My name is Lucretia. I am originally from France in the 1600's (yes, I am presently 427 years of age.) I am what humans call a vampire, although most of the normal vampire myths aren't quite accurate. Anne Rice? A little off, but I love it. Bram Stoker? Ha! Not even close. My beauty made me what I am. I was converted to be the companion to the Lord of the Vampires, who was exterminated in the Crusades of the 1800's. I now wander loveless and alone, learning more about what I am every day.
Unlike many of my species, I choose not to kill violently. I refuse to ambush strangers in an alley and pounce them. I choose to kill in love, not fear. I spent many decades trying to discover a way to kill humanely (isn't that humorous? The burning question of today, how to kill humanely, and I spent most of my younger years trying to discover how to do so.) Despite what many people believe, vampires are not completely bloodless. We do have the same yearnings as other people. I spend most of my time either hunting for someone to feed upon or hunting for someone to fuck. Due to my lovely new method of feeding, I can often get both. I am somewhat skeptical of the wisdom of revealing my methods here in writing, however, I will do so.
Women, men - none of that is really important. What is important is that I satisfy my need for love and my need for blood. Centuries ago, I hit upon the most divine way to kill. No one, man or woman, can resist the feel of a mouth against their genitals. It's really so simple, you see. I drop to pleasure someone with my tongue, then, as they climax, I bite in and take my fill of blood. They are usually so caught up in their orgasm that they feel no pain as they die. Indeed, as any masochist can tell you, the pain often improves the orgasm. It is an old French legend - death is the greatest orgasm.
People never believe in vampires because they don't ever read about people who were brutally murdered with tooth marks in their necks. This is our greatest weapon, however. Our saliva holds a magical element to heal the wounds that result from our feeding. Therefore, when the coroner examines the bodies, there are no wounds. And the blood loss? With no other explanation, they are often believed to simply be anemic or to have had internal hemorrhaging. We have worked many centuries to perfect our methods of killing, using no brutality and leaving no marks, so as not to reveal our presence to the world.
Every once in a while, I meet one who is so beautiful, so wise, so loving, that I feel tempted to convert them. This is selfish, however. Although I desperately yearn for a companion to live the rest of my life with, I would not wish this pain on anyone. When I kill them, at least I know that they have a soul, and they will go to heaven, whereas when I die, I will fade to dust forever. But maybe someday, I will meet another of my kind who I can love the way I have always dreamed of. Until then, I will prey on humans the way I always have.
I usually begin by going to a nightclub. Depending on my mood, I can go to upscale country clubs or seedy strip joints. I have no problem finding companions in either. The strip joints are usually easier, but the sex is never as pleasurable. Occasionally, I will be out in one of the finer establishments, and I will meet someone with whom I have undeniable chemistry. This type of meeting, though rare, is exquisitely erotic, and the blood tastes twice as sweet.
I fondly remember a couple I met while traveling to Georgia. I don't usually choose to be with couples. The sex is wonderful, but the kill is too difficult. However, these two were irresistible. The man was dark and handsome, while the woman was a tall, willowy blonde with a virginally innocent face. They were in an exclusive strip club close to my hotel, and very obviously wealthy people. He sat and watched the dancers on stage from his front row seat, fascinated and very obviously aroused, while his hand was working covertly under her dress. She looked extremely embarrassed and uncomfortable. I watched her face flush as the dancer bent over and shook her ass in her face. As I watched her unsuccessfully try to conceal the look of ecstasy on her face as she reached orgasm, I knew I had to have her.
As soon as she rose to go to the restroom, I walked over to her table. Her lover looked up at me, startled. I smiled and sat down. "Tell me, how does it feel?" I said with a throaty purr.
"I'm sorry, how does what feel?" he stuttered, blushing.
I leaned in close and nuzzled his ear. (Oh, to feel the blood pulsing and throbbing right under that tender skin! It was almost more than I could bear.) "Her pussy," I purred. "More importantly, how does it taste?"