Mostly, I remember floating.
There was a cool rush around me, and that was what prompted me to open my eyes. When I realized I was no longer in my bed, but instead was suspended in the air above my quiet, suburban street, the first thing I felt was not panic.
Mostly, I thought everything was a dream. Mostly, I thought it was unreal.
But when the flashes of light started coming closer to my face, something inside me snapped. Fear gripped me, and I covered my eyes to shield them from the red beams.
My dark hair dangled underneath me. What was keeping me up? How was this possible?
Slowly, I started to rise. A loud mechanical sound filled the space around me. It was all I could hear. Higher and higher I started to move, closer to the noise and the lights, and then an odd hum took over. It spilled into my ears, thick and overwhelming. I tried to block out the sound with my hands, but it was too loud.
I had just opened my mouth to scream when some sort of mask was placed over my lips and nose. I inhaled, despite my better judgment, and the bitterness filled my lungs.
Then there was just darkness.
**
Three Years Later
I slid slowly off the top bunk, my bare feet landing on the floor with a soft thud. When I glanced over at Sam, she was still sound asleep, her strawberry blonde hair splayed out around her face.
She was lucky she got to sleep in. I was on the early shift at the cafeteria for the foreseeable future. It was all thanks to an unfortunate incident at my previous work out on the quad, involving a poorly timed nap, a fresh litter of pexidons, and an unlocked cage.
I shimmied into my pale green jumpsuit, slicked my hair back into a bun, and covered my head with the hairnet. It was not the most flattering ensemble, but I kept reminding myself that it could be worse. I COULD be in janitorial services, scrubbing latrines and floors.
Our living quarters were on the fourth floor of the station. Normally, I'd take the stairs to work, allowing me a chance to peek out through the huge windows on each level. But I was already a couple minutes behind schedule, and I couldn't be late.
I got into the elevator and made my way down to the bottom floor where the cafeteria and rec rooms were. My coworker, Dina, was already in the kitchen, along with the droids who prepared most of the actual food.
"Morning, Lily," said Dina, sounding wearier than usual.
The cafeteria (or food station, as the aliens called it) was a huge stainless-steel room, with massive windows overlooking the quad. Long tables filled the space, which was currently empty and quiet but would soon be chaos.
"You ready?" Dina asked, handing me over a stack of napkins and a big bin of cutlery.
We headed into the seating area and set the tables and buffet. It was no secret that these tasks could easily be completed by droids. It wasn't like Zonis didn't have enough resources to bring in more.
Not that I should have been begging to have my job taken away. I saw what happened to the other humans who became redundant. They got taken to the Outer, probably to do hard labor for next to no coins.
No, I had it pretty easy here, in comparison.
"What's wrong?" I asked Dina. We were back in the kitchen now, preparing the buffet station with the food that the droids were now serving up. "You seem off."
"Homesick. Can you believe I've been here five whole years? Chicago seems like a distant memory." She gave me a weak smile. At 40 years old, Dina was about a decade older than me, but honestly, she seemed much older. That's what happens when you're abducted by aliens who take you back to their home planet to work and live a slow, monotonous life among creatures both dangerous and strange.
"I heard that Victoria smuggled some entertainment modules from one of the rec rooms," I said conspiratorially, leaning in with a smile on my face. "Maybe we can get her to share with us tonight. Could be fun. Do you still have that bottle of Moxie?"
Dina bit her bottom lip and looked around to make sure the droids weren't listening. "My cell, seven o'clock."
The sky was hazy and orange by the time everyone began filtering into the cafeteria. The smell of cooked meat and green rixweed filled the air, along with the pungent odor of artificial eggs. I found it completely nauseating, but the aliens seemed to love it.
Our station was one of the few on Corinox. Most of the planet was uninhabitable, thanks to a widespread fungus. Several small towns were spread out on the eastern hemisphere, and those areas tapered off into the Outer, which was a circle of forest and farmland dividing the cities from the decaying fungal zones.
Corinox was mostly an industrial planet, and it was mostly male. Our station only housed male aliens, while the other two stations contained a mix, although the ratio was still unbalanced.
I watched the males dig into their breakfasts, their teeth gnashing into the meat, spit flying from their mouths. The energy, as usual, was aggressive, hostile, and horny. The males often leered at Dina and I or made rude gestures as we passed.
"That one right there tried to grab my ass the other day," said Dina, nodding to one of the orange-skinned aliens seated at the table closest to the buffet. "Fucking pervert."
"Don't you know? We're the kitchen helpers AND the entertainment." I rolled my eyes.
The station was home to several breeds of aliens, although the most common were the Barbonis (the aggressive, orange-skinned males) and the Omikins (the gentler, teal-skinned males.) I had experienced my fair share of groping and touching since coming to Corinox, and it was something I had come to accept by this point.
"Ladies, ladies," said a silky-smooth voice suddenly appearing in the kitchen. "How goes the kitchen?"
Dina and I both turned to face Zonis, the station president. He was a few years older than Dina, a slender man with sleek dark hair and blue skin pocked in glittery scales. His eyes were all one color--two orbs an eerie shade of icy gray that made me think of winter. A language box was attached to the front of his robes, a small device that allowed his native alien tongue to translate to English as he spoke.
"At 11:00, I'll be giving a station tour to a business owner from Prim. He's looking to make some investments, so I need everything to be immaculate. Is that clear?"
As if to prove his point, Zonis ran his finger over the lipped edge of the prep table, finding it covered in a thin layer of grime.
"I wish you'd told us sooner," mumbled Dina, looking around the kitchen.
Zonis closed the space between him and her in a few steps and took Dina by the chin. His long, scaly fingers held her face straight-on as he sneered at her.
"When the station has been handed over to our investors and they begin replacing all of you disgusting humans with droids, I'll make sure you're the first to go."
My heart sank to my stomach. I had known this was coming. There was no reason to keep us humans around when droids were more efficient and required less space and upkeep. I had a sneaking suspicion that the only reason Zonis even staffed humans at this point was so the aliens could fuck us whenever they wanted.
I'd heard rumors around the station that this happened, although I had never witnessed it myself. But Sam had said that a girl she worked with in the aviary had been pulled aside for a week of sexual services with a particularly brutal and angry Barbonis.
After Zonis left the kitchen, I was horrified to see that Dina was crying. Thick tears slowly slid down her freckled cheeks. I could tell that this place had broken her.
"I used to be something, you know?" she sniffed. "Did you know I had a baby?"
All the color drained from my face. Dina was normally a private person, so I didn't know much about her. "No," I said quietly. "That's... that's awful, Dina. I'm so sorry."
"Why do you think they took us?" She looked at me with her watery blue eyes. "Why were we selected? I just want answers. I think that's the hardest part."
I had thought about this quite a lot since my abduction and had never found out why. Part of me didn't want to know. It all felt so sinister, and I liked keeping hold of whatever ignorance I could.
I didn't have any time to comfort Dina, because we had to get to work cleaning up after the breakfast rush. The males had hurried off to their jobs, and Dina and I had to cart all the dishes to the industrial dishwasher. But it was not sized correctly for the number of plates we served at meals, meaning Dina and I had to wash a lot of them by hand.
We worked tirelessly, making the kitchen as pristine as we could for our guests.
Then, at exactly 11:00 a.m., Zonis burst into the cafeteria, followed by two suited alien males. I had never seen males quite like them, with two short stumps on their head in place of horns or antenna. Their eyes took up a massive space on their rounded faces. Their skin was a strange fleshy color that could have been almost humanlike were it not for the glossy sheen that gave them the appearance of being wet.
Dina and I kept busy in the kitchen, watching as Zonis gave them the grand tour.
"And this is our kitchen staff at the moment, Dina and Lily." Zonis held out his hand as the two guests looked at us with their bulging eyes. "As you can see, we also have two droids who prepare all the food."
"We will certainly need to get our hands on more than two," said one flesh-toned alien to the other.
I grabbed a rag and began to scrub one of the stainless-steel countertops, listening as the three males talked in hushed voices. I swore I overheard them say something about "elimination." Were they talking about us? About the humans?
I must not have been paying attention, because suddenly, my arm slipped, causing a pile of trays to clatter to the floor. Several of them landed on the feet of one of the fleshy guys.
Zonis's eyes began to bore into me. I could see the anger forming on his lips, which had pulled into a straight, stiff line.
"Lily," Zonis said, his voice eerily calm. "Please apologize to Feralt."
"I'm so sorry." My voice was hushed as I looked at the alien. His chest was puffed up, and it was a scary sight.
"Zonis, let's just continue, shall we? I think we've seen enough," said the other alien, much to my relief.
I watched as they left the kitchen, but I had a feeling it wasn't going to be the end of hearing about my screwup.