Ch07: Office duties
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There it was: Whore94.
It hadn't been a dream then. It hadn't even been a nightmare.
Whore94; Inscribed on my left buttock. It represented so much for something so small.
It told me I was a whore. It told other people I was a whore.
Had I been forced? Seduced? Manipulated? Or had I come willingly?
Had I wanted it? Had I always wanted it? Had I always been a whore?
I spent a long time staring into my bedroom mirror, wishing myself away – wishing away the whore blinking back at me from the other side of the glass.
My buttocks were red, raw, swollen.
I shouldn't have let the CEO spank me like that. Why had I let him do that to me? What kind of woman was I? What kind of whore?
My mobile phone chirped. I reached for it and saw the word ‘Sir' flashing up on the display. It was the CTO – my boss. I had entered his name into my address book as ‘Sir' as a kind of joke. It had been a joke, hadn't it?
"Good morning Elizabeth," he chimed brightly when I answered the call. "I've just finished talking to the CEO. He told me about last night - I wanted to be the first to congratulate you."
Congratulate me?
"You're a very lucky girl," he said. "It's an outstanding opportunity!"
My mind whirled. I had sucked Mr. Khani junior's penis. I had swallowed his semen. I had agreed to be his whore! They had tattooed ‘Whore94' on my arse, taken photographs, cane-spanked me… Was that lucky?
"Elizabeth? Hello? Are you still there Elizabeth?"
"Yes, sorry…" I managed. "I'm just a bit taken aback by it all…"
"Understandable," he said kindly. "You've made some tough decisions. But you should feel proud of yourself Elizabeth. And just think of the rewards…"
"The CEO caned me…" I spluttered.
"Yes, I've seen him cane a few girls in his time. Well done Elizabeth."
"Well done?"
"Yes, well done!" He affirmed. "The CEO is paying you to whore for him, and judging by some of the pictures I'm looking at now, you were a very good whore."
What!? He was looking at the pictures? Oh God.
"You've got the…" I gasped.
"Of course," he said, voice still bright. "I get all the pictures. I decide which ones we use."
"Use?"
"In the catalogue."
What!? No. Surely not. They were going to use the photographs of me holding my pussy-lips open while having my bottom tattooed and caned… in some kind of catalogue!?
"Don't worry Elizabeth," he tried to reassure me. "Clients won't know it's you, they'll just see a beautiful girl with ‘Whore94' tattooed on her bum, and that's the number they'll use when they place their order."
"Place their order…?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Of course," he said. "Clients book their girls in advance. They pick the whores they want, specify what they should be wearing, how they want them to behave, that kind of thing. That way there is no chance of them being disappointed when they turn up at ‘The Scrava'. How else do you think we always managed to arrange Whore80 for you?"
They had booked Whore80 for me? They had booked her to be my table-whore? To worship my feet and lap at my pussy?
"I just kind of assumed she was, well, always there…" I said feebly.
"Well actually, she is always there," he responded. "She lives there - if that's what you mean – but she still has to be booked so she can be prepared, her make-up fixed, and so she can be dressed as required."
Whore80 lived there? At ‘The Scrava'? People could live at that place?
"An advantage of the booking system is that it allows us to monitor demand," my boss went on, "so we know which whores are the most popular, attracting the most prestigious clients, bringing in the most money – you know. The best whores get the best rewards, obviously… Oh! This is a splendid photo, you have a truly delightful pussy Elizabeth…"
I wanted to die. How could he be so callous, so cruel? I imagined him sitting there, receiver tucked under his chin… my pictures scattered across his coffee table as he thumbed through them…
Bastard.
How had it come to this? Images whirled through my mind of rich, privileged people, instructing their servants to place their ‘order' for me… pointing to a picture of me bent over displaying my sex, saying: "That one… I want ninety-four, and that one… and that one….."
Shit. Why hadn't I resisted? Why was I a whore?
"I'm not sure I want to do this anymore…." I stammered.
"Don't be silly Elizabeth," he said smoothly. "It will be just fine. Ah – this is a good one too…"
Shit. How the photographs must have made me looked so consenting, willing, keen even. I hadn't resisted, had I? Why not? Why hadn't I put up a fight? It would have ruined their pictures at least.
"If these photos are anything to go by," he said suddenly, "I am going to seriously enjoy fucking you."
Enjoy fucking me? Had he said that? Fuck me? Who said anything about him fucking me? He was my boss – he wouldn't be allowed to fuck me would he?
No. No way.
Were they expecting another Laura? Laura the coffee girl – office slut. My coffee girl. My slut. They couldn't make me an office-whore could they? Was that part of the deal? They hadn't said that, had they?
Would I be one of their fuck-girls from now on?
No: I was different. Mr. Khani had picked me out – I was special. They couldn't make me another Laura. I was above that. Better than that. Better than her. Wasn't I?
How could I turn up for work every day knowing that anyone might fuck me at any time? I had agreed to perform for Mr. Khani – that was all. Just because I was a whore, that didn't mean I had to fuck everyone, did it? Could I refuse a fuck? Or did I have to fuck anyone at anytime from now on?
What was I thinking of!? Of course I could refuse a fuck! I was still a human-being after all – wasn't I? Not just a piece of fuck-meat. Of course I could refuse. I would refuse. I would definitely refuse.
"You still there Elizabeth? You keep going quiet on me."
"Yes I erm…" I answered weakly, not able to articulate the words I didn't want to hear myself say. "Will you… I mean… will you….you know…"
"Will I fuck you?" he guessed. "Is that what you are trying to say?"
"Yes," I sobbed.
"Yes, I will fuck you, Elizabeth," he said. "In fact, when you arrive at the office on Monday morning, come straight up to my office."
I broke into tears. He was my boss! I had worked for him for all this time and he had never laid a finger on me. In fact, he had acted so gentlemanly, so kindly. Hadn't he been supportive and caring that day the CEO had raped in the lift?
"But you're my boss…" I said.
"Yes," he agreed, "which is precisely why I will be fucking you from now on."
I couldn't believe it. That was illegal, surely? Even if it weren't, I didn't have to put up with it. I just wouldn't go back to the office. Ever.
"You can't force me," I bleated.
"Well actually I can," he snorted. "But I won't have to. Your chauffeur will pick you up first thing on Monday morning and bring you straight to the office."
My chauffeur? Ah yes. My chauffeur. That was one of the ‘benefits' wasn't it? What about the maid? They had mentioned a maid too. When would the maid arrive?
"All senior staff will be informed of your new role," he said ominously.
"I'm not going to do it," I retorted.
"Oh you will," he said airily. "Because that is what we are paying you to do."
"Then I quit," I said.
"No you don't," he laughed. "Enjoy the rest of the weekend, Elizabeth, and see you on Monday."
With that, he hung up.
Bastard. How dare he talk to me like that? Bastard.
I wouldn't do it. I would quit. I would get another job. Even if it didn't pay very well. Anything would be better than the prospect of being treated like an office slut-whore.
I would tell the police. This was illegal, wasn't it? Or was it? They had documented my consent… the evidence was on my left-buttock… and in those photographs…
God.
What would the law make of all that? I would be laughed out of court.
Should I tell my parents?
"Daddy, look what they did to me…"
No.
I couldn't do that.
My friends? Could I tell my friends? What friends? All they ever talked about was what was happening in the latest TV drama. I couldn't tell them about this, could I? They all thought I was doing well in my job, that I was successful. That's what I wanted them to think, wasn't it?
No. I had to deal with this alone.
I couldn't quit, could I? I had been doing so well in the job… one promotion after another… not to mention the pay-rises… and the other perks… those whores down on their knees lapping at my feet, worshipping me, making me feel like a Goddess… I couldn't give all that up, could I?
Wouldn't it be me down on my knees soon though? Wouldn't it be me doing the worshipping?
So stop then. Stop NOW.
Why didn't I stop?
I wish I knew the answer to that.
But on Monday morning, when a gleaming black Rolls-Royce eased to a halt in the street outside my home and sounded its horn, I was ready.
Ready. Ready for whatever would come at me; ready to be their fuck-girl, if that was what they wanted.
Why not? Why the fuck not? Just do it. Let them use you. Use them in return. Take their money. Take their chauffeur and their maid. In the end, I win. Don't I? It wouldn't be forever, would it? Just until I have enough saved up never to have to work again…
Then I would show them. All of them. I would be free. Not a wage-slave. Not a whore. Not a dogsbody. No more dictations, phone-calls, polite laughter…
The driver – my driver, my chauffeur – held the passenger door open politely for me…
I would play the game. This game. Their game.
…My bare legs felt the cold of the leather seat interior…
Yes. I would play, and I would win.
…We purred… glided… floated… through the streets of London…
Fuck them all. Life was too short to be a good little office girl earning jack-shit money. Do that and then die of old-age. No thanks. Not me. Not this whore.
…the silent movie projection of the city winked at me through the one-way glass…
London looked so vivid, enticing, alive that morning. It had never looked that way before. Was I alive now? Was that it?
…and suddenly I was in the office…
Were they staring at me as I trotted by?
No. Just paranoia.
They didn't know, couldn't know, could they? How could they possibly know? They were wage-whores. Whores and slaves. All of them. Sold out. I was going places. Let them stare. Fuck them. Fuck them all. What did they know?
I knew before I clip-clopped into the CTO's office that simply being there was by itself an act of submission: He had told me what to expect. He was going to fuck me. That's what he had said. He was going to fuck his new whore. And his new whore had arrived. On time. Ready.
But he wasn't there.
I looked around the vacant office, half-expecting him to appear suddenly from behind a filing cabinet.
Had he changed his mind? Had he been joking?