Chapter 11. Assault by Security Police and worse
ANOTHER ROUGH WEEK LEADING TO WHAT?
I have been writing all this as I go along. I have time between meetings, flights, and sex. Although some of these events have involved different kinds of pain I don't enjoy, it is less horrible to write about the past than to worry about the future.
Now I write on August 1 about the last week of July. They've not assigned me any sex partners for tonight. This is sort of ominous. I'd rather be taking abuse than not getting any attention. I am getting less than no attention from people on whom I used to rely in Bolry. They are treating me as a dead woman walking. This is particularly unsettling given the horrible threats I received yesterday.
I thought I would be allowed to go back to New York, July 25, the Monday after the Whole New Game. A message on my phone Sunday, eight days ago, said that I would be in Bolry at least another week. I was devastated.
I learned minutes later from an email from Kurbetski that Tuesday I was to be in attendance at a cabinet meeting to discuss new long-term mineral exploration franchises, a request from the United States to join a boycott against North Korea, and a trade agreement with China.
Next a message from the Lottery dispatcher assigned me to sleep with one of the men who had come for the Whole New Game Sunday night and another one on Monday night. This sex work looked safe and normal. Sunday and Monday would have been peaceful enough if I was not so tired of the tension and being away from home.
Tuesday morning, I received a message to just rest after the Cabinet meeting Tuesday because Wednesday would be the trip to service the Bolrian Security Police. A trip to the BSP had been mentioned weeks ago but I had sort of hoped that it would be dropped. The message mentioned that Ludmila, and Irina would be with me. That I would not be the sole focus of the sadistic sexual attention of 20 or 30 totalitarian thugs was better, but I wondered about the choices. All the women involved in the trip to the BSP are also involved in the ongoing political intrigue.
That the email said that I would have Thursday off to recover was not comforting. It meant that the BSP had been given license to really work us over on Wednesday. Just how I got these appointments was not clear. They could have been routine appointments for sex work but, Svetlana and Vadimovich had access to the appointment process and could be sending me to places they thought I should be for their own reasons.
I am not going to describe my daily exercises, calls with Fred, or all of the jobs in the office or in bed that occurred. That's not to say that the sex work, particularly the BDSM sex work, is ever less than interesting for me. Even if one has had a root canal a dozen times, it can't be called boring to go to the dentist for another one. The same can be said about being tied up and flagellated or having to present one's breasts for too much attention by too many men or being brought to a half-dozen orgasms in a night. Strong sensations can be bad or good at the time they are experienced, but never boring. I've never had an orgasm I thought was boring at the time.
The Cabinet meeting Tuesday resolved to grant the exploration franchises, ignore the U.S. request, and send a mission to China. Tuesday night, I had to myself with my worries. I worked out more than usual in the gym to work off tension. Also, I hoped that if I worked hard in the gym the BLC would let me eat more and better someday.
ANOTHER TRIP TO THE BOLRIAN SECURITY POLICE
I dressed light and plainly for the trip to the BSP. It was a warm day and the BSP agents frequently rip a woman's clothing off. There is no point in having something nice ripped off. I wore a cheap summer dress, panties and flip flops. Having had much experience with the Security Police, Irina and Ludmila were dressed pretty much like me.
Irina, Ludmila and I made certain not to talk about anything too interesting in the car. We did not trust the driver. How could one trust anyone? Thinking the car was bugged and hoping that whatever I said might somehow get back to the BLC doctors and dieticians, I spent most of the ride speaking of how hard I had been working out, how I was losing weight in places the BLC would not want me to lose weight, that the food quality seemed to be worse and that I was hungry all the time.
I did not expect that we'd have trouble getting into the building but the metal detector went off on each of us. The security guards chuckled that one could never be too careful with women like us. We each had to strip to nothing. We still set off the machines. Pirko Dupov who had arrived at the door commented that the machines were oversensitive as he frisked our breasts "to make sure they did not contain any weapons."
In fairness to the guards, Irina did kill someone in the building twenty years before, but she obtained the Lugar after she entered the building.
That Dupov was there was in itself very interesting. He had not been lying about being a BSP agent.
In the foyer, Dvorzhinski was talking to Fortmanov! It definitely looked like the BSP was in on whatever Dupov and Fortmanov had planned. Dvorzhinski, however, did not stay with us long. After shaking hands with Fortmanov and nodding to the rest of us, he said he had business across town and left.
We were next led into a conference room in which sat Gorsuchin, Ignat and a very large man. Ignat and the large man nodded to Fortmanov as he entered as though they worked for him. Fortmanov said to Irina, Ludmila and me, "You are to present your beautiful breasts to Pirko and my two friends so that they can maul them." Reluctantly but like good sex slaves, we did as we were told. Soon my breasts were being teased, weighed, squeezed and whacked by the big guy.
"As you can see," Dupov said while addressing Fortmanov and Gorsuch and pinching Irina's nipples, "Irina, Ludmila and Laurel are all going to be very cooperative."
I wondered if Dupov meant cooperative as sex slaves or cooperative as traitors and wondered whether Dupov meant to leave that point unclear.
Dupov next said, "Ladies, as you know, you are here to be subjected to the BSP's new electronic devices and gang banged. Unfortunately, Mr. Gorsuchin, Mr. Fortmanov, Ignat, Vitaly and I do not have time to take part in all the fun. Maybe in a week or so we can gather again. For now, I think we will just take you in this conference center before sending you off to have your shocking experiences."