I know him.
I've known him forever. The moment I gained awareness, he was there, swirling around in my thoughts. When I spoke, his voice answered me. He cherished me, he taught me, he pampered me in every way he could think of. Poured his power into me, gave me things, trinkets and clothes, anything I asked he would find a way to give.
Everything except my life. I was a full grown woman who had been nothing except pampered, I was lovely and beloved and beautiful, and I was sought after. I fell in love with another, I lay with him, when my heart couldn't stand refusal any longer, and the other's rage was great. I felt it, cold and hateful, so different from the fire my love gave unto me.
I feared revenge, though. I knew it would come eventually.
Time passed. I began to suspect he'd found another victim. Perhaps he had not forgiven me, but simply lost interest. I was only one out of many, after all. I was in no way unique.
But I was wrong. He came to me one day when my love wasn't there. I could feel his touch slithering up one leg as I lay on the bed, still dozing. That was new. While he had occasionally made his presence known to me by touch, it had never been so...intimate.
"Dejainel?" I asked, softly. The caress turned to pain, claws digging into my thigh and I screamed, but another hand covered my mouth and pulled me back against a cold body. I couldn't see anything. I have never set eyes on him. He caught my wrists and held them above my hand, but I noticed they were not held by something that felt like a human hand. More like...claws. Talons.
I struggled to speak, but then felt his tongue lick me, from my shoulder all the way up my throat. It was long and slime dripped down my body where it had been, and I shuddered.
[You do not enjoy my touch any longer?] He asked.
"I do not belong to you!" His hand moved enough for me to speak. "I'm with him now..."
[I have no care for him.] To my horror, as he spoke I could feel something slithering across the skin of my buttocks. I let out a yelp and jerked. He laughed, the sound skimming over my flesh.
"What-?" But he didn't let me finish. My hands parted, held out at my shoulders instead of together above me, and he forced me to my knees on the bed. A strip of fabric covered my eyes and then I could see nothing, but I could still feel him; holding my hands out, the thing working its way across my backside, his little kisses on the back on my neck.
I decided to try once more to speak to him. We had been beloved to each other once; he may remember and still end this.
"Dej-"
[You will not speak my name.] He said, and I felt fingers force their way into my mouth, holding my tongue down. I writhed, but I was no match for his strength. [You betrayed me. You promised me you would give yourself to me, and only me, and be mine forever, and then you lay with him. I will never forgive you.] His words were spoken with a quiet certainty, no hate in them now.
I wanted to scream, argue, plead. I made that promise when I knew nothing of the world but him. I swore to him when he was all I had ever encountered, ever thought to be. He had tricked me into thinking of him as my everything, and stolen it all away from me before I even knew what it was I had. How could he feel as if I betrayed him?
The thing on my butt slimed its way into my underwear. I thrashed, but his hold was absolute. He took his fingers out of my mouth and I felt the magic surrounding us. I could scream until my throat ripped itself to shreds; no one outside this room would hear my screams. I knew his magic well.
"You're going to...?" I couldn't even say the terrible word, but I could feel his intentions clearly.
[I am.] He confirmed, and the thing touched my clitoris. I scoffed. I was not so easily swayed. He could abuse me for as long as he liked, I would not call out to him.
I was not some damsel, reduced to a blushing puddle with only a touch. If he thought that was how the night would go, he'd be disappointed by the end of it.
But to my surprise, he did not violate me immediately, as I assumed he would. One of his hands groped for my breast, the other slipped down to join the...there was no other word for it. A tentacle was creeping around my body.
He slipped his finger into me as the thing coiled around my clit. His hand on my breast squeezed briefly, then his fingers found my nipple. Instead of grabbing for it, as I thought he would, he began to let his finger graze over the sensitive skin around it. With his fingers moving slowly and the tentacle touching everything but my clit, I felt anger well up within me. This wasn't fair! There was force, yes, but the talons holding my hands were they were had a gentle touch...only being tight enough I could not pull away. It would be better if he simply took me, ravaged me, because then I couldn't feel so...so hot.
"Fuck me, if you're going to." I spit out. He laughed.
[Does he not know how to tease you, like this?] He asked.
"Or do you not know how to fuck a woman? Have you ever done it?" I sneered at him. I wanted him angry, so he could hurt me and I could hate him. I didn't want this, this, this horrid slow seduction. It was almost as if he still cared...
He didn't rise to me bait. Instead, he gently probed me with two fingers, adding to the one already exploring, and found a particularly sensitive area. My head tipped back, involuntarily, as he massaged that part inside me, and I let out the tiniest of whimpers, and yet I could feel how satisfied that made him. Anger coursed through me, and sickness, but so did hot pleasure. I bit my lip in an attempt to stop any further sounds from escaping me.
His grip tightened and his fingers went deeper. I drew in a sharp breath, despite my resolution to not make another peep, and he laughed softly at me. How I hated him!
I could feel the tentacle, oozing slime all over my clit and curves. My underwear was soaked. It finally brushed against my clit directly, and I could feel the rushing in my ears as my body fought my mind to succumb to him. I gritted my teeth and distracted myself by biting my cheek. My teeth drew blood and he made a small, disappointed sound behind me, feeling that I had cheated him out of the thing he wanted so badly. He withdrew his fingers, letting the tentacle stay where it was, and I felt them being pushed into my mouth. I wish I could have fought him, but his raw strength far outweighed mine, so he made me taste myself. I could no longer bite my cheek, either, and biting his fingers did nothing; he only laughed at me a little more.
The thing brushed against my clit again, and I could do nothing. That feeling, that tightness, swept through me and I came, my body betraying me as I gasped out with the...how to describe this feeling? It was not pleasure, because I did not one bit of satisfaction. It was more like an automatic - yes, that was it. My body responded to the stimulus in a farce of an orgasm, but there was no joy behind it. It was empty and bland.
It didn't matter, though. I was wet, both because of my own fluids and because of his...tentacle. I felt a new thing then, hard and rod-like.
"I didn't even know...you had a dick." I snapped. This was false; not because I had experienced it before, but because he was male. It only stood to reason. It was just that I still hoping to goad him into anger. Of course, the effect was somewhat ruined since I was panting when I said it.
His patience, as it had always been, was near infinite. Instead that thing pulled my underwear down around my knees and the talons pulled me forward, his hands leaving me completely to push and bunch my skirts around my waist. This bared my backside to him completely, and while his dexterous limb continued to taunt my clit, his hands touched butt, roving over the flesh, pinching occasionally, but never hard. His shaft was nestled at my opening, but he didn't prod yet. He just let it lay there, uncomfortable and bothersome, as he stroked me into false pleasure once more. His little touches, his kisses, everything...was such a lie. And yet, my heart was beginning to beat faster, my body in rebellion of my mind. I growled and tried to struggle, to resist, perhaps break his hold or maybe just distract him.
He pushed into me then, and I screamed in frustration. I was more than a little angry to discover his entry was smooth due to the aforementioned wetness. I think the only reason it did not enrage me completely was because it was hard to remain focused on my anger when he was so distracting.
His cock entered me completely and I could feel it throbbing inside. This was no warm feeling, either; he was cold. His lips, his hands, that slimy tentacle and yes, even his member, all cold. It wasn't surprising. He was the Master of Cold Nights, of Ice and a few other things. He would not be warm or soft, in any respect of either word. I could feel my hair brushing across my shoulders as he began to thrust a little faster, grunting softly in my ear. His hands tightened around my hips as his force doubled, finally giving me the rage I'd wanted, but at the wrong time. I moaned, partially due to what he was doing and partially because my body played false against me. His knees pushed mine further apart to wedge himself ever deeper. My clothes, meanwhile, were being unlaced and I felt the bodice fall away, the fabric tear and my pure flesh was bared to his filth.
"Is this...what you'll...do?" I was trying to hide the sounds of zest in my voice, but he heard it anyway, the shameful thrill of the secret allure he was able to tempt my body into.