Jonah
I missed her and it hurt to think about it. I gave up on calling her when I realized she was definitely not going to answer me. I still tried to text her though. Mandy had become an attention leech. She would show up randomly, text me photos of baby accessories, dote on me. It was exhausting. The only thing that could save me now was a miracle.
As I walked out of my apartment on Thursday evening, I kind of got one. There she was, pure and stunning, my Vanessa.
"Hi," I greeted.
"Hey," She answered, somewhat curtly. "Headed somewhere?"
"Yeah, to the grocery store. It can wait. Wanna come in?" I invited.
"Uhh, yeah, that's fine." She responded, looking unsure. I opened my door and held it open for her. Even in jeans and a plain white tee she was astounding. I could smell her as she walked past me and it was fatal.
"Uhh, want a drink?" I asked.
"No...thank you, I won't stay long." She said. My heart dropped. Vanessa sat on my couch and I stayed standing.
"Sorry to come unannounced. I just wanted to talk to you," She started.
"You can come by whenever-" I began, but she held her hand up to stop me.
"No, it's a one time thing...I just had a crazy thought." She said. "Did you...see Mandy take the pregnancy test?" I looked down for a while. Then I looked at her and shook my head.
Was it possible? Would she do something like that? I walked over and sat next to Vanessa. I looked at her, aghast.
"I guess...she might be capable." I said, through gritted teeth. Vanessa nodded, mutely. I grabbed her hand.
"It might still be possible for us," I whispered. Vanessa took her hands back onto her lap.
"I can't do that," She said.
"Why not?" I implored.
"Too much has happened, and changed. I just..." She wasn't looking at me.
"I love you," I tried. "You love me. That hasn't changed."
"You might be having a kid with another woman!" She yelled.
"Maybe," I corrected. "Oh shit."
"What?" She asked.
I felt sick. "I thought she was pregnant..." I held my head in my hands.
"You fucked her again," She said darkly.
Nothing I could say would be enough. She was right; I had no excuse. I felt like a dumb fool.
"Look, you don't owe me anything. I wasn't waiting for you and this doesn't change anything. Just thought you should know." She started to get up. I grabbed her.
"Please don't go," I pleaded, holding her. "I miss you." She tried to shrug out of my hold, and I loosened. I saw a small hickey on her collarbone when her shirt shifted. Angry arousal surged through me.
"It's not the same," She said quietly. I kissed her. She protested but I pulled in closer to her. I wrapped her up again; I couldn't let her go. She was warmth and honey after the gray. Her taste was an affliction of mine that I had no choice but to satisfy. I kept her pressed between the arm of the couch and my body.
Her hands pressed against my chest as if to push me off. I grabbed her head and continues to kiss her, more hungrily now. Of course I was already hard; Vanesssa did this to me.
I grabbed at her chest through her shirt, harder than I intended. My hands were roving but firm. I kissed her throat, then bit it as well.
"Please don't," She pleaded, her voice strained from her head being tilted back. I ignored her. She loved me, and she needed to remember she loved me. I kissed around her neck and rounded to her shoulder. I picked her up and set her on the floor under me. No one else could have her.
"You're mine. Mine," I murmured thickly, reaching down to undo her jeans. Her hands fought mine, trying to stop me. I took her wrists in my hands and held them up with my left hand, as the right resumed unbuttoning.
"No, no, I don't want this," She repeated.
"Yes, you do." I corrected, and slid my hand until I found touched her sweet folds. She tried to move her hips out of the way, but I held her legs down with my right foot as I started to massage her clit.
"No...mmm, stop, please," She protested, wriggling slightly under me.
"Don't fight me baby, come on," I reasoned. "Let me make you feel good." Her breath was erratic, and her nipples were visible even under her clothing. I kissed her again, as my onslaught quickened. I slid my finger into her hole and slipped in there instead.
"Please..." She tried again, weakly. I kissed her hair and pulled my finger out.
"You're wet, you know. You want this, even if you don't know you do yet," I whispered in her ear. I undid my own pants, still holding her wrists down as I did so. I pulled them down to my knees, and then my boxers as well. I was swollen and purple with need. Her legs were still pressed together, so I forced them apart with my knee. Then I pulled her down forcefully, slamming into her.
"Ahh!" She yelled. Fuck, she felt good. Even wet, she was the tightest thing I'd been inside. I relished the reunion of our flesh, and for a while I didn't even move. I wanted this to last. After a while I pulled out slightly, before thrusting again. There was a squeak as her flesh was whipped around the hardwood.
"Say you're mine, please," I asked, pumping into her rhythmically now. Her eyes were closed as she tried not to look at me. She was moaning in spite of herself. I put my arms under her head and shoulder blades, letting her have her arms back. She wasn't going anywhere. I sped up.
"Say it, baby, say it," I repeated. I was holding her to my chest as I rammed into her hole. She fit me in perfectly, snugly. I wanted to fill her with my seed. I wanted to fill her so that no one else could. I wanted to mark her for myself.
"Say it, baby!" I yelled. I was pumping into her so furiously that I was knocking her wind out. "I am not finishing until you do." She moaned under me and pressed her lips together. I was getting so close, but I needed her to say it.
"Please," I tried.
"Yours," She sighed, and I came, flooding inside her with my jizz.
Mandy
So maybe I have been following my brother. I was worried about him though; he was worse than ever about getting back to me. Moreover, he was spending too many nights at Vanessa's.
My car was parked in the street by Vanessa's house. I was partially obscured by the large dumpster her neighbor brought in. It looked like they were in the process of moving out. I spied my brother's classic Mustang in her driveway. My seat was leaned back though I sat myself up to peer over my door. This is a good core exercise, I thought.
At 10:30 AM, I saw Eddy come out of Vanessa's front door, with the bitch in tow. He turned to hug her and the embrace dissolved into a kiss. Vanessa was wearing some nightgown robe combination. She looked silly. I sighed...she looked great, actually. I was especially indignant as the pregnancy test was still negative as of the early morning. It was still two weeks after the second no condom tryst, but I was getting impatient. My whole plan rested on this baby happening. Besides, it was only a matter of time before Jonah got suspicious.
Eddy got into his car and was pulling out of the driveway. Vanessa blew him a kiss and went back inside. I suddenly got spooked that Eddy might recognize the car. It wasn't my usual ride but rather the crappy, old back-up truck I bought for moving and other such tasks. I ducked down and cursed myself for my stupidity. I heard an engine idle to my left and I gasped. My eyes were closed tightly and suddenly, I heard a knock on my window. I looked up at a confused Eddy. Resigned, I rolled the window down.
"What are you doing here, Mandy?" He asked, crossing his arms.
"Looking for you," I answered, lamely.
"Are you seriously following me?" He asked. "You've always been this way. Stay out of my business." He said. Then he went back to his car, slammed the door, and drove off angrily. Well...this day was going to shit really fast. I drove home, wondering how to spin this in my favor. I could play the "Vanessa is crazy" card, but I knew as well as anyone that once a man was caught in her sexual orbit there was no way to get them out. Could I catch her doing something shady? I was pretty sure that she was done with Jonah, but if I could even frame them acting suspiciously then that might work. The problem was that I didn't want her near him. He was acting strangely around me. I pulled up into the driveway and saw Jonah looking grim-faced, leaning on his car.
"I want to see you take the test," He demanded, as I stepped out of my vehicle.
"Jeez, slow down...nice to see you too," I said, feeling worried.
"I want to see," He repeated. He looked more and more exhausted each time I saw him.
"Come in," I said, resigned. He followed me in and I offered him a drink.