"Sister! I missed you so much." Val wrapped his arms around me in a tight embrace upon seeing me. I barked out and felt my body warm, my cheeks growing darker as he channeled his energies without thinking about it.
I clenched my teeth and growled, pushing my forehead to his own, panting softly as we hugged. After a few moments, I shook my head and glared upon him. "Huff! Yes... I missed you as well, now unhand me before my husband grows jealous."
The two of us parted and I showed the goat a fussed look, sticking my nose into the air with a huff. "Really brother, reign that in..." I grumbled and moved over to Elias's side, the incubus offering us both an apologetic smile.
"I meant nothing by it, I apologize to you both." Val gave Elias a respectful bow of his head.
The white fox folded his arms while I clung to one of them. "I know you didn't mean it." His eyes shifted to me and he gave me a look of pride. "I know my wife is loyal, she would not seek the arms of another."
My head nodded and I looked away, thinking of the feelings I had shared a year past with Lorelai. I noted I should speak to him about it in the future. Val tilted his head, picking up on my body language right away. Of course he would, he dealt with these sorts of emotions on a daily basis.
"Well! I've prepared lodging for all of you, so come in, with my hospitium, Lakestone has plenty of room!" The incubus called out the words proudly as we followed him into the entryway of the large mansion.
We settled and spent a week with Val so that everyone could relax after the trip. The incubus found me a few days into the visit, I had wandered from the house and overlooked the massive lake in the distance on a grassy hill.
"Sister." He spoke to me gently as he approached.
"This could not be a coincidence, you sought me out, Val." I looked over my shoulder at him, my hands clasped behind my back while I stood there.
"The look I saw upon your face when you arrived. Have you been unfaithful to my brother?" He asked the words point-blank, his teeth showing.
"Do not be stupid, I've been with none but him, as it has been for centuries." I spat the words out and shoved my nose into the air. "You came here to accuse me of such a thing?"
"Then why the look of guilt and anxiety?" He folded his arms, staring at me hard as if he were judging if I were being truthful with him or not.
"You are too perceptive for your own good, goat. You dare come to judge me in matters of my heart?" I spat the words and turned to face him fully, my sharp teeth showing and my black flames coming to life over my ears and tail.
"You can cease the display of anger, you know it will not sway me. I simply show concern... for both of you. What is going on in that head of yours? Talk to me, sister." He opened his palm and reached it out towards me.
"Stupid..." I snarled the word but reached and laid my palm into his, the black flames rolling over his skin but leaving no burns. "I am simply torn by odd feelings, nothing so grand."
"Odd feelings?" He tilted his head curiously as his fingertips curled around mine and he moved to hold my hand more naturally, moving to my side.
"It is difficult to explain..." I sighed and looked back over the lake in thought.
"Then we will cut to the quick of it." The goat spoke the words and drew me forcefully into his arms. I barked out sharply as he pulled me to his chest, my free hand gripping his shoulder. My brown eyes turned red and widened when his will flooded into me before my vision went black.
"Hgn..." I groaned and rubbed my forehead, shaking the haze off before blinking my eyes open and finding my head in his lap. I barked in protest and moved to sit up but his hand gripped my shoulder before he coaxed me back down. With a glare and a huff, I spat out at him. "What is the meaning of this!"
He sat there looking me over and shaking his head, as if he were reading a book. My eyes widened as I saw what he was doing and glared. "Brother! You have no right to-"
His fingertips pushed to my mouth to silence me. I felt his will crush me and my voice simply halted because he willed it. I whimpered furiously at the situation but sat there for several minutes while he held me in his lap.
"Lorelai... you have some unresolved feelings with her eh? Seems you both do..." He spoke the words gently, a hand on my head now.
"C-can I..." I tested my voice, seeing I could speak again. My ears folded and my eyes narrowed. "Val! You have some nerve ripping into my feelings like this!" I spat the words furiously at him.
"I am a terrible brother, yes. However, I do it out of concern..." He shook his head and shrugged. "Have you spoken to Elias about your feelings?"
I pushed to sit up and climbed from his bed, moving to my feet, my tail lashing about furiously. "I have not, and I won't. She and I agreed it was best to leave it buried. I am a married woman and I will not hurt him for such folly."
"Love is hardly a folly, Sarnai..." He leaned back on his palm, giving me a gentle smile. I felt my cheeks darken as I stared upon him, looking upon him as a man, not a brother. He wore an open white shirt that showed every crease of his muscled chest, leading to the ridges of his abs that disappeared into his silk pants.
"Release me from this dream... now!" I spat the words, clenching my teeth and jerking my gaze away from his form.
"The dreams... how long have you had them?" He spoke the question, ignoring my demands.
I shuddered at the thought of him finding that secret, the thing only Lorelai knew. Not even Elias had been made aware of them in full. My teeth clenched and I glared hard upon the incubus, my vision blurring with tears of anger. "T-that... was not yours to see!"
"Yet I did and it cannot be undone. Answer me or I shall make you do so." He spoke the words with authority and I felt his will bare down upon me, not unlike how Lorelai did in reality.
"S-since I changed... Lorelai says it was a curse that came with me when I turned. Said some of our clan can have it as a side effect." I hissed the words, wrapping my arms around myself and shaking my head.
"Centuries of that... my gods, sister..." He frowned and stood before me.
I shook my head and sighed. "You have your answer, end this."
He nodded and I felt reality flood back into being. I was standing in the grass again, embraced by him. My eyes narrowed and I slapped him across the face sharply before stepping from his arms.
The goat didn't seem surprised or phased by the strike and simply turned his head to look upon me once more. I showed my teeth in a snarl and shook my head, having a plethora of venomous words for him, but unable to find them. My vision grew hazy with tears and I cursed myself for my weakness in this moment.
His arms were around me once again, his hand on the back of my head, guiding my face to his chest. I shuddered and hugged him tightly as he embraced me, I couldn't control myself and the tears came forth uncontrollably. I yowled and sobbed, feeling him hold me while he stroked the back of my head.
I told him everything that night, the dreams, the fury in me, and the feelings of losing myself to them. He had delved into my mind for answers about my feelings but ended up unearthing something much more severe and he knew it. He just held me and listened to me, comforting me where he could.
"Please... do not speak of this to Elias. If he knew the extent it wore upon me, he would torment himself nightly to find a solution that doesn't exist." I spoke the words weakly, my arms crossed as I looked away from the incubus.
"I feel he should know... especially if it is weighing upon your mind," Val told me gently.
"It is not your right to decide that. They are my dreams and you forced yourself upon me to see them! Your word is the least you can offer me for this!" I snapped my teeth as I barked out at him sharply.
"You have it, sister, I will not disrespect your marriage. Know that you may call upon me anytime to speak of these dreams though. Perhaps council will ease the-"
"I would sooner we pretend this never happened. Speaking of them does nothing but open the wound deeper." I spat the words and turned from him, stomping away from him back towards the mansion.
"Know it is an open offer. I am here for you always, my sister." He called out to me and I felt my feet halt.
I looked over my shoulder with a glare. "You forced the knowledge from my mind, then you offer to counsel me as if a doting sibling who is concerned? You crossed a line, brother."
"A line I would cross again if I felt it would help you. I could see the pain upon you and still do. Let me be there for you, Sarnai. You don't have to bear this burden alone." He spoke the words confidently and reached his hand towards me.
My teeth clenched as I looked away, but my hand gripped his. "Fine... I do love you brother. I thank you for your concern, even if you were heavy-handed in the method."
He laughed and squeezed my hand. "I've known you for centuries, fox. There is no getting through in your thick skull otherwise."
I scoffed and stuck my nose up. "The nerve... do you say I am pig-headed?"
"No need for racial stereotypes, my sister. I know plenty of open-minded swine." He showed me a grin.
Barking out a laugh I stepped to him, pushing my forehead to his own. "You're a fool... if it had been anyone but you..."
"Yes yes... you're a tough dog, we know." He spoke the words gently and moved to stroke the back of my head while we held one another.
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I left the rest of the family with house Lakestone, me and Elias continuing on to the west coast of the land by train. After nearly a month of time, we found a homestead to set up in, a lovely plot of land that overlooked one of the few large towns in the region. After finalizing things with the bank, construction was underway of our new home and would be ready within a few seasons.
"Have you felt the tension from the mundane as of late?" Elias spoke to me conversationally as we strode along through the large town a few hours from our soon to be home.
"Yes... they are a curious bunch. They can pick up on the flow of things fairly easily, especially en masse." I gave him a nod while we held hands and walked in the late afternoon, having just risen as the sun dipped.