Author's Notes:
'Bride in Black' is my story for Literotica's Beyond the Wall of Sleep story event.
This is my first attempt at writing Gothic Horror. I hope it's not... horrific!
Yeah... I got nothing.
First published in 2019, it was given a little polishing on 2024.01.12 for publishing on Amazon and refreshing on Literotica.
All characters engaging in sexual relationships or activities are 18 years old or older.
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Bride in Black
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Chapter 1
"Eleanor Ward."
Saying the name out loud in the empty train cabin didn't ease any of the dread clutching at Eleanor's heart, and a sick chill seeped into her bones. While her current surname, Buntington, may have had less gravitas, at least it didn't come with a fiancΓ© almost three times her young age of twenty-three years.
She glanced down at the wrinkled parchment of the letter from her father once more, her eyes feverishly hunting for some clever wording to disclose the hidden jest of it all or perhaps an escape clause in this sick contract.
The cruel reality was her father's rough scratching was equally blunt in his prose.
She was to return from London to the family manor at once. Her allowance, which allowed her to remain in the city and attend the university, was immediately cut off, aside from the small sum required to pay for her return by train and carriage.
The reason for his drastic and sudden change of heart? He was dying. He didn't have much time left, according to his doctor.
He had no male heirs. Eleanor was the only child his wife had managed to carry to full term and birth live. With no male to carry on the family name, her father decided to marry off his only daughter to his neighbor and merge the estates.
The man who was to be her husband was a widow and had no legitimate male heirs of his own. A few bastards, yes, which just proved he held no respect for the sanctity of wedding vows.
Eleanor's new purpose would be to give this man a male heir. She shivered at the repugnant idea.
Her father believed her flight of fancy, attending veterinary school in London, was a needless waste of her potential as a breeder.
Eleanor's stomach once more attempted to escape from her mouth, and she held her handkerchief over her lips as she forced the bile back down.
Her friend Becky had been trying to convince her to become a nurse for years. While she knew the career was noble, her intense curiosity, voracious appetite for knowledge, and ambition pushed her in a different direction. Her first inclination was to be a medical doctor, perhaps even a surgeon, but the violent backlash she'd experienced when she attempted to pursue that goal had proven too daunting. Her affinity for animals and one sympathetic professor made her alternate career choice a natural path to follow, not that her father understood.
From the professor's personal library, she'd read a copy of Charles Darwin's recently published book, 'On the Origin of Species' and knew in her heart she was reading the
truth
. At the very least, it was closer to the truth than anything she'd previously been exposed to.
Then the letter arrived and destroyed her plans.
After hearing the news of her best friend's summons to return home, Becky begged her to apply to the newly opened Nightingale Training School and Home for Nurses at St Thomas' Hospital. Her father would see the merit in such a distinguished pursuit in a proper career for a woman!
Even her best friend didn't understand Eleanor's dream.
She'd seriously contemplated refusing her father's command, but London was such an expensive place to live. The allowance he'd given her barely enabled her to afford the tiny room in the boarding house, her tuition, and school supplies. For the latter, she'd begun accepting the charity of the university's discards and made great use of the library for textbooks.
Only the kind professor's generosity in sharing the occasional lunch kept her from starving.
After all that, she had no savings to pay her way, nor was she willing to marry just to have a place to live. Husbands weren't likely to allow their spouses to leave the house for anything more than the daily shopping. If she were married, there'd be no possibility of her continuing her studies.
She held onto the faintest hope that she might convince her father on his deathbed to change his mind and free her from this existence of servitude.
He'd doted on her once and loved her enough to let her follow her dreams to London. She'd tried to instill in him a sense of pride by sending him letters with reports on her achievements, which seemed to work for a time. Then, her expenses increased, but her allowance did not. Soon, she couldn't afford to send letters as frequently, then not at all. She cursed silently as her lack of contact was likely one of the main factors that allowed him to have a change of heart about supporting her.
She dabbed at her tears of frustration before they had a chance to fall. She would not allow herself to give in to the despair in her heart. She would find a way to change her imposed destiny.
Her stomach grumbled, complaining at the emptiness where a meal should have been.
To make the train, she'd had to miss breakfast. With no traveling money, she skipped lunch as well. The train was so slow and stopped frequently, so it was approaching mid-afternoon when she drew close to her first destination. From there, it would take a carriage ride of a few hours on rough roads to get to her father's manor.
The tiny village of Bailey-on-Theeds was the end of the line for the train. She might be the only passenger on the train at this point. Few traveled here, and the residents rarely left. She was surprised the rail system continued to service the station. They had to be losing money just on the coal burned to get there and back from the previous station.
There was a sharp knock on the door, and Eleanor jumped. She saw it was the stern conductor staring in at her. She nodded, and he opened the door.
"Final stop. You have baggage in the car?" he asked gruffly.
"Yes, a small trunk," she replied as she tried to settle her nerves.
He gave her a quick nod and left.
With a sigh, Eleanor put the letter back into her purse. Her limited clothes fit within the small case she carried with her. The remaining items, stored in the trunk, were all related to her schooling and were the most precious things she'd ever owned.