Always Be Careful Ch 04

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Sleep eluded me as the day went on. I was very content though, holding Gwen as she slept so peaceful in my arms. I could not remember the last time that I had shared my bed with someone or felt so content with my existence. My mind keeps wondering back to the dream and why Gabe would want my small one so much. It really didn't matter to me the more I thought about it, he couldn't have her. She is mine. I knew that a battle was coming and that I would protect Gwen with everything I had but it may not be enough. I couldn't bring myself to think of it as she started to stir in my arms.

"Alexander?"

"I'm here small one, go back to sleep."

"Why aren't you sleeping?" a sly smile came across her lips.

"Not tired."

"Is that it or is there something on your mind keeping you from sleeping?"

"To be honest with you it is a mixture of a lot of things."

"Well maybe if you talk to me about it would help."

"It's noting that you need to concern yourself with love."

"If it something that is bothering you it is something that I need to be concerned about. Alexander I care about you a lot. I don't know why I have only just meet you but I feel this pull to you like I should be with you all the time and if I am with you that I will be safe and loved. It's so strange I can't see myself anywhere but by your side."

"I don't know if you will be as safe as you think by my side Gwen." sorrow filled me as the words left my mouth but I knew it was true. Danger would always find her as long as she was with me. She would always be in danger, from me most of all.

"I don't believe that for a second Alexander I know that you will keep me safe."

"But can I save you from myself."

"What do you mean?

"Come on Gwen you are too smart to not realize that I am your natural predator. You are my food my life source. All it would take for me to turn on you would be a small lapse in my control and that would be it. I would attack and you would lose."

"I don't believe that for a second! You would have by now, I was covered in blood when you saved me and you didn't hurt me then."

"No I didn't, but it took all the control that I had not to. Your blood smells and tastes like the most heavenly thing that I have ever come across. You are special something about you is different."

"That's why you won't hurt me."

"I would never be able to live with myself if I ever harmed you."

"I know." her hand cupped my cheek as her eyes pleaded with me not to send her away.

"I may be sealing your death sentence by doing this but I could not stand to lose you or not to have you near to me. Even to save you I couldn't send you away."

"Even if you tried to send me away that doesn't mean that I would go. You are stuck with me Alexander for a long time."

"Oh Gwen I hope that you are right." leaning in close to her I could smell her sent it was intoxicating to me. All of the scents of the perfect summer day filled me. I could hear her heart start to race the closer I got to her. Without even knowing it my fangs had shown themselves. Fear filled her eyes.

"See deep down you even know that I am a danger to you."

"It's not that at all."

"Then what is it?"

"I am nervous, excited and wanting for your kiss your touch your love." her words shocked me.

"Do you love me Gwen?" the silence seemed to last forever. Suddenly she spun me over straddling my lap.

"I have never felt about anyone the way I feel about you Alexander. Love always seems to elude me but I feel like I could be in love with you. I mean I am here with you in the same bed knowing what you are and what you could do to me but still all I can think of is being close to you. Last night in the dream, when I watched you die I died with you. I do not throw my love around lightly so me saying I love you is a really big deal I am not saying that I do or don't love you I am just saying something is pulling me to you I want to know more about you and if love is what this is then it was worth the wait to find you." her words fell on me like a ton of bricks. How could I condemn the one thing that means the most to me?

"I understand Gwen and for now that is all I need you to say." in a blur I rolled her under me. Our lips crashed together with such force. The small moan escaping her mouth let me know that she was enjoying the kiss. Breathless words left her mouth as I pulled away.

"Please Alexander I need you."

"Gwen I could really hurt you I don't know if I have the strength to control myself."

"I know you won't hurt me, please after everything I need you to show me that I am still worth loving." a lone tear fell down her cheek.

"Gwen, you are worth loving and I will make him pay for what he has done to you, I promise."

"Please Alexander." she was pleading with me.

My hands slowly moved down her sides feeling her tiny frame in my shirt was amazing. The whole time her eyes never left mine. Reaching the bottom hem of the shirt I slowly traced my fingertips up under the shirt and across her stomach. Her skin was so silky smooth under my hands. I could feel the ragged breaths that she took as my hands moved over her body. My hands found their way to her breasts as goose bumps covered her skin. Firmly holding both of her breasts in my hands I could feel my control slip as her nipples hardened under my palm. As I started to flick her hardening nipples with my fingers her body rived under me longing for more of my touch.

"Please Alexander I want to feel you." her words set a fire in me. Slowly pulling my hands from under her shirt reaching the hem to pull it over her head. There she was in all of her glory. She was beautiful better than what I could have ever pictured. I was speechless at the sight of her body. The paleness of her skin how perfect near breasts was shaped, even the baldness of her center. I was silent as I just looked her over taking in all of her beauty.

"Alexander, is something wrong?" her small voice brought me back to her and I could see the worry in her eyes.

"No Gwen, everything is perfect, you are perfect." her eyes relaxed as I pulled my shirt off. Reaching her hands up to feel my chest I could feel her warmth against my cool skin. Letting her fingers linger as she felt every inch of my exposed skin.

"You feel so cool."

"I'm sorry." I started to pull away but as her legs wrapped around my waist I knew she had other plans.

"I like it." rapping her hands around my neck pulling herself up to my face she kissed me so tenderly. As her passion grew I could smell her want and need to have me.

"Gwen you need to be sure that this is what you want. If we go any farther I may not be able to stop." as her eyes moved down my body that stopped at the bulge in my pants.

"I want you Alexander. I want all of you. A wicked smile came to her face as I started to undo my pants. She ran her hands down my chest and stomach before I could grab them and stop her.

"Please go slow Gwen it has been so long and I am having a hard time being a good boy."

"Then don't be a good boy Alexander, be as bad as you want I can handle it."

"Choose your words wisely small one." looking upon her with blood red eyes and my fangs.

"Take me Alexander and when you do bite me, I want to feel what it's like."

"You ask too much Gwen."

"I only ask for what I know you already want." she was right I wanted to take her and just as she crashes around me to sink my teeth into her and taste her pouring into my mouth.

"As you wish small one." I knew this was going to take all of my concentration but I could deny her nothing.

My pants pooled around my feet as I stepped out of them. I could see the worry in Gwen's eyes as she gazed at my rock hard manhood. I couldn't help but feel pride in myself when she mouthed the words wow. I measured in at 11 inches long and 6 inches in girth.

"I have never seen one that big, I don't think it will fit Alexander."

"As long as you relax everything will be ok. I will not hurt you." she smiled as I walked toward her. Kneeling between her legs I couldn't help but lick my lips. Her sent hit me in the face and oh what a wonderful sent it was. Placing a hand between her legs spreading her open for me. Gently running a finger up and down her slit going deeper and deeper into her with each pass. Her squirming was letting me know that she was enjoying the way I touched her. As I reached her core I plunged one finger into her moist wanting cave. A small whimper escaped her as I slowly moved in and out of her. She was so tight around my finger I could wait to feel her stretch around my cock. As I curled my finger inside of her, pulling it in and out of her depths my mouth found her magic button. As my tongue flicked at her I could feel her body quiver under me. I couldn't stand it any longer I needed to taste her to feel her writhe below me to have her scream my name and be mine. As I pulled my finger from her I replaced it with two and my mouth engulfed her clit. As I trusted in and out of her my tongue flicked and my mouth suckled all of her juices.

I was losing control I needed to finish this before Gwen got hurt. I bit down on her clit and she crumbled around me. Shaking and moaning as I pulled my fingers from her. I could see the disappointment in her eyes as I moved up her body. As I rubbed my hardness against her soft pink center I kissed her deeply. Breathless she pleaded with me.

"Take me Alexander I can't stand it anymore please!"

With that I started to enter her. She was so tight around me and I did not wish to harm her so I went slowly into her. Stopping every few inches to give her a chance to adjust to me, soon I was half way in. I felt her push against me urging me to go faster. Soon I had but one last trust to make and I would be all the way in. looking in her eyes I could see the want and need growing. With one last hard thrust I was fully sheathed in her. A moan of both pleasure and pain left her lips as I started to move in her slowly. My hands playing with her nipples as I moved within. Soon I was moving faster and harder against her as she rose up to meet my thrusts. I could feel her breaths coming quicker as I moved. I pulled all the way out of her only to plunge back into her in one hard thrust.

"Harder." she commanded me and I could deny her nothing. Harder I thrust into her body. She was so tight I was not going to last much longer. One hand stayed at her breast rolling her nipple between my fingers as the other moved down to her clit. I started to roll it between my fingers. Gwen's eyes started to cloud with her lust as I continued to gain speed with my pounding and my playing with her clit. Soon she was painting and calling my name.

"Oh god Alexander I am going to cum!" those words were music to my ears as I continued to pound her harder and faster. I could feel her tighten around me as I bent into her neck. Just as she screamed my name my teeth sunk into her neck sending her back over the edge.

She was painting in my arms as her blood flowed into my mouth and down my throat. It tasted 100 times better that it had before laced with her pleasure. Something inside me snapped as I felt my ferial beast rise to the surface. As I sucked harder on her neck feeding my need I moved faster and harder inside her. I could feel her tapping on my shoulder but I couldn't stop she was mine, all mine. Her whimpers fell on death ears as I continued to take what I wanted and needed from her body. As I came undone inside her some of my strength and concentration returned to me and I heard the voice weakly calling to me.

"Please Alexander stop, I know you can do It." she still had such faith in me it was amazing. As I pulled away her tiny body scampered into the corner of the room and huddled into a shaking ball.

"Oh Gwen what have I done?" shame filled me as I saw how scared she was of me. Gathering a blanket from the bed I moved to her. The wound on her neck was still bleeding as I turned her head to lick it closed I noticed a small puddle forming on the floor.

"Gwen?" she slowly lifted her head to smile at me as I draped the blanked around her. Her heart beat was slow but steady. I had taken too much from her.

"Gwen I am so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you."

"Shh Alexander I am fine just a little tired is all. You were amazing."

Pulling her into my arms I could feel her cool skin against my cheek as I scoped her up but as I carried her across the room I felt her body go limp in my arms. Placing her on the bed trying to wake her.

"Gwen...Gwen wake up...Gwen?!?"

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"So, do you have a plan?" the man sitting in my hotel room finally spoke. His voice was deep and husky. His long wavy black hair fell over his face as he starred at the floor of the room.

"The way I figure it the blood sucker will be asleep during the day so that is when we would want to go for her. Even if he would be awake or wake as we were there he would be much weaker than if we attacked at night." Silence filled the room as the men pondered. Finally the man looked up to me; his face was covered in ruff stubble from a forming beard. Nodding in agreement with me.

"That sounds like the only option we really have. I recommend that we all get some rest."

"Agreed. Your friend dose not says much does he?"

" I'm sure he would say a lot more if Gabe had let him keep his tongue." a smirk fell across his face as he and his partner left my room and went onto the room next to mine.

I just had to stop and wonder where and the hell Gabe had found these two men. Shaking my head as I closed the door to my room, sometimes its better not to know.

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The warmth of the suns raises against my skin slowly work me from a nights rest. Not wanting to get out of bed yet I pulled the covers over my head to block out the light. A voice called to me through the house.

"Gwen, honey it's time to wake up. You're going to be late for school if you sleep any longer." the voice was sweet and oh so familiar to me. Springing up in the bed I saw that I was in my old room. The sun was pouring in my bay window next to the desk that I did my homework at every night. A chill ran up my spine as my bare feet hit the cool hardwood floor. Trying to avoid the squeaking boards in the floor I made my way down the old stairs that lead into the kitchen. There I saw a woman with long silver hair humming as she cooked. Slowly walking closer to her, I could not believe my eyes had it all been some horrible nightmare? Was I really home?

"It's not nice to sneak up on people, even if it is your birthday Gwen." the woman turned to face me with a plate of pancakes. My heart froze in time as my eyes meet hers.

"Oh grandma!" without even thinking I charged at her raping my arms around her. Holding her tight I could smell the all too familiar smell of roses. She always smelled of roses.

"Gwen what has gotten into you?" tears were forming in my eyes as I released her from the embrace.

"Nothing grandmother I am just so lucky to have someone like you." her hand cupped my cheek I could feel her wrinkled skin against my cheek but I could also feel all of the power in just her hand.

"It is good to see you to child. I have missed you so."

"What is this dream?"

"I guess you could call it that Gwen but I am here with an important message for your child."

"How can this be? This has to be a dream I mean you have been gone for so long gram."

"Now after everything that has happened to you in the last few days you have trouble believing that I am here with you but no trouble at all with the vampire?" I could hear the sarcasm in her voice mixed with a little bit of hurt.

"It's not that gram it's just that this is a lot. I have so many questions and no one to answer them."

"When the time is right all of your questions will be answered Gwen I promise. Come sit with me." Gram lead me out of the kitchen and onto the front porch where the old green barn swing hung. Soon we were swinging on not saying a word as she gently stroked my hair as she had done so often when I was a child. Gram was the first to break the silence.

"Gwen I want you to know how very proud I am of you honey." I couldn't bring myself to say anything not wanting to wake from this wonderful dream that I was having.

"I have some things to tell you that you may have a hard time believing but I need you to. It's for your own safety that I am here."

"What do you mean my safety?"

" words cannot say how sorry I am for everything that has happened to you Gwen and the things that will happen to you make my heart heavy but you must know that it is all for a reason. You may not see the reason now but you will see the big picture someday. I could feel the bile rise in my throat as I thought about the dark room with the man.

"What are you talking about gram? What is going to happen to me?!" I started to feel panicked but as soon as that feeling had crept into me it was gone.

"Calm down Gwen you are safe here no one will get you here."

"But as soon as I wake up im fair game?!"

"You are something special Gwen you know that don't you?"

"I know that there is something about me that some bad men want but what it is I have no clue."

"You have power within you that they desire. With your help they hope to make a hell on earth, and you could make that happen.

"How?"

"As a child had you ever wondered why your parent was so hard on you. Why they pushed you harder than any of the other parents and why they were so strict with you?"

"They had control issues is all I could figure."

"Well that may be but it was something more. They were not your real parents; they took the task of protecting you as you grew up."

"What are you talking about im adopted?"

"Your real mom and dad were killed in an accident that was meant to claim all three of your lives but you survived. You were just a baby but your power was so strong."

"What power?!"

"Well if you would just stay calm I am trying to tell you Gwen." her hand smoothed my hair behind my ear as she continued.

"Your father was a great general in a glorious army. One day he was on leave from the battle field a much needed vacation he would say. That's when he saw your mother. She was beautiful with her long blond hair framing her pale face. From the moment he saw her he knew that he would give up anything for her. Wanting to keep her safe he knew that they would have to keep their relationship a secret from everyone. So the years passed when your father had leave time he would return to your mother. Each time he left her it felt like a part of him was being torn to shreds but it was all he could do to keep her safe. Many times he had thought about never returning to her just letting her go to find someone that would not have to keep her a secret but he couldn't bring himself to stay away from her. A great war had broken out and your father was called to the front lines to fight. Being the solider that he was he went off into battle without hesitation. Sword in hand he vanquished the foes that had threatened the kingdom that he defended. Months passed as he was away at the front, your mother started to worry as the days passed with no word. The final battle was won and your father was called before his king. The king offered him anything that he wanted as a thank you for defeating the enemy. There was nothing that your father wanted more than your mother. He told his king about the love that he had found while on leave and how that is what he wanted more than anything to never have to fight again, marry and live a simple life with her. The king hated to see your father leave knowing that they would never see each other again. "