The pleading in her voice had Christian turning, his hand leaving the bent and mangled metal that had once been the door knob. He stared down at Kinlye, his eyes meeting hers. "You don't know what you're asking." His voice was low and gruff, his hand going to cup her cheek.
"I do," Kinlye argued. "I want you to kiss me like you did last night. I need to know if what I was feeling was really there or if it was a product of my overly tired mind. Can't you understand that, Christian?"
He swallowed heavily before answering. "And if I can't stop?"
Kinlye gulped but the answer she gave came directly from her heart. "You wouldn't think of hurting me, Christian, I know that. You'll stop if I ask you to."
A self deprecating laugh fell from his lips. "After only one day of being together, you have much more faith in my self control than I do, Kinlye." He closed his eyes. "A kiss," he breathed. "One kiss."
"One kiss," she echoed. "Freely given and accepted.
A gasp left his lips at the sound of her voice, husky and sensual. He couldn't help but wonder if that was the way she'd sound after making love. It was an intriguing idea and he inhaled sharply. "One kiss," he whispered as his head dipped, his eyes staring down into hers. The warmth of her lips met his and he felt the roar of the evil inside of him. He pushed it down, unwilling to give up this moment. The kiss was a sweet brushing of their mouths, a single instant of contact that had his hands going to her tiny waist, drawing her closer, lifting her so that he could reach her easily.
His lips moved back over hers, clinging to hers, only to move away again. The third time they met, her tongue pushed against the slick sweetness of his lips, demanding entrance. He growled, drawing her even closer to him, opening his lips to allow her soft tongue to trace his teeth before pushing behind to duel with his own. Heat flashed through him, need erased every other thought in his head. He bent slightly, refusing to let go of her lips, lifting her into his arms.
For a moment he seemed indecisive but then he went to the door he'd gone through the night before, opening it easily while balancing her then kicking it closed behind him. The bed he lowered her down to was soft and lush at her back, giving against her weight. He followed her down, holding his weight on his elbows as he continued to kiss her, letting her feel his voracious appetite for her kisses.
"Gods, Kinlye," he growled. "Tell me to stop, please."
Her hands were tangled in the fabric of his white shirt, tugging at it, wanting him closer. Thoughts of stopping were the furthest thing on her mind. She wanted more. Licking her lips, she could taste him there and she moaned, gasping his name. "More, Christian. Please?"
He dipped his head slowly, hesitatingly. He was in a fierce battle with himself, a battle he was terrified he was going to lose. "I don't want to hurt you."
Kinlye dug her hands into his hair, tugging him down. "It would hurt w-worse if you stop."
He smiled ruefully and closed his eyes, letting her guide him. When he felt her lips press against his own, he rolled, taking her with him until she lay upon his chest. "Kiss me," he moaned. He pulled her shawl from around her shoulders groaning at the feel of her softness under the thin layer of her nightgown. "Kiss me so that I won't be the only one to go too far."
Kinlye stared down at him, feeling a flush rise to her cheeks. He was so hard under her, so muscular that she couldn't resist the urge to touch him. Her mouth was at his throat and she tasted his flesh, the salty tang very pleasing to her. Her hands moved through the cravat his manservant had tied earlier, disrupting the smooth material until she could pull it off of him. Her nose rubbed gently against the long line of his throat before her lips took over.
He was moaning beneath her, his hands running from the nape of her neck, through her hair down to her waist, enjoying the give of her slender body. She didn't even feel him pull the nightgown away from her body, sliding it down her back to her hips. Not until the coldness of his palm against her back did she realize she was half naked, her breasts pressing into him with only the thin fabric of his shirt for protection.
"Christian," she breathed.
He could hear the panic in her voice, the fear of the unknown that lay so temptingly near. He lifted her face, staring into the innocent depths of her green eyes. "I want you, Kinlye. I want you more than anything I've ever wanted before. Tell me to stop. Please, Kinlye. You've got to tell me." His mouth moved over her, tasting the softness of her neck, trailing down to her collarbone. He nibbled there, breathing in the intoxicating aroma of her blood. "Stop me," he begged again.
Instead, Kinlye arched her back, reveling in the amazing sensations that his cool mouth invoked in her. Her breathing grew ragged, her body arching, trying to get closer to him. When his hand rose to slide from her waist and curve over her breast, Kinlye couldn't control her cry. It was part fear, part ecstasy and she dug her hands into his hair, pulling it loose from the ribbon that kept it clubbed at his neck. "Christian," she moaned, her voice hoarse.
He glanced up and into her face, her half closed, sleepy looking eyes shattering what little control he had left. "Kinlye," he cried, his voice full of sorrow and bliss. His eyes stayed on hers as he dipped his head, bringing one firm mound of flesh up to his eager lips. He suckled the berry sized nipple, flicking it with his tongue. He could hear Kinlye's cries and moans and that spurred him on. His head turned, finding the other pink treat and he mauled it with his fingers, twisting the hardening bud.
"You're beautiful, Kinlye, the most beautiful thing I've seen in my life."
Kinlye could barely think, with his hands doing so many incredible things to her body. She could only arch her back and cry out when he did something so amazing. There was a pool of heat between her thighs and she could feel his hands sliding under the rest of her night gown, pushing it further down. She felt the cool air on her thighs and then her gown was swept off to grace the thick carpeting of Christian's room.
He sat next to her, his eyes roaming over every inch of her slight body. He was enthralled with the satiny curls that guarded her sex. His hand slid from her neck, over her breasts, down her stomach to the small rise of her mound. He was so gentle, his fingers parting those curls and then the thick lips he found underneath, dipping his fingers into the steamy wetness he found there.
"Oh gods, you want me," he breathed. "You shouldn't want me, Kinlye. Don't you know that?" He began to turn away, reluctantly pulling his fingers away from her sex. "I'm not the right man for you."