In this realm where time does not exist, memory is all that we have. I look around me, and as far as I can see, there is nothing but desolation. I hear the screams of the Damned and the laughter of demons. I see the shades of the most wicked men and women who have ever lived. All of these wicked souls come to my realm. From my palace, which some call Pandemonium, I see everything.
I step outside. My husband and son are far away from home, going about the family business. I love these two with all my black little heart. Anyone who attempts to harm them will suffer my wrath. If you think the wrath of a mortal woman is a dire thing to face, you should know that it pales compared to mine. I am Lilith, the Queen of Hell. I am immortal. All the demons, evil spirits, giants, monsters, dark angels and wicked souls do my bidding. By my husband's personal decree.
I walk through Tartarus. There, the souls of the most wicked abound. I see a woman who slaughtered her children and blamed it on insanity. Even in hell, such things are frowned upon. Myself, I am a devoted wife and mother. The idea that anything in the vastness of existence could harm my husband and offspring fills me with righteous anger. This woman is spending eternity in a lake of fire, tormented by some rather creative demons.
Further, I see a woman who was once a high-ranking politician's wife. Her husband was once ruler of the mightiest nation in the world. This woman sold her soul to the Devil so that she could rise to power in the world of men. She caused a lot of damage to the world in her day. Now, she is tormented by Astaroth, one of my most vicious dark angels. I see a man who destroyed the lives of countless men and women before taking his own life. He is in the very capable hands of Azrael, the fallen angel who once served Heaven as the angel of death, and now is head of security down here.
Yes, wicked men and wicked women. Manipulative female sociopaths who destroyed the lives of their families and friends. Psychopaths who went rampaging through the world. Politicians. Gangsters. Lawyers. IRS agents. Pimps. Prostitutes. Yes, so many of the wicked. All of them end up here. The dark angel Pyriel, my Minister of Torture delights in punishing them. Yes, we make sure the wicked get what they deserve. Evil women and evil men can escape justice in the world of men. Down here, there is no escape. Every deed, every thought, every feeling a wicked man or woman has ever even contemplated is seen by us as crystal clear. We know the heart of the wicked. We punish them well.
My duties as Queen of Hell keep me busy. This is not a job for lazy witches. Dark angels and other immortals will not respect me if I am idle. I know this all too well. When my husband travels outside of our realm, all authority rests in my hands. Like a proper wife, I look after my husband's affairs. He trusts me, and that trust is well deserved. I've got a good head on my shoulders. Matters of state must be attended to. The infinite realms we rule must be controlled. Order must be maintained. Once, though, I led a very different existence. Once, I was mortal, and earth was my home...it's been so long....yet I still remember.
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Lily Armstrong is the name. I was a police officer in Boston for twelve years but these days, I am retired. I saw too much corruption in the department. I had to leave. These days, I'm free as a bird. As a gal with a free spirit, I find that I have a lot of time in my hands. I've always been a bit different from those around me. In fact, I've often been called the African giantess. Maybe it's because of my long black hair, caramel-colored skin and pale gray eyes. I'm a strong black woman if there ever was one. At six feet tall and a respectable weight, I don't think a woman like me is anything to snort at. The story that I am about to tell you is one hundred percent true.
I had a very strange encounter with a strange man a while ago. It was a rainy day and the city was taking a serious beating from the torrent of waters falling all over the place. I've never been one to stay idle, even in lousy weather so I quickly found something to do. I was fixing my car in the garage when this drifter came calling. He was tall, easily taller than I was, but slender and pale-skinned, with black hair and pale gray eyes. Yes, he was a handsome one. He stared at me with eyes that were cold and yet somehow filled with pain.
The drifter identified himself as Luke. He wore a black leather jacket, over a gray shirt and blue jeans. He was very handsome, though not looking too hot right now. He was injured. Bleeding all over the place. In fact, he collapsed on my garage floor. I scanned the dark beyond my back yard. There was no car nearby. Where did he come from? I knew better than to take strangers into my home but this man was both unconscious and bleeding. I decided to help him. I took him out of the rain, and went to get my phone. Call up an ambulance and let them take care of him.
I couldn't get any reception thanks to the New England storm. So, I went to the medicine cabinet to see if there was anything I could use to help this poor bastard. When I opened his shirt, I saw several stab wounds. Jesus! How in hell was he walking with so many injuries? This man was going to die! I couldn't reach an ambulance and I also couldn't let him die in my house. What if his family decided to sue me? So much for being a good Samaritan. I found some alcohol and bandages. I went back to the couch, where the stranger's body lay. I proceeded to put on a pair of gloves, and patched him up.
The stranger did not move as I patched up his body. I did what I could, and decided to try calling an ambulance again. As I reached for the phone, I suddenly felt a presence behind me. The stranger had gotten up, and was now staring at me. I stared at him. Who was he? What did he want? As I looked for a weapon, he did the last thing I expected of him. He smiled and thanked me. His voice was deep and accented, though I couldn't quite place his accent. With that, he turned to leave...
I watched him head for the door. Conventional wisdom dictated that people with multiple stab wounds in the chest and belly area shouldn't be walking around. I stared at Luke, as the man called himself. Blood was still dripping from his injuries. I called after him and told him to stay while I called an ambulance. He turned around, and I saw through his unbuttoned shirt a sight that would forever remain in my mind. His chest was healed!