Welcome back, my lovely reader~
If this is your first visit to the Blood & Carrots series,
STOP
go read the first one then 'Silverpaw' next, to get the best experience. This is a direct sequel and I
STRONGLY
recommend reading the first ones so you're not lost. Yes, my writing wasn't as polished back then, but you seriously do yourself a disservice if you move forward without knowing the story of the first two.
Take your time, I'll wait for you to catch up. :3
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And with that out of the way...
Welcome back, my lovely reader! I won't mince my words, this is gonna be a pretty drama-heavy chapter, but I think it'll also answer a few nagging questions you may have had. Oh, don't get me wrong, it won't answer alllll your questions of course.
Well, our lovely fox is going to have his paws full this episode, and not in that fun sexy way either! That's enough yammering from me though, let's jump right in!
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Episode 9:
A Death in the family
"Rachel! It is of no concern, please!" I reached for her with one hand as she had turned to storm off from me.
The vixen whirled upon me, pushed my hand away, and jabbed a finger squarely into my chest. "Mayhaps to you, Ryder! How do you think I feel? Do you ever stop to think how I feel?!"
She screamed the words at me, her sharp teeth showing as I saw the fury and tears in her eyes as she continued, "I turn an eye from your other lovers, I truly hold no jealousy in my heart over them, but... to be so starkly shown our differences..."
I clenched my teeth and looked away. Rachel had been stationed in the former city Lorelai's home was in. My lover and her sister, the one known as Sarnai, returned to exact retribution upon the church. The cathedral that was built upon the site of their former home had been burned down, the entirety of the clergy murdered and left in a heap in the street as a clear message. Rachel confronted them as they left the city and, well, the results were before me.
"Even had I my wings... I know I would not have compared, to feel such overwhelming strength, to know I compete with that for your love..." She snarled bitterly and my ears lifted at the words.
"You do not compete for my love, Rachel, none of you do! I love each of you in your own ways! There are things I adore that only you can give me, likewise with Lorelai!"
"Do you speak of me to her? Do you speak of the three of us?" She prodded the topic, her eyes narrowing, looking calculating as they shifted to gold.
"I do, I have no reason to hide any of you! I speak proudly of you, Toroah, and even Charlotte, despite Lorelai having a distaste for her!" I met her eyes and sharpened my gaze upon her, showing I'd not shirk away or avoid this topic.
Rachel scowled and clenched her teeth, averting her own eyes as they shifted back to blue. "Do you think she merely spared me as a gesture to you?"
"No. Lorelai is not some mindless killer. I feel she would have done the same to any of our kind so long as the option were there." I snarled and slammed my fist into the wall in the hallway we were in. "This is all that stupid ram's fault, he knew what he was doing stationing you there! I swear I'll take his head the moment your wings are returned!"
"Calm yourself, Ryder. I knew what I was signing up for, I knew my power would be diminished to that of a cadet's when I gave my wings up. This was merely a coincidence that-"
"No! He is conniving and has more at play here than he lets on! I wouldn't be surprised if he had a hand in that burning of their home nearly a decade past either!" I folded my arms, teeth showing as I snarled bitterly.
"You overestimate him. He is my commander, but he does not have the strategic foresight of Toroah or Ichiro. It is moot, I feel even with my wings, even if I were a first like you, I do not-"
"Rachel, look at what you attempt to compare yourself to. Lorelai is overwhelmingly powerful, even I would stand no chance and I already am and have been training as a first for years now! We are very much like their kind or any other, it takes time to grow power and Lorelai has seen much of it."
"How old is she, Ryder?" The vixen frowned and folded her own arms, giving me a curious tilt of her head.
"Even she doesn't know for sure. She said she can remember back as far as the fifth century, but has hypothesized she was even around a few centuries prior. She may have just been mindlessly stalking the wilds feeding and surviving."
"Gods... so easily a millennia or more... how could she not recall the time prior though?"
"You've dealt with your fair share of them as I have, Rachel. You know some of them become mindless to the hunger and lose all semblance of themselves. Apparently, her brother was once like that but managed to rein the hunger in. Perhaps it was the same for her, perhaps an intervention brought her to her senses."