Note β All characters are above 18. This story contains non-consensual acts β please do not read if this offends you. Feedback always welcome.
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She struggled futilely against the men holding her down. Knowing their strength exceeded hers didn't stop her one bit from trying to escape. Pain radiated from their grips and she knew bruises would appear soon. Yet, she couldn't submit to them. So she kept at it until the last of strength dwindled and she slumped miserably back against the table. The men kept their iron grip on her though lightened their touch slightly. She bit her lower lip to keep from crying. If she started, she knew her mind would cave and she wouldn't care what happened to her after that. So she bit hard until she pierced the skin and blood trickled down her chin β which got an unexpected reaction to the man at the end of the table.
She stiffened and began to tremble when she saw his head shoot up and turn to look at her. Whimpers escaped from her clenched lips as he walked towards her. She was frozen in fear at the sight of him. An aura of power surrounded him. She knew his role in this even if she didn't recognize his face. He was the greatest threat to her. As he got closer, her fear escalated into full blown terror. She cried out in pain as the men holding her tightened their grips once more. With her eyes squeezed tightly shut, she tried to find a safe place in her mind to escape. A touch against her cheek had her recoiling violently away. She struggled weakly once more to escape. Tears found their way down her cheek as she slumped back upon the table again. She unconsciously bit her lip to keep from begging and pleading with her captors. More blood trickled slowly down her chin and then she felt the oddest sensation. As her mind worked furiously to decipher it, the tears slowed and she willed herself to be still. Recognition shot through her and her eyes bolted open to see a tongue licking the blood off of her. She couldn't struggle as he held her down with a hand over her chest. Her face paled as she saw the lust in his eyes when he pulled away from her. Gratefully, she passed out at that point.
The smell of something foul forced her back into consciousness. Twisting her head to get away, the vial was taken away once she opened her eyes again. He was there once more leaning over her. Terror and panic consumed her once more. Before she could struggle, he looked at her and she cowered. She squeezed her eyes shut as his hand stretched out to stroke her cheek. Slowly, she felt his hand travel lower to caress her neck. Whimpers escaped from her as he kept moving further down to the top of her shirt. When he flicked open the top button, her eyes shot open and she started struggling wildly. Cries filled the room as she couldn't stop the pleas and frantic begging. Visions of rape and torture flitted through her mind. She struggled in vain until she was exhausted. This time, she gave into the tears and sobs that wanted to escape.
She watched through blurry eyes as the hand continued to unbutton her shirt. When they were all undone, his other hand appeared and reverently spread the two halves apart exposing her. A blush infused her features as her naked breasts and belly came into view. No one had seen her body since she reached her maturity β especially no adult males like the ones around her. She tensed and tried to sink into the table as his hands stroked her abdomen tentatively. She turned her head in shame as his hands traveled higher. When he cupped her breasts, she whimpered brokenly and squeezed her eyes shut. Tension eased in her when his hands left even though she was almost completely naked. Her relief was short lived when she felt a hand rest on her lower abdomen. Her breathing escalated and tremors started once more.
She had held on to the hope that she wouldn't be raped as long as her panties remained on. She prayed fervently in her head on that note. Yet despair filled her as his hand moved lower and eased under them to touch her intimately. She winced and cried out when a lone finger penetrated her. Not only was she dry but a virgin which is what he seemed to be verifying. As soon as he felt her barrier, he withdrew his hand from her. Overwhelmed, her eyes rolled back and she fainted dead away.
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Kynalei shuddered as the memories of that night slowly faded. Once again, she awakened screaming and thrashing in her small bed. Sweat covered her body and she smelled her own fear and terror. She stumbled to the small bathroom and turned the shower on as hot as possible. Stepping in, she scrubbed at herself harshly trying to erase the past. Tears flowed once more as she looked at the tattoos burned into her skin.
Her blood had flowed for three days and nights. It was what bound the markings and spells to her body and soul. Blood ink β her own life force used against her will to bind her into servitude. Worse than what physically happened was the knowledge that she had caused this to happen. She heard the warnings whispered around her. She knew the stories had truth to them. Yet in the end, she disobeyed and deliberately sought "him" out. She had to β that was what she told them. Some will inside her burned the minute his name was spoken in front of her. She was drawn to him β which was the reason she bore these tattoos.
Just thinking about him caused her markings to flare and pain to burn through her. Her back arched and she gritted her teeth to keep from screaming. She blanked her mind and slowly the markings faded along with the pain. Exhausted from the ordeal, she stumbled out of the shower. She dried off as much as possible and crawled back into bed. She knew the nightmares would return but her body demanded sleep. So she closed her eyes and drifted away.
Wake and attend.
Kynalei opened her eyes as the silent command filtered through her mind. Her body obeyed and she found herself up and in the process of getting dressed. She winced inwardly as the simple translucent shift she was forced to wear slithered over her naked body. She hated how exposed she was in it especially as she was forbidden to wear undergarments. Yet, she knew not to fight the will that forced her into motion. In the beginning, she fought the mental commands but the pain that rebounded through her, and the punishment of her master Lord for her disobedience, crippled her willfulness and rebellious attitude. But, in the secret recesses of her mind, she wished it was different. Every moment of every day she wished her life was her own. Instead, she was bound to serve. She tried to accept the fact as much as she was able to mainly to avoid pain. With a hint of resolve, she pushed these traitorous feelings and thoughts aside. She quickly brushed the tangles out of her long wavy tresses and slipped her feet into the simple suede sandals she was allowed to wear indoors. With a final deep breath, she left her room.
Silently, she walked quickly through the meandering corridors and twisting stairways to the main floor. She went through the main hall and stopped in front of the towering double oak doors at the end. The elder guard on duty acknowledged her presence with a quick appraising look and then pushed one of the doors open to admit her. She was grateful he didn't openly ogle her and hold her up like the younger guards usually did. A small shudder coursed through her at the memory but she made herself forget about it. Striding quickly yet with elegance past the men seated at the long tables, she took the same route she always did near the far wall of the room. She knew not to look at anyone so she kept her eyes downcast and her face shielded behind the curtain of her beautiful shimmering locks. She blushed at the raucous comments and whistles from the men she passed. Embarrassment flooded her at the unwelcome attention which she knew stemmed from her scanty attire. She should be used to this by now yet it still bothered her. Even so, she continued on her way. She stopped at the head table and knelt gracefully next to the large man seated there. She bowed her head and placed her hands in her lap. Then, she waited.
Lord Damian noted Kynalei's entrance. Even after all these months of having her contract, he couldn't help but notice how beautiful she was. Even the markings she carried and the air of pain and sadness that surrounded her, highlighted instead of detracted from it. He wasn't surprised that the men commented on it every time they saw her. Of course, the dress code he dictated probably helped to elicit their attention but he was a man after all and it was in his power to dress her as he pleased.
She was just so different from the other women around. Granted, part of it was due to the fact that she was a slave and the only one he allowed under his roof. The other women were servants who came and left as they pleased and lived in their own homes. Though looking at her, he knew she would still stand out no matter what her station in life was β which drove his unrelenting desire for her. If only she was bound after losing her virginity. By being bound before, he was unable to physically have her. No man could touch her sexually β which was another reason the men lusted her and why he was continually entranced by her. Of course, he never showed that side of himself, but he watched her. Even now, as she knelt by his side, he glanced inconspicuously at her more than once. Just looking at her, he remembered how she came to be his slave.