I was wrong. As soon as I locked eyes with the leader, I realized that his eyes weren't cold at all.
They burned. They burned with a ruthless intensity that threatened to take my breath away. It was terrifying and unknown and deep and dark.
I'd never felt so alive.
I couldn't look away, I didn't want to, even though I felt like I was going to vibrate out of my skin.
*It's adrenaline. That's all it is, Lizzie. Adrenaline. The fear, the shock, the pain. There's a lot happening, and none of it's good. Get a grip. That look in his eyes isn't about you, it couldn't be. That kind of look never is.*
Even so, I tried to imagine what he saw when he looked at me, what it was that had captured his attention and prevented him from looking anywhere else. There was nothing remarkable about me. I was slightly taller than average, but 5'8" wasn't that unusual. Brown hair, brown eyes. Slightly crooked nose. I liked my cheekbones and my lips. If you had to reduce my body to a shape, I suppose it would be a sturdy hourglass, but it certainly wasn't on display: loose gray joggers plus an oversized UCSD t-shirt didn't do much for my figure.
There were plenty of more attention-grabby people around me, people with perfectly symmetrical faces and mathematically ideal figures. After all, the golden ratio was the golden ratio, no matter what galaxy you're from.
Maybe it was as simple as me being the only person in the room who looked back at him, who met his scrutiny head on. After all, he and his men were overwhelmingly intimidating. Tall, broad, and heavily armored, they loomed over us, and their navy blue skin made their golden eyes all the more jarring. Except for my guy.
*My guy? Since when is he "my guy"? Get it together, Lizzie.*
He was deep aubergine, and pale designs cut their way over his skin, designs that pulsed with light as he stared at me. He was also the only one of the group with hair on his head. It was black as pitch, a long braided mohawk. I wondered how long it was. I wished I was closer so I could see their faces better. The illumination from his skin wasn't enough to get more than a vague impression of a strong jaw and some kind of ridging along his cheekbones, nose, and forehead.
But his eyes. Those I saw perfectly, and I liked what I saw. I liked being seen by him, too. He didn't look at me with disdain, or pity. He looked at me with hunger. Something that should have concerned me considering I didn't know what his kind actually ate. Maybe we were on the menu, To Serve Man style.
*No, no, no. This isn't the Twilight Zone... At least, I don't think so. I certainly hope not...*
Nothing puts a damper on excitement quite like the possibility of being someone's literal dinner. It was enough to make me take yet another deep, deep breath, square my shoulders, and focus. These aliens were clearly dangerous, and their intentions were unknown. They were a potential threat, and I needed to remember that. I had to be on my game, ready for anything, no matter how arresting and stimulating their gaze.
The moment after I recentered myself, the leader tore his eyes away from mine with an obvious shudder and took a purposeful step further into the chamber.
Thuul knew she felt it, too- the connection, the pull, the desire. He knew it because of the way her eyes had widened upon meeting his, and how her chest heaved. He detested those things she was wearing. They obscured her from his eyes, and nothing about her should ever be hidden from him. He hated that she was so far away, that she was sitting on the hard and cold floor instead of laying in the middle of his bed. The thought made his blood rush, his manhood throb, and his markings pulse with his light.
He could tell that she was uncertain. He'd have been disappointed if she wasn't. Only a fool would be carefree given the situation, and his female was no fool. But he would conquer any doubts within her. He'd stroke her skin, stoke the fire inside her until it matched his own, and make her his.
He was a breath away from striding through the rest of the humans, all of whom were appropriately cowed by the squadron's presence, and capturing her when the female's waves drastically changed. Instead of heat, all of a sudden he felt an arctic chill. The fierceness, determination, and resilience were still there. He knew those would never disappear. They were too much a part of her. But it was as if she had taken a knife and severed their connection even as she continued to look at him. She had rejected him.