I let out a small moan as I wake up. How did I end up in my bed? Sudden flashbacks of last night fill my mind. I don't remember everything, but it is enough to grasp the situation. From the light passing through the blinds, I guess the sun has risen long ago. A quick glance at my watch tells me it is way past noon, a few hours from sunset. What the hell! I can't possibly have slept this much... I don't feel feverish anymore. How could I go from being unable to process any thought to feeling perfectly well? Was it the hypothermia or something dwelling in the cirque? Things don't add up... I get out of bed and change clothes to wear something warmer.
"Good afternoon sweetheart. Quite the long sleep, wasn't it?" My mom says to me while she prepares herself to go to work.
"Yeah," I respond. "I- uhm," I stop to scratch the back of my head. "I got real sick during the return trip. Don't know from what, though." It's better not to tell her I paid a visit to the cirque.
"Hope you're feeling better now. However, next time, try to not leave your rifle on the passenger's seat."
I easily feel her annoyance through those words. A mistake like this could easily cost us our place on this outpost. I look down and answer quietly, "It won't happen again..."
"I'm sure it won't," she says austerely. Mom approaches me and drops a kiss on my forehead. "This doesn't mean I don't love you, honey." With an affectionate smile, she looks me in the eyes before opening the front door and leaving. And there she goes for two weeks; miners don't have an easy life. I stretch my arms and start preparing breakfast. Maybe dinner would be more appropriate?
I take the first ration I find and heat up the meal. It doesn't taste good, nor bad, but it prevents me from starving. I think back to what the manager told me yesterday. Should I really pay the doc a visit? I feel fine today... There must have been some benign disease infecting the water, and officials didn't want to manage an outbreak, no matter how quickly it resolves. Obviously, you always remember the bad times incorrectly, thinking it wasn't so bad after all, but even after what I went through, I am ready to go back to the cirque and enjoy another bath.
The turquoise waters, the gentle breeze, the lush vegetation... The enticing animal orgy. Wait, what? I furrow my brows in confusion and try forgetting this thought, in vain. Something heats up near my groin. Why am I fixating on this over everything else?! Seeing all those creatures, particularly the reptiles, savagely fucking each other to no end... Their sleek and glossy pink shafts, shaped to perfection in the pursuit of impregnation. Flawlessly curved to fill the female's vaginal cavity... I feel my pussy suddenly twitch. No. I vigorously shake my head in the hopes of putting a stop to this sickening string of thoughts.
My face reddens as I see my reflection in a window. Stop gushing about random beasts' cocks, you're not a freak! I clear my throat and throw the ration's packaging into the recycling bin. I stop to look at myself in a mirror. My hair isn't in the best condition. I should probably cut it; it's getting way too long for me. Something catches my eyes. A dark, wet spot around my crotch. Is it really... I slip my right hand in my panties. The moment my index touches my lips, an electric tingle rushes through my nether regions. I can't believe this is happening. My whole face blushes again as I look at my fingers. Strings of transparent, slimy liquid form as I spread them apart.
I am left agape by the discovery and, more than everything, ashamed of myself. Fucking hell Elisa are you back to being a horny teenager?! Am I actually fantasizing about a lizard's penis?! This can't be real. There is now way this is happening. Without thinking twice, I run to the bathroom to take a cold shower. That will get my head straight.
The shock of the freezing water flowing down my skin paralyzes me for a second. Exactly what I need. I shut the water off some ten minutes after. Now squeaky clean and shivering, my thoughts have gone back to normal. I'm not a freak! I sigh in relief. Better go pay the physician a visit, just to be sure.
***
"Your blood sample indicates high levels of sex hormones," the doc pauses and looks at me. I briefly see my reflection in his glasses. "Are you on your period?"
"I've had it two weeks ago," I answer anxiously. Talking about this makes the warmth in my abdomen return. Being alone in a room with a man... My heartbeat quickens in my chest. Despite his old age and medical white blouse, I find something deeply sensual about him. Behave yourself, Elisa.
He looks at the results again before speaking, "Any unusual behavior?"
This is getting really embarrassing, "Since I woke up today, I, uhm." How could I even say this with a straight face? I must pick my words wisely to avoid dying from shame. "I have higher arousal than usual..." I'm not sure I'll be able to see him again after this. I can't stop picturing him sitting naked, a throbbing boner waiting for my tight vagina. I swallow my saliva.
"I see... More in-depth tests need to be performed to determine the cause," he declares, maintaining a certain level of professionalism.
My breathing gets shaky; reality and imagination become hard to differentiate. I feel like he is ogling my breasts, "I'd love for you to explore my body in-depth," the words come out of my mouth instinctively. What. The. Fuck. My mind races to find an excuse, but nothing comes. I'm simply looking at him, as dumbfounded as he is.
I hear a fly buzzing in the room. I can't stay here longer. Without saying anything, I get up and take the exit. Still in shock, the doc doesn't even try to stop me. What is happening to me?! It's as if I am enslaved by my hormones... Even after returning to the main street, my mind hasn't cleared. And that warmth, it's on a whole other level of intensity than I'm used to. Never have I felt such a deep and burning heat when horny. My panties are soaked. I can't go on like this; it's too much for me. The night has already fallen, and only some brave people are still out in the street with these temperatures. I need a place to relieve the pressure.
Between two worn-down buildings, I find an out-of-view spot in a back alley. Am I really going to do this? I may ask myself this question, but my mind already knows the answer. My every breath produces an opaque cloud of vapor. Any slight friction between the fabric of my underwear and my pussy sends a jolt through my entire body. I can't bear this any longer, I'm on the verge of going crazy. I lean on the cold rusted metal and make sure no one is around. I must do it...
I slide my right hand in my panties. Just like earlier, but this time even wetter. A simple caress on my clitoris suffices to make me twitch entirely. A pulse runs through my entire pussy with each heartbeat. Blood rushes to my head and clitoris. The arousal feels intoxicating. How dare I resist it? I should have stayed and let that man take me raw on his desk.
The thought feels too good to ignore. Eyes closed, I imagine the doc violently thrusting in-and-out of my vagina, tightly gripping his veiny, throbbing cock. "Mmhmmm..." I let out a loud moan as I start rapidly rubbing my lips in circles. Spreading then squeezing them against each other. I feel my labia swelling more and more with blood between my fingers, each movement I make pumping them full even more.
Nothing makes sense anymore. I can't think about anything other than releasing all this pent-up sexual frustration. A fog has invaded my mind, through which only naughty thoughts can reach me. Fuck, I need more... Entranced, I pull down my winter leggings and panties to my knees. The sudden sensation of the bitterly cold air against my exposed skin and soaked pussy sends a sharp pain straight to my mind. But it can't process it. All I can focus on is the image of the physician raw dogging me. Like a beast only interested in pleasuring himself, his only goal being filling my achingly empty vagina with his warm cum.
A hand beneath my shirt, groping my soft breasts, I tightly squeeze my hard nipples. "Mhmm- Ahh!" It's coming! This addicting sensation. I only need a little more to... I instinctively massage my throbbing clitoris. Every small movement raises this tingly feeling inside of me ever-so-slightly, bringing me desperately close to climax, but never enough to reach it. Please... I'm begging you! Toying with my clit faster and faster, rubbing it, squeezing it... it's just not enough! Why can't I cum?! It's like failing to take the cap of a container under pressure, I feel it growing directly from my pussy but never blooming.