Evanna lie in my arms, as I held her close, never wanting to let her go. Her hands caressed my chest as I ran my hair through her long blonde locks. She let out a long deep sigh, and rolled to look into my eyes. "Eric, for 200 years I was in a living hell. I could not die, I could not live. You released me from that torture. The day I died, the day I became an unholy creature, was the day I was to be married. The man's name I was to marry was also Eric. Eric LaFayette. " Her eyes moved from my gaze turning downward. "Please remember Eric. "
"Remember?" I didn't understand what she was trying to say. "Remember what Evanna?" Her eyes filled with tears, as if I had betrayed her.
"You... you don't remember us?" Our love, the life we had together?"
I suddenly became well aware of what she was implying... I was he... Eric Lafayette. We had the same names and no, I understood all to well the implications. Through the years we somehow managed to find each other again. I shook my head in disbelief. I didn't believe it. I inched uncomfortably upward in bed, reflexively pulling myself away from her. She seemed to sense this. As if I wanted no more part of this. "I... I... " those were the only words that came form my mouth. I searched for something to say, but nothing appeared, just me with my mouth open looking at her.
"You don't have say anything Eric, you just did and didn't even realize it. You couldn't bare to be with me then, and you have lost all memory of me now. " She slowly moved from the bed and removed the locket... the amulet. She handed it to me and pressed it firmly into my hand. "Eric perhaps in time you will come to remember what was, and what could have been... but until then we can never be. Look for me to never to see you again in this timeline... what could have been... what could have been... " her voice slowly faded as did her image. I wanted to grab onto her, hold her and keep her with me forever, but the opportunity slipped away before my eyes, perhaps as it did so many years ago. I reached for her, but it was to late, she was gone. I placed my head into my hands. I felt as if my world was falling apart. I began to sob uncontrollably. At the height of my grief I bellowed "NO" at the top of my voice.
I sat straight up. No bedroom, no tears, I was sitting in the chair I had fallen asleep in earlier on. I was somewhat relieved. It had been a bad dream, well most of it had been. As those thoughts ran through my head, I noticed something in my hand, clenched as if it were not meant to be lost. I opened my hand and within it was the amulet. I stared at it briefly in disbelief... her last words "what could have been" echoed through my mind.
Driving thru the Virginia countryside in the fall was what I needed. Where I was driving to, on the other hand did not compliment the day. The sky was sapphire blue, the air was cool and delicious to breath. It was October 30th, the day of her death. I found my way down the winding back roads to the cemetery where she was buried. As I walked up to the stone where she was buried, I felt an uneasiness overcome me. I knelt by the stone and placed a single red rose at its foot. I traced her name with my finger, hoping she would appear, but knowing she wouldn't. I found an oak tree just up from where she was buried and sat. The day began to fade the hours waning to twilight. I produced the amulet from my pocket and walked to her stone. A tear trickled from down my cheek. I wanted so badly to remember... if it were even possible... the life we had... the life we could have had. I softly whispered one word "goodbye. "
From behind me I heard laughter and a clapping sound as if I were being applauded. I turned to find a man standing where I had been sitting. I looked at him wondering who the fuck this sick bastard was.
"Oh bravo monsieur, how touching, and the rose was a very thoughtful!" He began to walk toward me. He had a modern dress, black head to toe, with a long black leather duster. His hair was jet black pulled neatly into a ponytail that ran the length of his back. Finally he stood before me. In the fading sunlight I could see his eyes. He had the same coal brown eyes that she did a year ago. He continued with an evil laugh.