We settled into our new home comfortably. I even convinced Elias to learn to sail with me after I found a willing instructor. It took some coaxing to get training in the late evening and night time hours, but I managed.
Years moved along as I realized through time and circumstance, I found I had grown enchanted by the ocean. The magnificent ships that plowed the waterways had also enthralled me. Some nights I would sit upon the balcony of our home, just watching the ships come and go through the harbor.
Galvanized with my love for the sea, I studied and trained hard to learn the ways of the modern ships. I even dressed as a male a few times and spent a couple of weeks a year working as one of the night hands on the ship of my instructor.
Nearly five years passed before Lorelai received a request from the council. She summoned me into her study once the messenger left.
"How can I serve you, my lady?" I spoke the words politely, knowing this was a formal summons.
"I have been summoned by Ra's to witness the evaluation of a new court member. I must leave on the morrow." Lorelai spoke the words in a matter of fact tone to me from her large desk.
I lifted my ears curiously. "Where will you be off to, my lady?"
"Seville, the capital of Spain. It is not far but I will be away for a minimum of a week," She sighed the words and shook her head. "I will not be placing any of you in charge officially, but please work in tandem with your brothers to maintain the home in my absence."
She saw the look in my eyes and watched me fidget on my feet before raising her hand. "What is it, sister?"
My large black tail wagged as I set her with a childish look. "May I accompany you? I wish to travel the ocean and see the city. Will it not be safer to go with a second to watch your back?"
Lorelai gave me an amused giggle and waved a hand. "Well... normally I would tell you I do not need protection. However, I do not wish to hear you yowl like a child and I could use the company... yes, you may join me."
My cheeks darkened and I folded my arms. "My lady! I am not some sulking child, I would have accepted your orders with grace and respect." I bit my lower lip and looked away awkwardly. "However, Thank you. I am thrilled you will allow me to accompany you."
"I'm happy to have you. Go tell your mate and spend a final night with him." Lorelai hummed the words and waved me off. "We leave upon the dusk of the following evening."
I wagged my tail furiously and gave her a respectful bow. "Of course!" I quickly exited the study to go tell Elias of the news.
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"Take care of yourself, my love." The white fox gripped my hands in his own while we stood before the carrack in the harbor.
"I will, know I will miss you and I will bring you a fetching bauble from Seville." I gave him a loving smile before we embraced and kissed.
"Okay love birds, let's go. I swear you two dogs act like you're newly wedded. How many years has it been now?" Lorelai pushed between us, then gripped my wrist, pulling me along to the boarding plank.
"See you in a week or so, my fox." I called out with a grin as I waved at the white fox while being pulled along.
"But seriously..." Lorelai called out to me as we stood at the stern of the ship, watching Ceuta slowly slip out of sight. "You two have been together for decades now, why not just start calling yourselves wed?"
I pursed my lips while leaning on the railing, my tail wagging slowly. "It hasn't come up, neither of us pines for another mate. It seems fine how it is."
"If it isn't broken, don't fix it?" The sheep asked me curiously.
"Something like that..." I frowned and watched the city dip out of sight and lowered my ears. "The dreams, they have been bad lately..."
"I wish there was something I could do, Sarnai... does it weigh upon you so?" Lorelai placed a hand gently to my arm while speaking.
"It does... it feels like the only way I would ever be free of them is to hunt down the monster that did that to my kind..." I showed my teeth and thrashed my tail in anger.
"That is so long in the past now, my sister... you must not let that consume you. You have a good life now, with a family, and a good fox." The sheep stood on her toes and moved to gently stroke at my ears and hair.
"I wish I could... but when it comes to me fresh almost every night... it is not something I can easily shake away." I sighed the words, my ears flicking at her petting. I lowered my stance to allow her to more easily reach my ears.
"The world is vast, my sister. Perhaps someday we can find a means to quell that blight upon your soul. I will strive to find a means as well." The sheep rubbed my ears lovingly while speaking to me as a mother would a child.
My cheeks darkened, the earplay starting to get to me before I gently pulled my head from her grip and smiled. "I truly do not deserve you, my lady. I pray we are always together." Lorelai smiled at my words but I saw a distant look in her eyes. I could only imagine how many times she may have been told such things in her life, or perhaps even how many of our now lost siblings had possibly said the same.
The sheep shifted her gaze to the horizon, looking upon the dark waters before us. "So, how has your sailing and seamanship been going?"
I nodded at the topic shift and looked over the water with her. "Very well, I feel confident I could effectively run both a ship and her crew."
"Impressive, you will have to show me some pointers later. These modern ships are all a mystery to me." The elder vampire gave me a playful grin, showing me her sharp teeth.
I lifted my ears excitedly and patted the railing. I was eager to show my knowledge off to my lady and began right away. "Well, this is known as the stern of the ship, it also may be called the aft, it's the rear of the ship. The front is typically called the bow and if you're facing the bow, the left side is known as the port, while the right would be the starboard..."
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It only took a handful of days to make our way to the city of Seville. It was the first major European city I had seen and though its size paled in comparison to Istanbul, it was still a thriving beautiful sight to behold. The architecture reminded me of a lot of the buildings I saw in Ceuta and made me wonder if that was the standard of most construction in this part of the world.
We found ourselves at a large mansion before being greeted and brought into the foyer by the massive bull I had seen at my own evaluation decades past. I gave a deep bow to him, lowering my ears and drooping my tail respectfully. "Lore Ra's, it is an honor to see you again." I spoke the words politely with my head lowered.
I heard a loud snort come from his nose before he waved a hand. "I am glad you are well, my sister. Especially after the tribulations your family has faced in recent years. Please, dispense of the formality until our council business begins, you are a guest in my home and I will not have it."
I lifted my ears and smiled, relaxing and folding my arms. "Thank you, brother."
"Tell me fox, when you exacted retribution upon the church in Moscow. How did it feel?" Ra's spoke the words curiously to me, folding his own arms.
"Ra's... she is not the one on evalu-" The sheep snapped her mouth closed as his large hand moved towards her in a gesture of silence. Lorelai scowled but held her tongue.
I frowned and gave a shrug. "If I'm being truthful? It filled me with joy and happiness to put them to the sword and burn their little cathedral to the ground. I only wish I could lay low scores more of them in retribution for our fallen brothers and sisters."
He grunted and rubbed his chin before pushing his palm over his large bald head. "I see that the decades have not quelled the madness in your heart for vengeance."
"What is the harm in taking pleasure upon the suffering of those that have wronged my family?" I showed my teeth in challenge, my tail cutting through the air in obvious agitation.
Lorelai spoke out to me sternly, "Sister, your words should be less-"
"Let her say her piece, Lorelai. I did welcome her into my home as a guest after all." The bull cut the sheep off once more. I saw the look of fury fill her eyes at being interrupted once more, but she simply clenched her teeth and looked away.
"I do not go out of my way to seek retribution and my lady is satisfied with the payment we enacted. I do not see the need for this dialog." I spoke the words pointedly and leveled the bull with a bored look.