My face was inches from Nicole's bathroom mirror with my tortured face looking right back at me. I was naked with my crotch pressed against the counter. My cock was hard but facing down. The rounded counter edge was pushed hard against my pubic bone just above my cock. My knees were slightly bent. My shoulders were back and my chest was pushed forward toward the mirror. My arms were reaching far behind me because my fingers were dug between my ass cheeks holding them open. I could see and hear myself moaning.
Nicole was naked, standing directly behind me wearing a red pair of high heels. She was reaching around my arms pinching and twisting my nipples as her lower body was pushing her big black strap-on that she named "Tyler" up my small asshole. She pressed hard against my ass but my hips had nowhere to go. They were pushed against the counter edge. My body was being jolted with each thrust of her hips. I was being fucked hard and it hurt like hell.
Nicole stopped for a moment and whispered in my ear, "I love fucking you. I love seeing your face as your ass gets pounded. I want to see you get fucked hard by a guy with a big cock."
Before I could process what she said she was back at it again. Making me hold my own ass open for her to fuck it. She had complete control over me. I felt like I was her bitch.
She whispered, "Are you ready to cum yet?"
The pressure of the counter on my pubic bone, along with her constant pounding was strangely causing some serious arousal. I groaned back to her, "Yes."
She said, "Then ask for it, bitch."
I heard myself softly said, "Fuck me."
"No ask for him by name." She whispered in her sexy throaty voice.
I knew what she wanted and I was so close to cumming but she purposely slowed down until I did what she wanted. I could hear myself weakly saying, "Fuck me Tyler. Fuck me harder."
Her lips were almost touching my ear as she whispered, "Louder."
"Fuck me Tyler."
"Louder." I did.
She said, "Tell him to fuck his dirty little bitch."
"Fuck your dirty little bitch, Tyler."
"Keep going." She said as she picked up the pace and I got closer to cumming.
I heard myself say, "Fuck her ass hard, Tyler. Fuck her 'til she bleeds. Rape her ass." I don't know where that came from, calling myself "her". Guessing somewhere deep in my psyche I equated being fucked and a bitch with being feminine.
Nicole was now fucking me full force. I could tell she was getting off on all this especially with the "gender change" and I was right at the edge myself. I was almost screaming for it as she pounded my ass mercilessly. Then she groaned loudly, a real guttural sound as she came just like a guy might do. The pressure and motion of the harness on her clit must have got her off. Her sounds were at the right time for me as it took me over the edge as well. I shot wad after wad of cum on the inside of my thighs with my cock still pointed downward. The groans coming from Nicole were so animal-like, they drove me to cum hard. I could feel her body convulse behind me as she came. A moment later she slowly pulled "Tyler" out of my ass and stripped off her harness. We both stumbled to the bed and collapsed.
We laid there for a long time then she finally said, "That's the second time I've fuck you while you were completely sober. How did you like it?" She asked with a smile.
"I didn't." I said.
She looked at me and smilingly said, "You must like something about it or you wouldn't let me keep fucking you."
I had no answer. She was right. I could have stopped her at any time but I didn't.
She smiled and said, "One of these days I'm going to have a guy with a big cock fuck you while I video tape and photograph the whole thing. I know just the guy too, Tyler."
I immediately said, "No fucking way."
She just looked at me and smiled. A moment later she looked like she'd just remembered something and jumped up saying, "I almost forgot I promised to send him some photos for his website."
She was at her laptop opening files looking for pictures. She then opened her email and started to attach some of them and in nothing flat she was done. Then she quickly turned back to me and said, "Are you hungry."
I just nodded with a big smile. She threw on her short silky blue robe and headed for the kitchen. I just leaned back enjoying her bed when it hit me. She left her laptop on and open to her picture files. I sneaked over and started to filter through her files until I saw one labeled, "naughty stuff". I clicked it open and there were several thumb size pictures of Nicole with several naked guys around her. I clicked on the first one to enlarge the photo. I was right. Nicole was on her knees with at least 5 guys standing around her with their dicks in various stages of hardness. I was shocked. Was this a gangbang? Who were those guys? When did this happen?
I quickly moved to the next photo. In this one she had a black cock in her mouth with a white and black cock in each hand. There were two other black and white cocks behind her. I hurried through the rest of the photos only to find more of the same. No one was fucking her. She was just giving all of them blowjobs. Then I saw the cum shots. One by one they each came, in her mouth, on her face, her hair, her neck, her tits, she was covered in cum. There were shots where you could see cum in her mouth and the next shot her open mouth was empty.
All of a sudden from behind me I heard Nicole's voice, "What the fuck are you doing?"
Of course, I couldn't explain. Before I had time to think she was screaming at me to, "Get out. Get the fuck out of my room and out of my house."
I grabbed my clothes and headed for the door. She ran ahead of me, opened the front door and pointed for me to leave saying, "Get dressed out there."
I stepped through the door naked with clothes in-hand. The door slammed behind me. I quickly dressed and drove away thinking, "Fuck, how am I ever going back? Will she ever forgive me? And those gangbang photos. What a little slut." My head was spinning. All kinds of thoughts were running through it.
When I got home I sat down and thought about those photos. Her hair was different, she looked younger, who knows when that happened. Clearly it wasn't recent. What she did before was none of my business. I had no right to sneak around looking through her private files.
The next day I tried to call her to apologize but she didn't pick up. I continued to try calling her every day. I left my, I'm-sorry messages. I text her saying I'll do anything to have you back. I was desperate. I missed my baby and yes, I was ready to do anything to get her back.