I withdraw as she turns to the mirror, re-applying lip gloss that I know to be strawberry scented.
I want her.
I cannot resist myself entirely; I slip out of the wall as an invisible mist and look down on her. I reach out a misty appendage and caress her cheek.
She starts.
Oho, so she knows something's up. Must be especially attuned to the occult, this one. I smile to myself and fade back into the wall. After that encounter, she will need some time to calm down. I must lull her into a false sense of security.
She leaves her bedroom and enters the bathroom. I press an ear and nose out of the wall, listening to her now-steady heartbeat.
Oh God, I can smell her blood, her sweet blood, coursing through her, so close to the surface...she will be delicious.
She's in the living room now, with a cup of tea and a book— Dr.Faustus (with footnotes. I read it when it came out. Foolish mortals.
My contempt for the book does not extend to her, however. In fact, she's one of the most fascinating humans I've met in decades. She's small, delicate and has a whiplash temper. Her strong will is slowly being eroded by the harshness of life.
How I love such decay.
Despite her difficulties, she carries herself with fierce, almost tragic, pride. She's smart, too, good at making connections. I like this.
I love when my prey realizes it's being stalked just before I attack.
She takes another drink of tea and changes her position in the armchair. Now her neck is bent gracefully over her book. I can feel myself hardening, feel my tongue twitching.
I grin to myself. She doesn't even suspect that she is being hunted, and God, I love her for it.
This is what I live for, the hunt. The only question is whether I'll take her still unawares or whether she'll realize it at the last second. Part of me hopes she will.
I envision myself stalking slowly through her apartment, looking into each room even though I know she's hiding in the last room, just heightening her fear and suspense.
I envision the look of terror on her face as I slowly turn the doorknob, slowly open the door.
I grin hungrily.
I've been with you all day.
I'm trying to stay calm.
I'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe.
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me.
I'm really quite proud of myself for planning this so well.
Three days ago, I visited her as a calendar salesman. Sweet soul that she is, she invited me in for a glass of lemonade against the evening heat. It was worth drinking that tart, unsatisfying beverage to imagine—no, to win—the opportunity to drink her delicious blood.
Last night was spent moving my coffin temporarily into a disused portion of the building's cellar. Now every room in this entire housing complex is as good as mine.
But hers are the only ones that really interest me.
She's on the phone now, talking to some friend or other. I can hear a male voice, deep, on the other end of the line.
"So, how was work, Mara?"
She laughs sweetly and replies with pleasant nonsense. I listen to the music of her voice. Her very presence has begun to drive me mad with hunger.
I inhale deeply of her scent and close my eyes. I imagine the feel of her flesh under my teeth, imagine her blood spurting into my mouth. I envision her body struggling uselessly in my arms.
I can feel my sluggish undead heart beat faster as I revel in these sensuous images. If I needed to breathe, my breath would be coming fast and shallow, my lungs needing more oxygen than I would be getting. I smile and try breathing, just for fun. It's been nearly a century since the last time I bothered.
I want to drain every drop of blood from her body.
I suppress the intoxicating thoughts. The last thing I need to do is lose control.
The hunter is always the master, never the prey.
My desire is no less, but my self-control is again complete. I go to the building's roof and release the laughter welling up within me.
"Hahah. Ha ha ha! Ha ha ha ha hah!"
I clutch at my chest. God, I love the hunt. I descend to her apartment again. She's just closing the book. She finished her tea some time ago; now she carries the cup into the kitchen and sets it in the sink.
She pulls out a tray of fudge from the fridge, grabs a sharp knife to cut it. I watch on hungrily. If she cuts herself, I know I will lose control, take her here and now.
She does not. Probably for the better, I reflect disappointingly. My heart beats faster yet as she eats her confection. I cannot tear my eyes away from the sensuous movements of her lips, and I groan deep in my throat as she licks her fingers.
I wonder at vampires who fear to relinquish their humanity. After 327 years, nothing could be more natural to me than preying on humans.
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I am glad that I need not breathe, for I would not be able to do so now.
She's in the shower, hot water streaming down her thin frame. There is a clear plastic panel, the kind which distorts images beyond clear recognition, between her body and the mirror I currently inhabit, but some clever focusing of my superhuman eyes and I can see right through it.
I am mesmerized. My eyes cannot leave her hands as she scrubs her body with a sponge. Does she know she is being watched, or is she always so seductive when she washes herself?
Now the soap is rinsed off, and she is washing her hair. I realize with a rueful smile that a woman's breasts have not thus captivated me since I was a mortal man. I stare at the small but perfectly shaped globes, gleaming with water, and I am again aware of my arousal.
I raise my gaze, and am unmade. She is rinsing her hair, displaying her neck to the fullest of its charm.