I crawled into bed after pulling on my pajama top. I loved how the worn cotton of the blue tank was so soft against my skin. Because it wasn't too late in the summer, and we were trying to save money, the inefficient air conditioning unit was turned off. As a result, a gentle murmur of electric fans moved through the bedroom to the living room, helping to circulate the air coming in through the windows.
He wasn't in bed yet. Lately I had found myself heading there by myself, though it took a while before I could fall asleep. And what was he doing? He was on the computer, reading news blogs, talking to friends, jacking off to naked ladies on the internet. Not that I'm opposed to porn, in fact, I wish he'd share that particular interest of his with me. Why be ashamed and wait until I'm asleep? Hell, I love good porn. Even the silly stuff can get me off. I'm really easy and I know it!
So instead of cuddling together in bed and snogging on each other, I fiddled with my clit until I fell asleep, and he tugged on his penis underneath his desk for a few hours. Needless to say, our sex life was lame, and nearly non-existent.
I didn't notice when the dreams first started, but they were good ones. Sex dreams. The kind that make you late for work because you absolutely have to spend an extra ten minutes in the shower, getting yourself off as you recall each delicious detail. Naughty dreams. Whips and chains and ties of all sorts. Textures and tastes.
One of the dreams began with a man parting my legs and nuzzling his face against my crotch, exploring it with his nose and breathe. I could still feel the sensation of the warm puffs of air against my naked thighs, droplets of moisture being licked from my public hair and outer labia.
And then there was another dream involving four men, which would have never happened in real life. Two men holding my arms spread, their fingers tight around my wrists, while another two men spread my legs. Endless moments were spent as I writhed in agony, blindfolded and otherwise untouched. In my dream I reached such an unspeakable peak just by being _watched_.
Now, I know it's unconventional, but I'm going to let you in behind the scenes. One night, after I was asleep, he skipped his routine porn surf. I said it before, there's nothing wrong with jerking off to porn, but that night he was more interested in flesh and blood, and as he touched me through the covers, he wanted me. He wanted to touch and taste and fuck. Maybe, just for fun, he wanted to see if he could do it without waking me. And I'm a very heavy sleeper.