I paced around my cabin trying to find something else to focus on other than Thane's voice echoing in my mind. "It's very humid and rains every day. Our lungs can't deal with the moisture. Over time, the tissue loses its ability to absorb oxygen. It becomes harder to breath. Eventually we suffocate.", "The body is not our true self. The soul is. Body and soul work as one in a whole person. When the soul is weakened by despair or fear, we become disconnected.", "A start? That's... intriguing.", "Thank you for listening, Siha.", "I met another Siha. Few are privileged to meet even one.", "I confess. I've come to care for you.", "I look forward to the memories."...
I found myself on my knees breathless with need. If I were to go down and invite a crewman up to my cabin, it would turn into a huge disaster! It would be nothing but a distraction to the other members of the crew. I needed to satiate the desire before I endangered my crew on this suicide mission.
Gritting my teeth, I gathered up my towel and all but marched into my private shower. As the water warmed, I carefully undressed and folded my clothes perfect to regulation. I slid into the water making my skin slick. Closing my eyes, I lightly traced my fingers around my nipples. Picturing Thane's hands on me, I slipped two fingers between the lips of my pussy and began to grind the ball of my piercing against my clit. Moaning I called for Thane, the only person I knew who could satisfy me anymore.
Suddenly I heard a growl from behind me, "Siha!" Eyes flying open, I moved to face Thane. I wasn't quick enough, however, and he caught both my wrists. He pinned me facing the wall and I could feel his scales pressing against my naked skin.
"If you had wanted me this badly, Siha, then you should have come and gotten me!" His voice was fierce as he grazed his teeth into my shoulder. "I want to be the only one to pleasure you," he said as he traced the head of his dick up and down the crack of my ass, torturing me. "You've disobeyed me, Siha. Do I need to punish you?" He bit down harder making me cry out. He started to push the head against my tight virgin tunnel before I could protest.
"Thane! Wait! I've never..." I moaned as he flicked a finger over my clit barbell. He half groaned, half growled at me as my entrance squeezed the head of his dick. He started to inch in, sliding his huge member slowly back and forth, deeper and deeper. Then he hit my hymen. It almost felt as though everything froze except for the hot water of the shower.
"You're untouched," he hissed through gritted teeth. He seemed to be shaking with the control he was exerting to not just plunge so deep as to hit my womb. His fist slammed into the wall beside my head. The gasp came from my mouth before I could contain it making his shoulders slumped forward in self loathing as he slowly pulled out of me.
"Thane," my voice barely audible cracked with emotion. His hand covered my mouth so swiftly, that he slammed my body flush against him. His lips graze my ear as he whispered, "Stay silent!" I heard the footsteps outside the door to my bathroom. A draw of breathe is all it took for me to know it was Liara. Thane's member pulsed against my ass and lower back. He was so hard, his tip almost hurt as it dug into the skin of my waist. Liara seemed to hesitate as Thane began, almost unconscious, to nibble on my ear and grind his member against me. My body started to move of its own accord causing Thane to groan and hold me to him more fiercely.
Whatever Liara had wanted seemed to not be so significant. Her footsteps started to fade again as the water started to chill. Thane released me and turned the water off. I turned to face him to try to understand what was happening. He wrapped me in a towel before I could ask. "Please, cover yourself," he sneered as he stalked out of the bathroom stark naked over to my desk. I hesitantly approached him, fingers reaching for his lower back. I had never noticed the darker accents from his head stretched down in stripes over his shoulders. I wanted to trace every accent, every scar I could see that marred his taut back. As I felt my skin connect with the rough scales, the twitch in his spine was the only fore-warning I received. Thane whirled, his eyes glazed as they did when he slipped into solipsism. "Siha, I almost took you without your consent." He had me by my wrist and tossed me on the bed, "but you've been trying to seduce me ever since I joined your crew."
