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From Aveline Erickana Ruben's diary:
11th December 2008, 9.40 PM, my bed.
I have nothing to say. The anger speaks it out on its own.
Avvie.
12th December 2008, 11.45 PM, my bed.
Sigh...
Avvie.
13th December 2008, 8.45 PM, my bed.
Dad was angry when he saw the bite mark on my neck but I assured him that I wasn't mated or anything. I wasn't! There was no mating involved! But Dad kept on saying gibberish, even my Mom who was always this calm person, went berserk when she saw the bite on my neck.
"WHO THE HELL HAD THE NERVE TO BITE YOU, AVELINE ERICKANA RUBEN?" Dad yelled at me. Boy, he was definitely angry. He only used my full name when he's mad and he's definitely at the point of MADNESS!
"It's nothing Dad! It was silly. I saw an old friend -," I grimaced, feeling the familiar pang of hurt washed over me. "And I was so mad! So I phased -,"
"YOU PHASED?" Mom screeched.
"Mom! Please, just relax and let me finish my story," I said, almost rolling my eyes.
"Well? Go on!" Dad demanded.
"Right," I paused, "So, I had phased and jumped at him. I was so mad. I think I sliced him here and there and then he phased to his wolf form. I was so shock and he took advantage of that and over turned me -,"
This time Dad cut in, "A FULL GROWN WOLF PHASED AND OVER POWERED YOU?"
"Yes, Dad, jeez, what's the big deal? It's just a bite. It'll heal," I said with annoyance.
Dad shook his head, breathing in and out, trying to calm himself, "the problem with this situation, Aveline, is the fact that a male wolf had dominated you and bit you,"
"So what?" I asked back, "If you're worried about my being mated then, don't worry OK? We DID NOT have SEX!"
"He marked you," Mom told me suddenly.
"What?" I looked at her confused.
"It's a very old ancient practice in our wolf system," Dad started to explain to me, "we do not do this type of practice anymore, much less consider it, we have evolved to a point where mating should be between two wolves who agreed to be together, and not when a wolf forces one to be bonded."
"I don't.... understand," I said.
"Of course you don't, Aveline dear," Dad said again, "The wolf did not know the consequences of what he had done when he dominated you in the fight and bit you in the process, he wouldn't know. I am certain of that because he's just a new blood into the Thorn Pack family."
"What are you trying to say here, Dad?"
Mom sighed, "Honey," she looked at me, "Maxwell Thorn had bit you,"
"And?" I was still lost here. Can't they just go straight to the point?
"He bit you and indirectly, he had marked you as his," Dad answered.
That was when I flinched and shook my head, "No! Dad! You can't be serious!"
But Dad wasn't smiling. There was no hint of teasing in his eyes. He was dead serious. "The scandal!" Dad groaned, "A low pack had overpowered my own daughter! The Alpha Princess of Ruben Pack!"
"Dad!" I snapped at him. "Are you trying to say that I'm his mate?"
"No, you're not – not yet but he marked you and no other wolves will dare to break that unless they fight for it," Dad said.
"Then they can just fight..." I told them.
Mom shook her head, "It's not that simple, Avvie dear, the wolves will have to fight to death."
"Then whoever wants me would definitely be willing to do that, right?" I asked them. "I don't want to be a spinster, OK?"
Mom looked at me, "He marked you, Avvie."
Dad stood up and then looked at Mom, "Tell her the rest, love, I don't think I can handle this," he kissed her lips and then he went to me and kissed my forehead.
I looked at Mom, waiting for her to continue but she just looked at the door where Dad had left. She was probably itching to run and follow him probably!
"Mom," I called out to her, "He marked me. OK, I get that! And what's the problem?"
"Well, he marked you dear, and both of you will be drawn to uh – complete the bond," Mom said.
I gasped. "Oh God! Mom! That's just so disgusting! I hate that jerk!"
It was then when Mom asked me, "Why do you hate him? You just met him!"
I sighed. Great. I had just added another pound on my pile of problems.
Awesome. Just awesome...
Avvie
From Carinelle Hynes Thorn's diary:
13h December 2008, 2.30 AM, balcony.
Samuel's asleep now. I guess he's still mad at me but at least I finally have a time alone for myself. Ugh, I feel so sore. It felt like my whole body was breaking into pieces and the joints were stuck.
The whole mating experience was... to say the least, wasn't what I had expected or even wanted for that matter. I was reckless and stupid and definitely too young to make such decision.
I feel really bad. I mean, I shouldn't have agreed to all of this mating arrangement in the first place. Samuel deserves someone better; someone who would want to complete the mating ritual.
Yes, I'm his mate but I haven't bitten him back. I guess I should have feel more relieved when I had passed out during the mating ceremony that had given me an indirect escape from completing the ritual.
But I couldn't escape when he took me back home to his pack. We made love, of course, but then, when the moment came for me to bite him. I just couldn't do it. It was like, biting him, means the end of...
Sigh.
What am I talking about? The blasphemy of such thoughts; I'm practically a married woman for crying out loud. I shouldn't have harboured this futile hope of Alven loving me, for I am the one who had decided to mate with Samuel in the first place. Yes, it's my fault; me and my immature self.
Samuel... Forgive me.
Carrie.
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"Don't you think you're being a bit harsh, love?" Gracielle asked, almost a whisper, as she snuggled close to her mate, feeling the warmth of their naked skins touching. He caressed the small of her back and shook his head. "She doesn't know..."
"I cannot bear the thought of her being overpowered by a low rank!"
She turned her head and looked at him, bending down and then trailed soft kisses on his sculpted chest. She went on top of him, her legs on his side. Her hair gently cascaded down her shoulder. "Is it your pride?" she asked him, staring at him.
"My pride?" he asked, pulling her down to him, kissing her lips.
Their tongues danced for a while, and then she gently pushed him down to the bed. "Yes, my love, your pride of being the Alpha,"
"Can we not talk about this now?" he asked, pulling her to him, and then went on top of her. He caressed the slope of her nose, breathing in her sweet flowery scent. "I love you, my Gracie..." he whispered, trailing kisses on the nape of her neck. His hands roamed all over her body, doing all the stuff that made her skin tingled.
She panted when his fingers reached down her sweet spot. The button that made her went wild all over. She growled. "We must... ah, talk, about this...Aveline and Maxwell..." she panted but he wouldn't let her talk more as he kissed her deeply.
"I promise you," he said, whispering, "We'll talk about this with Jerry as soon as possible," then he licked her neck, giving her playful little bites that made her go wild with lust.
She tugged at him, pulling him closer to her and they continued blissfully into the night, dancing with their own little love rhythm.
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Aveline stared at the reflection of the healed bite mark on her neck. She touched it gingerly and winced. Max had bitten her, a little too deep than what was necessary. Alven was standing near the floor-length window, watching the other wolves roaming the area bathed with moonlight.
"Are you OK?" Alven asked, still watching the wolves.
"Apart from knowing that I'm goanna have a huge sex drive in my future, I'm perfectly all right," there was a hint of sarcasm on her voice.
That made him looked at her.
"What are you talking about?" Alven asked seriously.
"Dad had gone ballistic today, didn't you know?" Aveline asked back.
"I was out the entire week." he replied, "As if you don't know."
Aveline sighed. She stood up and then walked to him. She pulled her collar down and showed him the healed bite mark. He growled, "You're mated?!"
"Damn it Alven! I am most certainly not mated!"