Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consensual or reluctant sex.
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Ailva sat with her legs crossed in the Seer's hut, and fidgeted there. Her long, blood red hair was braided and fell down her back. Her pale skin almost glowed in the candle light. She wore a simple leather tunic and pants, neither of which did much to hide her most embarrassing assets, a pair of large breasts and wide, birthing hips. Those things had always earned a few mocking comments from the men in the training field, but that didn't matter because today she was going to prove them all wrong.
The Seer sat across from Ailva. She was an old woman with skin that was like worn leather. Her hair flowed down her frail form in a flooding river that had turned grey long ago. However, her eyes, when Ailva had seen them, were bright blue and as sharp as an arrowhead. They twinkled in the flickering light, they showed boundless wisdom.
Now those eyes were closed though, and the Seer quietly hummed to herself as she still held the clay cup. She had taken the tea, brewed from the madding grass that grew up on the mountains. She was seeing into all possible futures to select Ailva's profession, now that the woman had finally survived her eighteenth winter.
Ailva twitched again and tried to stop herself from speaking up. She wasn't nervous, but rather excited to get this over with. Her whole life she had wanted to be a hunter, like Shora, the beautiful and deadly woman who had practically been her mother. She trained her whole life for that singular purpose alongside many of the boys of her village. They had been helpful and supportive of her until her traitorous body started to develop.
Their comments had turned cruel, and while they refrained from ever touching her they often made moves like they were going to. Some of them bragged about getting her in their beds with nothing but a few sweet words. Of course those were all lies, her purity remained intact, but the other boys believed the stories and without stripping she could do little to disprove the stories. They only spread further with time as more and more guys bragged about getting her, eager to seem just as cool as their friends. There were murmurs that she should be relegated to a Breeder, instead of a hunter. A humiliating role not filled for three generations, and saved only as punishment for wanton sluts who couldn't control their own libidos.
She had been worried that Seer might've heard these rumors and let it affect her judgement, but those cool eyes destroyed those fears. This woman was smart, worldly, and Ailva was sure she could see the truth. She would proclaim Ailva a hunter and the young woman would prove all of them wrong and fools.
Finally the Seer opened her eyes again, and Ailva nearly bounced in her spot, here it was! She got her lip, tempted to speak up but her manners got the better of her and she let the older woman reveal her truths, uninterrupted.
"Ailva," the woman's voice was weak and dry and yet held power over the young woman, "you are truly a special case. I have seen into your futures and I have never before seen such potential. You would be unmatched as a hunter, any goal you set your mind to would be within your reach. You would surpass even the old legends of those great warriors who built our village. You would become a queen of this land, carving out a legacy and shaping the culture of this land for the rest of time itself."
Ailva couldn't stop herself from bouncing in place now, and the only thing that stopped her from speaking was her excitement. This was it, the destiny she always suspected she had. Weirdly, the thing she focused on wasn't the massive power she was told she'd have, but rather the simple fact that she would finally be accepted again and with such a fate the rumors would certainly die down. She moved forward slightly, ready to take the Seer's hand and thank the older woman.
"But," the Seer cut in suddenly, "change isn't always good. You have to understand that you'd reshape not just our village, but the whole valley, maybe more. You would destroy our culture, even if you didn't mean to. Our very way of life."
Ailva finally found her voice which sounded weak and pathetic in the small, dimly lit hut, "what're you trying to say?"
The Seer took a deep breath through her nose and let it out through her mouth. "You must find your satisfaction elsewhere. There is more to life than hunting and trophies. It may not be as glorious but there is a simple, happy life waiting for you here."
Ailva was shaking and she couldn't tell if it was from anger or shock, maybe both or even neither. She closed her eyes and tried to collect her thoughts. She felt as if she might shatter at any second. She eventually managed to find her voice and it even sounded stronger than last time, at least to her own ears.
"So, what're you saying? That I should become a weaver, or a teller? Content myself as a village wife?"
The pause from the Seer seemed to stretch on forever before she replied. "No, such a simple life would eventually bore you, I've seen it. You would sneak out to hunt and that would be the rolling of a pebble which starts an avalanche."
"So then what?" Ailva tried her best not to think about it, surely this woman wasn't suggesting...
"Breeder." The old woman said with a note of finality. "It is the only thing that would let you be happy, content enough here to- Ailva please listen to me."
But it was too late for that. The young woman was on her feet, staring down at the old woman. Tears were in her eyes though she kept trying to blink them away. She was an idiot to trust the Seer. To think that she'd be beyond the prejudice that had been spreading through the village for years. No, Ailva's reputation had been forever tainted by a few horny idiots.
"Ailva-"
She didn't listen. She turned and sprinted out from the hut and into the village. She saw a half dozen of her peers who had been waiting for their turns to talk to the seer. The men, the future hunters all leered at her as if they had heard what had been said, as if they knew what was best for her. She couldn't stand those glances. She ran to her tent.
Ailva collapsed inside it and just wanted to fall asleep, to convince herself that this was just a bad dream. Then she heard the loud ringing of the bell, the warning signal. She jumped up into a crouch, what was going on? Was there an attack? And then it hit her like a charging bull.
"That traitorous bitch."
It was the Seer, she was sure of it. That woman would tell them all of Ailva's prediction. They'd want to hold her until morning, stop her from going out. They might even assault her, take her clothes off. Ailva's cheeks turned pink and another certainly came over her at that moment.
"This is it."
She was right now at the crossroads of her life. If she let them capture her, and hold her, then by morning she'd accept the Seer's prediction. She'd resign herself to a life of being used by the village hunters, pleasuring them while wishing for her own freedom. She couldn't see herself as truly happy in that life, but the shame and self-hatred would probably keep her there until she was too old to either breed or hunt anymore.
Her eyes flicked to her bow and quiver where they lay right next to her bed. That was her other option. Screw the village, go out and do what she loves anyway. She doubted that if she ran now she would ever be welcomed back, not even if she came back with the largest beast any of them had ever seen.
The choice should've been hard. The village wasn't just filled with her friends, it was her family. She had grown up alongside all of them. She had mourned alongside them, and laughed with them. She had never before imagined life outside the village, never wanted to.
But then she thought back to the years of humiliation. The rumors that everyone seemed to believe. How growing up with her meant nothing when a cocky teenager, still trying to hide his acne, said she offered to do the dirtiest things imaginable when no one else was listening. No one stood up for her, the most they ever did was tell the boys to shut up.
"Fuck them."
Ailva grabbed her bow and quiver, and ran from the village. The warriors had already formed a perimeter around the wall, but they were spread too thin and honestly seemed bored at the thought. As if she wasn't a worthy opponent for them. Watching them yawn and idly chat with each other made Ailva's blood boil as she studied their patrols from the shadows.
In less than half an hour Ailva had found an escape route and slipped out of the village and into the woods, ready to start her new life.
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A few hours after she left her village, Ailva sat on the ground and asked herself what she was doing. She had no food, no tent, she even left her knife back inside the village. She only had her uncomfortable leather clothes, a bow, and roughly a dozen arrows. However, despite this, there was no urge for her to go back. She had made her decision.
Suddenly, Ailva heard twigs snap behind her, deeper in the woods that now surrounded her. She grabbed her bow, notched an arrow and rolled to hide under a bush, leaving the quiver behind. She waited as the sounds of breaking branches only got louder and more frequent. She heard the pounding of hooves on dirt. There was a herd coming her way.