Dear Diary,
Today is the 27th day of my punishment. It's actually the 35th day since I have become a slave, but the headmaster usually leaves me alone on the weekends. It is my senior year at West Valley High, a prestigious prep school. I was supposed to be enjoying my year as head cheerleader, attending parties and cheering at games. Instead, I spend every day suffering through a series of humiliating and brutal punishments doled out by the headmaster.
When I started this, I thought it would only be a few days. Maybe he would get bored with it or feel had he proven his point. Then, I thought I would submit for a while, building up evidence against him and then go to the police. They'd throw him in jail and the sympathy I would get would be enough to maybe get some charity. I know it would mean my mother would go to prison for stealing from her company but I didn't care about that. She put me in this place.
But then I thought of the videos and the pictures. Not the ones the headmaster was taking of me this year and selling on the internet. The ones he had from past years. The parties at the homes of the governors' of the school. Me and the other cheerleaders giving head before football and basketball games. The photos we'd taken of other girls during initiation rituals. I wouldn't come across as a pitiful character. I'd be left homeless and penniless. About the only thing I'd be good for is being a porn star and I guess I already am one now.
And so I will endure the headmaster's punishments. I've made it this far. My body may be beaten but it really can't get any worse, can it? Maybe I shouldn't ask myself that.
I asked by best friend Brittany to give me this pad and pen so I could write down some of my thoughts. I don't know if the headmaster will let me keep it. I know he is watching on the video camera he had installed in my tiny bedroom closet. He said it was for my own protection after two boys raped me last week, but I feel safe here in the girls' dormitory. My friends are here and they try to comfort me. I don't know why I need this heavy steel chain locked to my neck. There is nowhere for me to go.
I spent most of my weekend chained up here. Brittany holds the key to the lock and she unlocked me when I needed to go to the bathroom and also so I could go the dining hall with her and the other girls for meals. I would have liked to go outside in the warm weather, maybe get a tan, but I'd feel weird walking around outside naked. Besides, I don't know if the headmaster would have allowed it. Brittany offered to leave me unchained and for me to come to her room, but I don't want her to get into trouble. She probably wouldn't mind. She's a bit of a pain slut. But I'd like be punished further as well. The headmaster is a sadist and who knows what horrible ideas he might have for me. Best for me to obey and behave.