This work of FICTION contains themes of non-consent, humiliation, abuse and other related kinks. This is meant as entertainment to bring enjoyment, not as something that should be carried out. If this offends you, please do not read.
"Nerd!" I hear the asshole yell as I pass him in the hallway, and a moment later there's laughter at it. Sure, some of it is half-hearted laughter, but most of it is honest, proving how stupid the students here can be. I don't say anything or react as that's what they want.
My name is Yesnia. I'm 18 years old and yes, I am a nerd. And I don't mean one of those cute, small E-girls that you see on TV or in TikTok videos. I'm a real nerd. A true nerd. Sure, there was a time that I hated that word, but I've grown into it. Plus I happen to have the highest GPA of my school as well as winning every competition that I've ever been in.
What makes me a nerd? All of me. From the fact I don't wear makeup or that I always have my dark hair in a ponytail, or that I don't really dress like a girl as I always wear baggy t-shirts or hoodies and baggy blue jeans. Plus, I like to wear men's clothes as they tend to be so much more durable than the flimsy crap that passes for female clothes. And they have pockets. Don't forget my thick glasses that everyone says I stole from a 60-year-old man. Or maybe the fact that I rather watch Futurama or Firefly than go to one of the parties that my classmates throw, not that I'm ever invited.
I press the two textbooks against my chest as I walk as this is something I always do. You see, I'm top heavy. Very top heavy. If I was one of the brainless girls that go here, I would call myself thicc and wear low cut tops to show off my cleavage but I'm not like that. Sure, a part of me would love to do that, but no way. I just couldn't. It's just not me.
At the moment I'm 5'2 and weigh around 130. And because I know it's the first thing people want to know when they find out that I'm top heavy, I wear a GG cup. I say "when people find out" because I've become very good at hiding my bust size from others. Like I said, I wear baggy clothes which makes it hard to see the shape of my body.
I mean, a part of me would like to wear clothes that would reveal more, but I'm too shy to do it. The attention of others in "that" way is something I've always wanted, but it scares me, you know? But, as strange as it is, I have a fantasy about someone wanting to see my body. And by that I mean that they really want to see it, if I want to show it or not. That they hunger to see what I've hidden for so long. I know, I know, I'm weird. Or I guess you could say that I'm a freak. But hey, nerds can have fantasies as well.
I'm walking down the hallway of my school for one of the last times ever. You see, I've already graduated and there's just a couple more days of school left. I'm just here because I belong to the Science Club and have to pass on my duties to the new Science Club president.
You would think since it is close to the end of the school year the school would be empty, but it's not. It's busier now more than ever. To make it worse, there's an after-school field trip today in which everyone that signed up and who is 18 and older get to go to. They are going via buses to visit the state capitol to see "the government" in action.
You would think that everyone that is going is going because they are interested in politics and want to see it in action but it's not. Most are going because they are planning a party at the motel they are staying at. They'll be away from home and in their own motel rooms so they can party and do whatever. They know the teachers can't do anything to stop them as they are adults. It's not like they can expel them or anything.
Stepping out the main doors of the school, to the right I see the parking lot that's filled with the busses going on that trip. There are students all around, hanging out in groups as they wait for the busses to start loading.
Since I'm not going on the trip, I turn to the left as I mean to walk home. Immediately, I stop and groan. In front of me is a group I call "the goth goons." They are a group of 5, with 3 being boys and 2 girls. I think every school has a group like them, the stereotypical goths. You know, the type that wear all black, have inverted crosses as jewelry, wear eyeliner, including the guys. Their clothing looks like they all work for Hot Topic and their vocabulary is comprised of words that in some way relate to the word "death." I mean, one of the girls wears a series of handcuffs off of her belt and tells everyone it's a statement to show that we are all cuffed by society.
The biggest thing about this group is that they are assholes. They love attention and are constantly getting into trouble. And they never miss a chance to make my life hell. Most of the time it is them making fun of me but a few times they have gotten physical, such as tripping me, knocking the books out of my hands and in one case, dumping water over my head.
"Lookie, lookie, DumbleDork is looking for her Smelly Potter," the lead boy says to the others in what I assume is supposed to be an insult. But as they all see me, they all get a rather sinister look. The lead boy who is named Paul is taller than the rest of the group (and myself) as he has to be over 6 feet.
"This nerd is so ugly that she would turn Medusa to stone," one of the others says. And like clockwork, each of them says some hurtful joke about my appearance and/or about me being a nerd. Knowing it is best to let them finish, I just stand here and take it.
I know that I'm a nerd. Just like I know that I am, well, timid. That's why people love to bully me as I hate confrontation. I just sort of take whatever abuse in hopes that a teacher or someone will break it up. I don't know why I'm like this, why I don't just slug those that bully me, but I don't. I'm too scared.
And this group does intimidate me, badly. I try to avoid them at all costs, going so far as to take the long way around if I see them in the halls. But now, there's no avoiding them. They are right in front of me and can plainly see me. Worst, they are blocking my only way home.
Looking at the group, I get a very bad feeling. Something is different about them this time. They are not their normal selves at all. The first sign is that their faces seem faded and disjointed. I mean, they sort of look like their normal selves with their emo/goth type makeup and pale faces, but something is off.
Then I notice something they all have in common; red eyes. From this I spot that a few of them have a very vacant stare. That stare when you are looking forward but are not really seeing anything. The sort of look that says you aren't on this planet.
It's only after the wind blows softly that I smell that unique smell; weed. They're high. They are all high. Upon learning this, a cold shiver of fear runs down my spine. They are high. They are on drugs. Oh help me, they are on drugs. DRUGS. They are high on drugs.
"Not going on the trip? Don't you want to look at all the other lab mice like yourself, scurrying around telling everyone what to do?" Paul asks in a very condescending manner. As he says this, his friends begin to circle around me like they normally do when they catch me. Normally it is bad enough, but this time knowing they are high I start to tremble a little as I have no clue what they might do. I mean, when people are on drugs, they some times try to eat others' faces off!
"I....I don't want any trouble, and no, I'm not going, I'm going home," I finally am able to say, the words coming out dry and soft. I know I'm showing how scared I am, but I can't help it. I mean...they are on drugs! I've never had to deal with anything like this before.