The van pulls up, and my front door opens. I hear his feet on the stairs. He walks in the bedroom and we stare at each other. I move towards him in just the black suspender tights and black high heels. I put my arms round his shoulders, and force myself to smile, and then kiss him. Even in high heels I have to go up on my toes. I feel his tongue in my mouth. I stay there for as long as possible. I let my right hand trail slowly down the front of his shirt, and I pull his belt out of the loop, and start undoing his trousers.
He watches me slip my wedding rings off my finger. I pick up the foil pack, and kneel at his feet. He looks down on me, as I pull his trousers to his ankles. I take a deep breath as I pull his pale blue Y fronts down. His cock springs up. I rip open the foil pack and feed the condom over his growing cock.
Still holding his erection I walk backwards to bed. He lifts his shirt over his head, as I lay back and open my legs. He leans forward, and I feel him inserting himself in me.
In one deep thrust he goes in me all the way. I gasp. I feel myself stretch on his cock. He starts fucking me slowly. I turn my head away from him, and will him to get on with it. My hands go down on his backside, and my legs wrap around his. I kick his thighs gently with my high heels, like a rider starting off on a horse.
The fucking is slow and I want it over with, so I start gasping a little, hoping he thinks I'm enjoying it, and it will spur him on.
I thought last night about faking an orgasm, but I decided it would only make him think I couldn't control myself. I thought about whispering in his ear, but again he would probably think he has got to me. He carries on slowly and has already lasted longer than my husband has ever.
"Do you like that?"
I think about my response for a while.
"Just fuck me Tim," I reply, hoping it sounded noncommittal.
I can't believe he hasn't lost it yet, and started really going to town. I'm annoyed with him for having such self control. I wonder if he is thinking he doesn't want to hurt me, it can't be that surely. He's not like I imagined, I thought he would do it hard and fast, and by now I'd be in the bathroom regretting what had happened, but glad it was over.
He hasn't even put his full weight on me, I'm sure he is keeping himself up. I thought he would have crushed me into the bed.
"Come on, fuck me harder."
I curse myself in my head, I don't want him thinking I'm enjoying it, but I have to get this over with.
"No babe, this is for you."
WHY! Why would he say that? I don't want it, but he's thinking of me for some reason.
I lay under him feeling his slow movement up and down my body. Maybe this was stupid of me; maybe if I hadn't decided to be waiting for him, he wouldn't have got whatever wrong idea he has in his head.
I was half expecting to be thrown on the bed after kissing him. I wanted it like that quick, so I could get out of the house while they finished the fence. Perhaps I should struggle a bit, tell him I don't want it, but oh my god, I waited for him practically naked. I suppose I should be grateful that he isn't drilling me into the bed, and that I'm not going to be covered in bruises for days and days. I turn to look up at him. His chin is level with my forehead when he is right up me, just like I had thought it would be. His mouth is open slightly, and bends his head and sniffs in my hair.
"God, you're fucking good," he pants.
No, no, no, I'm just laying here. How can that be thought of in any way as good?!
"It's just like I dreamed, you...waiting for me," Tim grunts.
Hell, I didn't think he would be dreaming or thinking about this. Okay I guessed he had fantasies about me, but this was supposed to be about him getting off on fucking the life out of me. I can see now how it looked to him, me waiting here in my bedroom for him to come up the stairs.
He starts groaning and thrusting deeper, but it is still gentle.
"Nearly there darling.......oh yeah.........oh fucking yeah."
He jabs deeper a few times, and is then still. I feel him pull out.
"See what you did to me?"
I look at the spunk in the top of the condom. He pulls his trousers up, and shuffles off to the bathroom.
I take my shoes off, and when he comes back in I've got my thumbs in the top of the suspender tights, about to push them down.
"Hey, what are doing?"
I look at him.
"Sexy, you get yourself dressed like I said you had to. Just because you got what you wanted, it doesn't mean I've finished with you."
I watch him go through the bedroom door, realising everything I did, was for nothing.
Tim smiles at me as I walk into the kitchen. I'm wearing my yellow and black halter neck dress, which is a few inches off my knees. I've tied my hair back in a yellow nylon scarf, and I'm wearing the black shoes I wore to the party.
"Now off you go to the shop, get the usual, and ask for some raspberry flavoured condoms."
"You must be joking, I'm not asking for that."
"Oh dear, you've done so well. I might just nip down the shop myself; I need a stamp for this."
He pulls out an envelope, and shows me it is addressed to the school.
"Can I get you anything else, Mrs Smith?"
For a few moments I can't say anything.